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John being called 'The Smart Beatle' is so funny, the band collectively shares a single brain cell actually. Because what are we talking about? Are we talking about academic talent or knowledge? Maybe musical talent?? đ

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"secret code to never be spoken, promise never to be broken" really sounds like they agreed to never tell anyone what they were.... it would be fucking tragic if paul wants to come out and tell people about it but he cant because of this promise he made when he was a teenager
I've always loved this shared look đ
the fact that he eyes him like a bird of prey, decides paul is "stressed out" and chooses to do this in front of a crowd of 10,000 ppl and then just
walks away, casually, smacking on his gum like he's done his job nothing to see here
makes me crazy
thinking about johnâs murder is so sad because he was so excited to be getting his fresh start. he was repairing old relationships, he was becoming close with paul again and had been in greater contact with julian. he had a five year old son, and he was beginning to make music again. he said âlife begins at fortyâ and he was so very genuinely excited for it. and it was so cruelly taken away from him, from his loved ones, from his fans.
john lennon, we will love you forever. I am so sorry.

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Old man Beatles fans: "Why do they have to be gay? Why does everyone need to be gay? Paul and John were close friends, stop being disgusting."
Paul McCartney every goddam day, for no reason: "I would do anything just to suck John Lennon's dick one last time."
the best part of early beatle pictures is that you can see how much they love each other by the way they stand right next to each other
Magical Mystery Tour (1967) Directed by the Beatles
Feels kind of stupid to call myself a McLennon shipper because my feelings about the situation have nothing to do with wishing those guys were in love. That's just some shit that actually happened. You don't "become" a shipper you just get McLennonpilled and realize everyone else is living in the heterobeatle matrix
"What it taught me, losing my dad early on, was that you canât take relationships for granted. I know it must be very hard for Paul, having lost his partner in crime. They really had a once-in-a-millennium chemistry that I donât think weâre likely to see again." (Sean)

