an assortment of interests

All the money spent on animating Mushoku Tensei should have been spent on hiring hitmen to kill the author

actually i’ve done a lot of work on myself since we last spoke and i wanted to tell you to go fuck yourself and that i hope you die

The older i get the more i understand why some people become obsessed with privacy, not because they’re hiding something, but because being constantly perceived starts to feel spiritually exhausting.

sometimes i think about how my all-girls catholic school’s idea of a PE class was to pair two girls up, teach us how to dance tango (one of the most sensual dances) for a whole sem, and have us perform it as an exam with one girl wearing a dress and the other girl wearing a coat and tie and how theyre still completely baffled on why almost half of their students are gay

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell

who up downwarding their spiral

There is no Love on that island

if you're viewed as a conventionally attractive woman you're punished bc you need to be knocked down a peg for thinking you had any inherent value and if you're viewed as unattractive you're punished for daring to exist without permission but that's how it is innit there's no winning when the system was designed to make you lose in the first place! 🤣

formative years? aren’t they all?

show me a permanent self and i will show you a facade or a corpse

I dont care about matt damon and ben affleck but they gave us Which could mean nothing so they are like rpf patron saints in a way

we’re basically halfway through the year this is getting SERIOUS

To my 25 - 35 year olds, you've reached the age where people around you are starting to give up on themselves because they think it's too late. Don't let that energy rub off on you. It's not too late.

i listened to olivia rodrigo's new song and there is a parallel to vampire in the cure that really intrigued me a lot. the way she sings "i got toxins in my blood stream, you tried hard to suck them out" vs the way she sings "blood sucker" really shows to me how her perception of hurt in romance and relationship changed: during vampire and guts she wrote her hurt coming from people breaking her heart, bitter with resentment and lit up by anger. someone loving her (sucking her blood out) was doing it with selfish and possibly cruel intentions, therefore it hurt. now, in gsil and the cure, she writes her hurt stemming from her blood itself. someone loving her (sucking her blood out) is doing it with kind intentions, but it still hurts. with that, she really shows how no matter how good or bad someone is to you, you simply hurt when you hurt. maybe i'm over-interpreting this, but i really like thinking of it like that