missin' my wings in a realm of angels

trying so hard to write lmr chap 5 unfortunately my brain has decided that i'm writing My Own Character wrong. so.

i have so much late stage sethdrian written and planned but getting their first meeting down is killinggggg me

trying so hard to write lmr chap 5 unfortunately my brain has decided that i'm writing My Own Character wrong. so.

watching a show and two men kissed and I was apparently so surprised by this that I scrambled out of my chair and leapt to the other side of the room to stare at my screen with my hands on my head and my mouth agape???

twinyards ghost story but it's tilda haunting andrew after he kills her and so his resolve is slowly beginning to crack because she's talking to him and he keeps reliving the car crash in dreams etc and aaron's withdrawals are making him hallucinate his mother but she won't talk to him because she's only in his head whereas the ghost andrew is seeing is real. but aaron never sees her and so he just hears andrew talking to her in his sleep and he's angry and he's sick because she won't come back to him but she'll go to the one who literally murdered her and so aaron starts to hate andrew because he can see her and he doesn't care and andrew doesn't understand why aaron would want her to haunt him, how he could possibly find comfort in that presence and its just. ugh tilda minyard ruining her sons from beyond the grave is anyone listening

aaron begs andrew to ask her about him, if she has anything to tell him, even if she'll just appear briefly so he can see her again. andrew wants aaron to hate her as much as he does but he won't so andrew asks the next time tilda appears, and the second he says aaron's name she's gone. aaron doesn't believe him when he tries to explain what happens, convinced andrew is trying to keep them apart again. so aaron's ghost winds up being the absence of andrews does that make sense

i am thinking they're around their canonical ages so like 15 when tilda dies, 16 the following november. this would probably end in some kind of aaron relapse perhaps andrew finds him in time perhaps because tilda tells him. all said the minyards are a family who haunt each other

twinyards ghost story but it's tilda haunting andrew after he kills her and so his resolve is slowly beginning to crack because she's talking to him and he keeps reliving the car crash in dreams etc and aaron's withdrawals are making him hallucinate his mother but she won't talk to him because she's only in his head whereas the ghost andrew is seeing is real. but aaron never sees her and so he just hears andrew talking to her in his sleep and he's angry and he's sick because she won't come back to him but she'll go to the one who literally murdered her and so aaron starts to hate andrew because he can see her and he doesn't care and andrew doesn't understand why aaron would want her to haunt him, how he could possibly find comfort in that presence and its just. ugh tilda minyard ruining her sons from beyond the grave is anyone listening

aaron begs andrew to ask her about him, if she has anything to tell him, even if she'll just appear briefly so he can see her again. andrew wants aaron to hate her as much as he does but he won't so andrew asks the next time tilda appears, and the second he says aaron's name she's gone. aaron doesn't believe him when he tries to explain what happens, convinced andrew is trying to keep them apart again. so aaron's ghost winds up being the absence of andrews does that make sense

i am thinking they're around their canonical ages so like 15 when tilda dies, 16 the following november. this would probably end in some kind of aaron relapse perhaps andrew finds him in time perhaps because tilda tells him. all said the minyards are a family who haunt each other

it might take andrew a while to even realise what he was seeing was real, i mean he was focusing on getting his brother clean and he was still healing from the crash and hey some of those pain meds they sent him home with were pretty strong so it's probably nothing but then he has that dream of being in the car every night for all two weeks he keeps his brother locked in the bathroom and the weird thing was that tilda called him aaron the whole time that night because andrew never bothered to tell her otherwise and then in the dream she calls him andrew. and it's weird but it's just his head messing with him and it's nothing and then he sees her in the kitchen one night and she looks exactly the same and she smiles and she says his name and idk he probably loses it like imagine seeing that shit when you're 16 and guilty of killing your mother. Fucked up.