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Pile 1 🐬

Hey, my lovely! So, starting this reading I pulled a card with the word 'purification' on it, and then was triggered by something and started doing some OCD compulsions. I'm taking this as a sign for you guys that you might be struggling with your mental health this month. You could possibly lose something/someone this month, there's a sense of sadness and grief. This could be a loved one, an old way of life, or could be disappointed that something didn't work out for you, like not getting the job you wanted, not getting accepted into the university that you wanted. Take what resonates.

However, I do have good news! This situation is very much a 'rejection is protection' scenario. You won't be getting what you want, but you'll be getting what you need. There's healing, hope, and a new beginning starting for you. You'll be getting help when you feel it's furthest from you. This could be some money, a new job, a new home - but it's mostly monetary in some way. You'll be starting to work on something that you'll be in the long haul for, but it'll be solid work that will last your lifetime (i.e. a home, a career, a relationship).

The start of this month and the end of this month will look very different, so remember this when you're struggling. These hard times won't last! Everything will work out and you'll be okay. Please remember this and be extra kind to yourself this month. Take care and much love 🩵🌟

Take care - enemies are working against you.

Muddled, unclear thinking.

Family matters.

A distant friend is thinking of you.

Great passion.

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Pile 2 🏄‍♀️

Hi, my lovely! It seems like you're achieving something big this month! Something you've been working so hard on or trying so hard to achieve is finally happening for you. You're reaping what you've sown this month for sure. Seems at the beginning of the month you'll be taking some time to reflect on something. There's some news that you're hoping to receive but I wanna let you know that it's gonna be delayed for a little while. I think you'll still find out this month, but it'll be a couple/few weeks into the month. There's some hidden delay about something you're expecting. This could be an acceptance letter, an job interview, a package, travel plans, etc. Another thing this could be is someone who is an air sign (Aquarius, Libra, Gemini) aren't being very nice about you behind your back. They could be spreading rumours to others about you, being flaky, being untrustworthy, or just blurting your own secrets to everyone. If you're working on a project that requires writing and/or communication, you might need to dedicate more time to you than you initially thought you would as you might be missing some details, so just make sure you proofread and double check things.

You seem a bit busy this month, but a good busy. It's possible you're starting a second job, starting a new side hustle, or just getting a second stream of income in some way. You'll be working hard but you'll be able to enjoy your hard work too. You might be a bit anxious and worried that you doing have enough money. Advice is to just make sure you're budgeting, check your expenses to see what's actually going in and out of your account. Overall, as long as you're smart, you should be okay, and with this new stream of income coming in, you'll be sorted out I should imagine. Good luck 💗🌸

Someone working against you behind your back.

Control your anger or you will be sorry.

Muddled, unclear thinking.

You will be shown the way.

Good advice from a wise person.

Solid foundation. Success with effort.

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Pile 3 🌺

Hi, my lovely! You might be really desperate for a break and I see you getting this break very soon at the beginning of this month. You really need some alone time. You might even be taking a solo holiday and travelling, or you could be staying at home and doing your hobbies. Self-care is a big priority for you this month, you're being asked for self-care to be your main focus this month. Try to do a small self-care thing for yourself every day. For example, making sure you take yourself to bed early that night if you're especially tired, doing a face mask and having a bubble bath, doing one of your hobbies that you've been wanting to do but felt like you had to put it off, getting yourself a little treat, having your favourite meal for dinner. Your choice.

It's very possible you might be entering in a new romantic relationship this month! You have both the Queen and King of Wands (fire signs, Sagittarius, Leo, Aries placements), The Lovers, and The Empress. This is a bit of an insane pull, you actually really couldn't get much better than this. This is a super hot and super loving relationship, for real. You're both equal partners and both on the same wavelength - very like-minded. There's so much affection here. A very nurturing relationship. You both could go out for dates a lot, even if you're not really the type to do that. It's a very fun, carefree, and exciting time together. Fireworks but not fleeting. It's a thrill but you both can be chill with each other too. Fun and domestic all in one. A really beautiful balance! You'll have to let me know how you get on with this. Much love 🩵🌟

Someone going out of your life or the end of a situation.

