okay so prefacing this post with the fact that I DON'T TAKE THE CONVERSATION ANDREW HAD WITH NEIL ABOUT SIDE AFFECTS OF THE MEDICATION LITERALLY!! I DO NOT THINK THAT WAS ACCUSING NEIL OF BEING A HALUCINATION!! PIPE DREAM HAS A MEANING, AND HE WAS REFERRING TO HIS FEELINGS!!
anyway, as somebody who's also crazy, i like to play with the idea Andrew DOES hallucinate. From my heart and lived experiences alright y'all can trust me. i wonder if he's so good at controlling his reactions to just about anything not just because of lived experience, but because he's used to seeing things that just aren't there. hearing shit that's just not There. i mean voices calling your name is hell enough. young voices saying please? voices he's buries calling him things they shouldn't? voices he's Very familiar with saying things he never would have told them??
anyway i think he and kevin should have an "i still hear him" conversation.