inactive for grief

Currently at the hospital regarding my Dad. Awaiting bad news. I apologise if my mood drops or I disappear. I am not okay.

We are back in ICU. It's not good at all. The bleeding hasn't stopped in his brain and there is nothing more they can do to help him. All we can do now is wait for him to pass in his final moments. I can't do this. I am not ready to lose you, Dad. 💔

Currently at the hospital regarding my Dad. Awaiting bad news. I apologise if my mood drops or I disappear. I am not okay.

He has a bleed to the brain while under Sepsis and ongoing Chemotherapy treatment. They say it is a catastrophic bleed. His immune system and bone marrow will not be any good to fight back so much because of his chemo treatment. They removed some of his heart medication to help increase his platelet to stop the bleeding in his brain, but at the cost of the mechanical valve in his heart that needs blood thinner medication to keep his heart operational and the brain. However, if he were to still be on the medication that thins his blood, the brain will still be bleeding and it won't do any good. Currently, it isn't a win-win no matter what they pick. IF the bleeding stops and he is stable, he may become a different personal and affect his quality of life. IF the bleeding carries on, there is nothing really they can do. Me and my family are at a total loss and I really don't know what to do.

all of my mutuals are hot and sexy

s/o to all the girls working on loving their bodies because that shits hard i’m so proud of you

how could you not be in love with the moon.

the idea of morning sex where light is peaking through the window and you’re still in that sleepy mode yet drowned by pleasure is everything

reblog to make your blog smell like cinnamon and warm brown sugar

does this weird feeling in your chest ever go away

Lazy tongue kisses while I sit on your lap