You need to defend yourself (I feel this is more about the self-care).

Announcement.

Use your intuition to make beneficial changes.

Spiritual love.

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Thank you so much for reading this pac! I hope you enjoyed it! If you wish to have a personal tarot reading, please don't hesitate to reach out! Wishing you the very best, much love 🤍🪐💐

🩵 Divider credits: @pxrce-lain and @dollywons

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Pile 1

Hey Pile 1. You must have really beautiful hair. You must also like accessorising yourself a lot. Think necklaces, bracelets, rings. Haha I heard in my head "How will I know this is my pile? I want confirmation", that's your confirmation right there. I don't give vague readings, it's very specific. If you are here, you are meant to HEAR this. Something must recently have changed in your life. Something big. Something that caused a tower moment, it shook your entire foundation. Good news? It's done. The bad part is done. There is happiness ahead, full, complete happiness. Your glow up will come when you have money. A lot of money. And you'll have it soon. You've been working hard but you feel as if the harvest hasn't really come yet. Well, it's about to. It'll come the moment you stop overthinking it. Stop being so attached to the idea of becoming hot, or worrying about if you have enough money to alter your appearance. I feel that there's a part of you that really want to get plastic surgery, or piercings, tattoos, some sort of body modification? The outcome energy is GOOD. If you do it, you'll end up loving it. But first you must let go off the obsessive and toxic loop you've stuck yourself in, believing true happiness only lies on the other end of you going through a drastic transformation. It's not. It lies in money. Go make those bucks girl. Grind hard so that money can buy you happiness. Odd reading but okay-

Pile 2

Hey pile 2. Very foxy energy, queen of wands at the bottom of the pile tells me y'all are sexy as hell. Magnetic. Aura farmer- alright I'll continue. Okay oh damn. Starting off we have competition. People constantly compare themselves to you, and they lose. In other people's heads you live rent free simply because your presence cannot be replicated. They stage a competition in their heads where they face off against you, but you win each time. There is a nostalgic, sad vibe to your soul. You always look lost in thought, perhaps a bit melancholic. But when you open your mouth you are direct, sharp, observant. This pile is making me think a lot, too. Maybe you're always in your head. You second guess the things you say, because you're unsure of how they might have come across. Too sharp? Too harsh? Too much? The real answer is not really. You said what you needed to say and that's it. Stop overthinking!!!! People see a moving doll when they gaze upon you, there's this certain lovely quality to your features, to your face. You must look very young for your age, very youthful. You're well spoken but the constant overthinking behind the scenes might make you hesitate. You may be very empathetic in nature as well. You're curious, bold, fiery, but you might find that that aspect of your personality often doesn't come across to others because their view of you is a lot different than how you view yourself.

Pile 3

Hey pile 3. You probably are a goth or an alt person. You like music. Yes we all like music, but you like it a lot more than other people. Deep devotion to music. I think there are certain songs you need injected into your veins, you love them so much. There's always a pile with romantic energy no matter the type of reading I do, and today this is the pile. Let's start off with this- you are cute. You seem to be very insecure about your looks, you worry a lot about your perceived flaws (maybe you don't like the way certain clothes fit you, for example) but all these anxieties are in your head. The lovers tells me you have a very symmetrical face, beautiful features. You don't see it but other people do. This "knight of cups" sure does. I almost feel like I'm getting a reading on your appearance from their perspective almost. Whoever this is, maybe they admire you, maybe this is your partner. But mostly people view you as someone who stands out from the crowd, you have a very "star" like quality to you. You must also have a strong build, I'm seeing muscles. You might be fond of lions (?). Very random. I can't tell you to simply stop obsessing over your looks, I know that's hard to do, but you must trust that people like you as you are and there's someone in your life who loves your face so much that they're willing to sell a kidney just to wake up and look at that face of yours everyday.

