Idk how to start this, so I'll just introduce ourselves
I'm Joseph, the host! We're a fictive-heavy broken singlet of mixed origins hoping to find any sense of community. No headmate list or headcount because there's no telling when we're gonna have another split or a headmate goes dormant (I hate when this happens PLEASE COME BACK π)
We don't have a collective name, we just jokingly use "Many In A Krillion" on some social things. If you don't know what to refer to us as, just say Joseph since that's the name we use collectively and when masking
Bodily a minor (adults preferably dniuf)
Transgender collectively due to the host being trans, but a lot of us have different pronouns (which will be included in sign-offs)
Pro-endos, y'all are more than welcome
Open to talk about our experiences and how we function, as long as you keep an open mind (for this purpose, our asks will be available unless people start to get weird or disrespect our boundaries)
We have a lot of amnesia, especially between shifts/switches, and tend to forget things forever unless reminded (no the memories do not stick with the headmates unless it's stress/trauma for some reason, sighh)
Most of us LOVE being treated like our source selves, but some prefer not to think about their sources, so just tread lightly. Also we love meeting sourcemates please interact
As said in our description, exclusionists and fakeclaimers can kiss our ass, no one has any say whether someone's experience is valid or not besides themselves </3
Interests/fandoms : Sonic The Hedgehog, Sonic.EXE, Project Hail Mary, Iron Lung, Poppy Playtime, Five Nights At Freddy's, Warrior Cats, John Doe/House Hunted and Mushroom Oasis (Visual Novels), Deltarune/Undertale, Bugsnax, and more
DNI fandoms : Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, PsychoCuties, Gravity Falls(BILL DNI. /SRS), Mouthwashing
The fandom DNI mostly applies to is the weird side(except hazbin/helluva do NOT come near us), so as long as you don't support certain characters or creators you should be ok. We're serious about the Bill dni however. If you're a Bill kin or have a fictive of him, keep your distance, please.
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You guys ever wonder if Eridians have religion, or anything like that?
Like, it would most likely be something entirely different from Earth's religions obviously, but a religion nonetheless. It could be anything
Maybe some worship an Eridian who is said to be the largest to ever live. Maybe they believe in an unpercievable entity that watches over Erid. Maybe, like some of earth's religions and spiritual paths, they follow the teachings of certain religious figures but do not worship them. In all honesty these are the only things I could come up with but there's so many more possibilities
As someone who is fascinated by religion of any kind, it would be so cool if there are actually forms of religion or spirituality in Eridian culture
We made a couple userboxes we're quite proud of, and I feel like sharing them (below the cut). They're free to use for others, by the slight miracle there's somehow doubles of these niche ass introjects
Slay The Princess userboxes ^^^
(These are specifically for @slay-the-bah and their subsystem but might be used here if those guys end up posting on our main blog)
EXE userboxes (art credits to Simulalive/SL) ^^^
Won't be open to requests rn since we JUST opened our BAH/HAF blog and we wanna take it slow if we decide to do those too
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TW mention of a character that's in your DNI (from Gravity Falls)
Hey, I just followed you new bah blog and I saw that you had a DNI on Bill from gravity falls. However, I just recieved a request on my haf blog asking me to do a pack for a bill introject. If you want us to block you before posting it, just tell us (answering this or in dms), I don't wanna risk hurting you.
You don't need to go that far, it's alright. The DNI is just there so Bill fictives/kins/etc don't interact with us directly, so you're free to do what you want with your own blog.
If we come across the post at any point, we'll scroll and move on. In short, we'll be fine don't worry
TRIGGER WARNING: themes of abuse and family trauma
Abufamiligenic, also called Abufamiliagenic, Abusefamiligenic or Abusefamiliagenic, refers to a (sisa)system or headmate that formed due to childhood abuse from family members. This can be any type of abuse, including (but not limited to) physical abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, CSA(Child Sexual Abuse), endangerment, and/or neglect. It is a type of traumagenic and abugenic.
For Traumabased systems/plurals, you can replace it with the term "Abufamilibased", "Abusefamilibased", etcetera.
This term is ENDOGENIC FRIENDLY AND CAN BE USED BY ANYONE AS LONG AS IT APPLIES TO THEM IN SOME WAY. DO NOT USE THIS TO EXCLUDE OTHERS NO MATTER WHAT ORIGIN, EXPERIENCE(S) OR CAUSE OF BECOMING A SYSTEM/PLURAL.
This specific term and flag was our idea for a headmate who formed due to family abuse, since there seemed to be nowhere online where we could find a term like this. Already coined by someone else? Take this as an interpretation.
LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS
STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL.
DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY βDO NOT INDUCE VOMITINGβ? THEY ARENβT FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE!
AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONEβS THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN.
IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER.
βBuuut i donβt wanna take them to the hospital!!!β
WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOUβD RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOUβRE IN LUCK
CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU.
AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE.
I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!
Poison control may advise diluting the toxin somehow like with water or milk, otherwise do not give them something to drink and take the empty pill bottle/ blister pack with you to the hospital.
Kevin came out cause of something and was gonna rant but then I got thrown back into front out of literally nowhere, why are there so many tabs open and what were we trying to doπ
So after looking back in our notifications on Tumblr, I think the brain shoved me into front cause Kevin was going to rant about something serious (which we mentioned in the comments/replies of someone else's post that he's not allowed to be on our social media or around others besides our partner system, nor is NULL)
Kevin came out cause of something and was gonna rant but then I got thrown back into front out of literally nowhere, why are there so many tabs open and what were we trying to doπ
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TRIGGER WARNING : Heavy topics and mentions of TADC discourse
When you wanna listen to Jax Toy because you're attached to the song (I don't like the reprise it's kinda buns imo) but you're not allowed to because JakeNeutron supports KittenSneeze and apparently drew Child Pxrn, also Michael Kovach is a racistπ
Not completely sure if there's proof of the CP, our partner system brought it up yesterday because of a video and we just thought "Oh ok, well that's another reason to avoid these guys(Jake specifically) I guess, sigh"
Also I'm not allowed to because our collective has personal rules and morals so we don't get worse, avoiding problematic media/creators is one of them
The closest thing we have rn is some female cover we found in Spotify, I might prefer this over the original
We got another one out of absolutely nowhere, siggghhh whatever
The host's autistic desire to keep everything tidy and not have too many headmates because it gets stressful+confusing VS evil and intimidating Jax fictive
Our partner system doesn't like Jax because he's a cornball (as Jax, I agree, source me is so fucking corny) so I'm scared to introduce myself or even bring it upππ
(Now that I think about it they also have a Jax fictive somewhere I think so they might be open-minded, I hope)
I think I split from NULL and its hatred towards our ex who coincidentally kins Gangle,, uhh whoopsies
There's also a chance I picked up on most of everyone's habit of saying/doing things that may be considered rude, in most cases it's an accident but if you're annoying or an asshole I'm low-key not taking it back
Saw a BAH mention the name Andromeda/Andromada and made me think of our Divinekin headmate, Andromeda, who went dormant about a week or more ago
We might have a slight attachment to this headmate because at the time, It had also taken the job of handling the host's emotional burnout as an Apathy Holder, kind of like It was giving us a break from exaggerating ourselves for the sake of having some form of differentiation. I like to think It's still watching over us like a guardian angel of sorts
I could talk all day about some of our headmates dude, I love these guys /p
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This new headmate, who has decided pretty quickly that it goes by NULL, has taken an odd liking to identifying as an alternate and pretending it's a direct split from the host in every way (it's not)
But at the same time it looks nothing like him, by that I mean it's taken to looking like Adam Murray. Of all the people, why him? Not upset about it, I'm just genuinely curious
Maybe it's cause our host always found comfort in this one Adam avatar (yes we're plural yes we play VRChat NO we're not faking), and NULL is almost a little obsessed with copying the host
Now that I think about it, that makes more sense now in a way I can't explain without it making 0 sense
It doesn't go out of its way to completely impersonate him or any of us, more of a Metal Sonic situation if that makes sense? I like this analogy even better because of the fact the host is a huge Sonic fan and wants to be more like him (also the 3 or more Sonic/Sonic.EXE fictives for some reasonπ)
I mean,, at least it's not trying to hurt anyone right now right? It's gonna be a-ok!! *sweats*
-?? (Ion even know anymore man we're too tired to figure it out)
I think there's another one in here lurking, don't know anything about them rn
Only problem is, we can tell a bit of their intentions and they do NOT seem good
I mean, they're not a persecutor (unless this is who's responsible for our intrusive thoughts), but they definitely have a sort of hatred towards others, especially our ex. Like, to the point they seem to be associating with the alternates from The Mandela Catalogue(one of our ex's triggers) out of pure spite of her. That's uh,, that's not ok man
Not even Kevin would be this hateful towards her, at the very worst he wants to lash out at her, but never trigger her intentionally, we know our limits
Maybe they're influenced by our boyfriend wanting to get back at her for how she treated all of us. Either way, we're gonna have to figure out how to live with this if they decide they want to stay.
