kidwithtomuchfreetime

Minecraft single-player catches this profound loneliness in me I've felt ever since first grade.

"Eat healthy!"

"Porn and hentai is so wrong and dehumanizing!!!"

"Follow your passion!"

Why is my most liked post about Minecraft....

If i ever get isekaid into heavens official blessing I'm gonna be the greediest fuck ever

I know many people I know in rl have asked themselves "why" when talking to me or interacting with me. And it actually has a very simple answer:

If i ever get isekaid into heavens official blessing I'm gonna be the greediest fuck ever.

Creative prompt (might be a bit bad): a group consisting of 3 guys and 1 girl (its important that its just 1 girl) at an age above 13 get chosen by an omniscient entity to have a second body in another world. However, they do not get to choose (besides gender) on the body. The omniscient entity just tells them its important for something. Everyone chooses their original gender, the guys do it out of comfort and the girl does it becouse the entity specifically told her something; she can take any object into her original world if it is in her body.

Is there any show where with the premise of some kid (like 13 to 16) that doesn't actually look good but just average, preferably not white (nothing against the skincolour, but if I wanted to see a white girl struggle I'd talk with my friends) who lives in like anywhere else that isnt the whole of America, preferably a first world country, or in Europe, who just struggles with daily life? And I dont mean like "yeah my mom is super abusive and my dads absent and we're a step away from homelessness and my teachers all hate me" but rather like "both my parents are absent but I know they love me but they never make any effort to actually get to know me becouse both work their asses to death but life outside that is good. And yeah i may not have friends in real life but I'm super popular online!" (bonus points if one or both cheat and both tell the kid but make her promise not to tell the other parent) wich makes her question how much they love her. Best if it was in a normal apartment setting with mayhaps a sibling or too preferably distant and queer. Even better if the rest of the family is like on another continent. And dont forget to actually show her struggles and her resorting to various coping mechanisms like c.ai and other ones that border on harmful. Cus I am tired of seeing the same "emotional" movies and "real" movies and then its only "real" to like 30% of people who watch it and just say it becouse thats the public opinion. Even worse if its an adult every singular time whos struggles we get to see becouse we already know of them. Show me an actual teenager going through teenage struggles that isn't Victoria's secret next topmodel. Actual crocket theeth that is actually not photogenic with an ugly voice on film.

Sometimes I have moments of love for my sister (F 4), but ultimately I wish she had been aborted. I hate her and I hater the noises she makes and I hate her weak bones that I could so so easily break but I won't becouse thats illegal and wrong but I hope she remembers every time I say I hate her and how annoying she is just for the plot and so she knows how much of a burden she is. Back to everything I hate. I hate the financial strain she puts on us and how depressed my mother has become ever since she was born. Her father (who i previously mentioned was on another continent) does absolutely jackshit. Even while in tunisia (i dont fully identify myself with them even if I have tanned skin colour) he has changed 0 diapers (ive changed like a hundred or more in the past 4 years), has looked after her for about 4 days in the total of about 6 to 14 vacations there (ranging from 2 weeks to 2 months) while i look after her for 4 to 6 days a month or more. And it might not sound like alot, but its much much more compared to 4 days in the 4 years my little sister has lived. And I would say he has good reason, but he doesnt. He's a jobless leech who doesnt even want to change diapers! He's unemployed for God's sake!!!. Back to my sister becouse i will not take attention away from her in favor of a man, she is extremely loud, will probably mentally aged back in the future, and probably have some sort of mental illness from the trauma I give her. I'm probably an abuser, but I dont really care. Nothing morally can make me feel guilty about it. Even now, shes annoying as fuck and every time I touch her hand or arm and notice how weak her bones are I just want to break them, hear them snap and listen to her cries of pain as I choke after I break every singular bone in her body. But of course I wont becouse thats illegal.