If a reading resonates, let me know in the notes or a reblog. It helps me a lot! I genuinely didn't expect such overwhelming feedback on my previous readings. I am so happy that my readings resonate with you all and let me know what readings you want to see me do next!!!! Gosh I'm excited because I really really love Tumblr so much. It's such a cozy platform. Thank you for reading and I'll see you in the next one.

Picture 1

Themes: Devotion, Surrender, Sacred Touch

These hands feel like two souls reaching across timelines

A love that offers itself fully without armour and games.

“Here I am. Take me."

“Your vulnerability is holy to me.”

The hands open upward, you receive them as they are and so do they. Any form of chasing or energy leaking isn't necessary here.

This is a lover who doesn’t love lightly. They love with loyalty that borders on obsession (the good kind) they'll feel a need to hold you when you’re unravelling. They are protective and steady also someone who is rather tactile. They need touch or express better with touch. Someone who remembers the feel and texture of your skin, hair and the fabric of your favourite or most worn attire. Someone who holds space rather than running from intensity. A person who offers themselves fully time and presence regardless of other duties.

A lover who shows up when things get raw.

Someone who is not afraid of your vulnerability neither your power.

This is a partner who wants to build safety but doesn't shy away from intensity either.

They are learning how to love with their whole nervous system, not just their heart and they'll teach you the same.

Life may have hardened them but they'll choose to hold you gently. This person has sharp, observant eyes. The kind of gaze that studies before it speaks. There’s something intelligent and slightly unreadable about their expression like they always know more than they’re saying. Lean or structured build, composed posture, deliberate movements.

They dress intentionally. Clean lines. Earthy or neutral tones. Nothing flashy, but always put together. Their hands look capable. Their voice is calm, steady, reassuring.

There’s mental quickness beneath the grounded exterior. When they speak passionately, they speak fast. Sharp humor. Strategic mind. They plan ahead. They think long-term.

You’ll recognize them by how stable they feel. Being around them settles your nervous system. They may appear reserved at first, but once they choose you, they are deeply loyal.

Strong Earth with Air influence. Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn energy with Gemini or Aquarius undertones.

Picture 2

Theme: Destined Meeting, Soul Contracts, Public Yet Fated Union

Lanterns here mean guidance in darkness, a path lighting up

when both walk it and a love that is meant to be seen, not hidden.

The multiple lanterns symbolise multiple lifetimes, parallel timelines converging. This will feel more like reunion less like a meeting. This connection will activate your purpose aswell not just emotions. This is someone whose presence reorganises your future

There is passion, celebration and spiritual protection.

This lover comes in during a “dark phase” of your life and becomes the light.

This person is also someone who sees value in little things. And value in little efforts that amount to something bigger. Likely also someone who likes taking pictures a lot even if they may or may not share them. Loves to study or immerse themselves in knowledge and culture.

“We found each other when the world was quiet but the soul was loud.” is something that crossed my mind when I was channeling for this group.

They'll enter your life during a transition. Bring in unexpected clarity on things you may have not been confronting at first. Very right place right time connection. You might feel like you share some kind of karma or debt with them but don't take it the wrong way, things will come to a balance between the two of you. So just because certain aspects of the connection feel confrontational or require a change of perspective, doesn't mean you run away.

This is a lover who has walked through their own shadows and now carries ample wisdom. This person seems to move fast. Meaning, you’ll feel momentum around them. Quick stride, expressive hands, animated conversations. There’s a youthful spark in their eyes, even if they’re mature in age.

Lean or athletic build. Defined features. Restless energy. They may talk with their hands or tilt their head when listening closely. There’s excitement in how they engage.

They’re social. People gravitate toward them easily. There’s laughter around them. But beneath that charm, there’s resilience, someone who’s been through battles and come out stronger.

You’ll recognize them by how quickly things ignite between you. Fast replies. Fast chemistry. Electric conversations. They feel like movement, like acceleration.

Fire with Air streaks. Aries or Sagittarius energy with Gemini influence.