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Did Paul really never told John he loved him?
I've recently received a few asks about this topic, about Paul always saying, right before singing Here Today, that he never told John he loved him, and looking genuinely upset about it. They also point out how, after John's death, Paul needed reassurance that he still loved him. So that makes them wonder what the dynamic between them was really like; how they actually expressed their love.
Well, it is true that Paul often says in interviews, and before performing Here Today, that he never said to John, "I love you, man", and always adds things like, âGuys didnât say that to each other back then.â But I think thatâs partly Paul softening the emotional impact for the public â and maybe even softening it for himself. We know he feels self-conscious and a bit exposed whenever he sings that song (he once said, "I realize I'm telling this man that I love him and it's like I'm publicly declaring this in front of all these people I don't know. I sometimes wonder what I'm doing"). Because merely saying, âGuys back then never said, "I love you, man", so I never did,â sounds a bit less heavy, more relatable (he always adds "man" to make it more casual), and more universal. But if he said in public, âI told him I loved him, but not enough, or not in the right way, and Iâll always regret that,â â that is far more painful, intimate, and vulnerable. And we do know they did say âI love you.â Paul said that in Key West, they "started [and] it all came out. ⌠On the way to that, there was a lot of soul-searching. We told each other a few truths. ⌠âWell, I love you. I love you, man. I love that you said that. I love you.â And added "Thatâs one of the few times it happened.â So Paul isnât saying it never happened â just that it wasnât said often, or casually. And he is even implying that it happened more than once.
And we all know the famous anecdote that Paul loves to tell, that whenever they had a fight, John would lowered his glasses and say "It's only me". But there was one single occasion where he said that John would lower his glasses and say "I love you." (Interestingly, in No Words, one of the final lines is, "I wish you'd see it's only me, I love you"). And Paul told that version of the story in a way that didnât sound like a shocking moment where John "confessed his love" â but something much more familiar. John felt comfortable saying "I love you" to him, and it's likely something that happened more than once. If that was the case, it might mean that, for them, saying "I love you" to each other wasn't such a taboo thing to do at that time. There are a couple of instances from 1970 where Paul says, "I love John." Of course, that was said in an interview and not to John directly, but Paul knew John would read it.
So why does Paul say publicly, âWe never said itâ? I think itâs because saying âwe never didâ is less emotionally exposing than âwe said it, but I wish I had said it more, more clearly, and more tenderly.â It makes it easier for him to perform the song publicly â a song where he literally imagines talking to John, saying âI love you,â singing it directly into the mic, sometimes with his eyes closed, and sometimes even repeating the "I love you" part four times in a row .It allows him to turn an intensely personal, almost private love letter into something more universal â something he can share with an audience without feeling naked. And deeper than that âit seems that Paul, in some way, believes John can still hear him. He once said he believed Linda communicated with him through animals. In 2001, he said:
"One day, after she died, I saw this white squirrel in the woods. I mean, this one was looking right at me, didn't move. My mind just went, 'That's probably Linda. Somehow her spirit's got into that'," And I think it's very comforting."
Let's remember that time when a blue light appeared in the camera during the recording of an interview, and Paul quickly said "that was John. He's around again. Leave it in, it was John." And Carl Perkins said after hearing "My Old Friend", Paul believed John "visited" Carl's mind and spoke through him to Paul. We also know that Paul talks about John in present tense and says he still is in denial of John's dead, because "that's the only way he could deal with it". So when he sings Here Today, he isnât singing about John â he is singing to John, and hoping that in some way, John is listening. Singing âI love youâ is both emotionally raw and therapeutic. It's his way of still showing John his love.
And thereâs another layer: guilt often clouds your memories. After Linda died, Paul said he had to get counseling from a psychiatrist, because that in the first few weeks all he remembered were their arguments â and he felt guilty, wishing he had been perfect all the time, wishing he had been nicer. That happens when you lose someone you loved deeply, and that same emotional pattern exists with John. When two people have a turbulent, up-and-down relationship, full of love but also conflict, and one of them dies, the mind magnifies every missed opportunity, every unsaid word, even if you did love them deeply and did say it. So I donât think Paulâs sadness and regret come from never having said âI love you.â It comes from feeling like he didnât say it enough, clearly enough, or at certain moments he now feels he should have said it. And that up and down relationship they had in the 70s likely made him question that John still loved him until the very end. It's completely normal to have doubts that the other person loves you, especially after you two have had a long-term, underlying conflict. So that's why he felt the need to be reassured that John still loved him (even though I'm pretty sure he already knew that, deep down).
Loss and grief often make love feel unfinished. And so, when he pubilcly expresses his love for John todayâ through songs, performances, paintings, interviews, etc. âit isn't just remembrance. It's communication and also therapy. It's him still talking to John, and hoping that John, in some way, is listening.
imagine being paul mccartney in 1965 and your boyfriend just wrote a song about literally killing you and probably meaning every word of it bc he's got a "jealous mind" and you're just expected to contribute to the song without coming in your pants bc you're a professional???
⨠"You were always there with a smile"
"Thank you for the smile..." â¨
"Soulmates"
"To lose a partner like that, that youâd been through so much with, to suddenly have the mat ripped from underneath your feet. He was friend of mine, but to my brother, he was a soulmate." (Mike McCartney)
"With a surer sense of self, and an awesome agony from the death of a soulmate in New York, it was time to fold Wings and emerge once again as Paul McCartney solo artist." (Mark Lewinsohn)
"....Paul, who until then had been his buddy, his soulmate..." (Hunter Davies)
"For a man who lost a soulmate and song-writing partner, you can imagine how the horrors of gun violence are an issue close to his heart." (Stuart Bell, Paulâs publicist)
"With John and I, it was so special, I think both of us knew we couldnât get that again. [...] We developed, organically, together. And had the same sense of humour. And learned things at the same rate. Found out about Vietnam together. All of these little awarenesses pretty much hit us at the same time over a period of years. And you really become soulmates when that happens." (Paul)
Do you think John stopped loving Paul in â69? Or is it just that I feel like Paul kind of gave John âcringeâ vibes?
If John really stopped loving Paul after 1969, then how do we explain everything that followed? If John didnât care, he wouldnât have spent hours on the phone with Paul in the early 70s, interrupting his own recording sessions while the people in the studio said the two of them were âyukking it upâ for hours.
He wouldnât have constantly referred to him as his âestranged fiancĂŠ", and other similar romantic-coded terms, according to Tony King.
He wouldnât have kept asking Eliot Mintz, âWhat do you think Paul is thinking right now? Do you think he thinks about me?â â over and over.
He wouldnât have punched people for insulting Paul, as Alice Cooper said he would.
He wouldnât have filled his diaries with page after page about Paul â wondering what he was doing, what he was thinking. He wouldnât have listened to Paulâs albums, with tears in his eyes, whispering, âThere you are.â
He also wouldnât have written I Know (I Know) â saying âToday I love you more than yesterday, right now, I love you more right now.â Or gushed to Bob Gruen about how much he loved Silly Love Songs, smiling widely and saying, âThis song was written for me. Listen â heâs saying âI love youâ to me.â
He wouldnât have written those melancholic demos recalling their Paris trip, or sat reading about Paul and Linda expecting a baby while sounding heartbroken.
And he certainly wouldnât have spent nights talking to his tarot card reader, worried sick after Paulâs Japan bust â asking, âDo you think theyâre hurting him? Do you think heâs alright? I feel like Iâm keeping a vigil for him.â
None of this sounds like someone who stopped caring. It sounds like a man haunted by a love he could never let go of.

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it's crazy that the beatles literally broke up because of gay drama, untreated mental illness, and capitalism. but most people don't know that and will call you woke (derogatory) for saying it. well my woke beatles are gay and neurodivergent and fucked in the head. and i'm right.