Picture 3

Theme: Mature Love, Passion, Emotional Safety

A rose with dew tell you that softness and intensity coexist in this individual. This is a lover who can be dominant and tender in the same breath. This is someone who sees your emotional body as something precious, not inconvenient.

This love will feel ripe, magnetic, slow-burning but endless.

The water droplets here speak of emotional attunement.

Their desire for you doesn't end on body, they'll study your moods, your silences, your micro-expressions.

“I want to know how you break, so I can be where you land.”

This lover is protective of your softness and intensely attracted to your mind and darkness.

Someone who will feel like home and hunger at once. They are very sensual deep down. Very mystical and intuitive as well. They will notice things and collect very specific things as well. They have a way with words and self expression. People project onto them a lot but not always get their truth. They're protective of that side of them.

This lover has a commanding presence.

Strong posture. Intense eye contact. A gaze that doesn’t break easily. They may have broad shoulders or simply carry themselves in a way that feels powerful. Even in silence, they dominate the room.

They dress with confidence, darker tones, structured pieces, something subtly sensual. You notice them immediately. Others do too.

There’s depth here. This is someone who has spent time alone. Mature, self-aware, controlled. Their voice may be lower, steady, deliberate. When they look at you, it feels intentional.

The attraction is undeniable. Magnetic. Grounded but charged. Being near them feels both stabilizing and dangerously exciting.

You’ll recognize them by how intense the energy feels without a single word being spoken.

PILE ONE — King of Wands, The High Priestess reversed, The Magician reversed, King of Pentacles, 5 of Wands, The Hierophant

This energy comes in strong, and it doesn’t apologize for it.

There’s a presence here that knows how to lead, how to build, how to take charge of a situation and make something happen out of nothing. This is the kind of person who doesn’t wait around for life to figure itself out, they step in and shape it. There’s confidence here, capability, and a deep-rooted sense of responsibility. But underneath all of that strength of the King of Wands… there’s something else quietly running the show.

Because when The High Priestess and The Magician both show up reversed in a spread like this, it starts to tell a different story. It points to a disconnect. Not from ability, but from trust. Trust in intuition. Trust in the unknown. Trust in letting something unfold without needing to guide it every step of the way.

So, something subtle begins to happen. Control steps in where intuition once lived. Instead of listening to what you feel, you start managing outcomes. Instead of allowing space for uncertainty, you try to stay ahead of it. You plan, you adjust, and you anticipate because being caught off guard doesn’t feel safe. This is all King of Pentacles energy.

But the cost of that control starts to show… like the tension and friction. The constant feeling that something always needs your attention, your effort, or your direction. The 5 of Wands reflects this perfectly. It’s not just conflict with others, it’s a state of always being in motion, always navigating resistance, and/or always feeling like something needs to be handled or fixed.

And then The Hierophant steps in, and it grounds the pattern even deeper.

This is where control becomes identity. Where being “the strong one,” “the capable one,” “the one who knows what’s right” becomes something you rely on. Not just as a role but as a way to feel secure.

Because if you know what’s right, if you follow the structure, and if you just stay in control… Then nothing can really shake you, right?

Except… that’s not entirely true. Because The High Priestess reversed is still there, quietly reminding you that there’s a part of you you’re not fully listening to anymore. A quieter voice. One that doesn’t need control…it needs trust.

So what are you addicted to?

You’re addicted to control disguised as strength, certainty disguised as wisdom, and influence disguised as capability.

While that power is real…honey, it’s being overused in a way that’s starting to wear you down.

For some people, this pattern can even show up in everyday life as a need to stay constantly busy, always productive, and/or always “on.” It can look like overworking, over-planning, or feeling like you can’t relax without something slipping through the cracks. In certain cases, it could even spill into perfectionism, control around your environment or body, or relying on external boosts (like caffeine or pressure) to keep up with the pace you’ve set for yourself.

For a smaller number of people, this pattern can extend into using outside things to cope with that constant pressure or need for control. That won’t apply to everyone, but the root always comes back to the same place of, “I feel safer when I’m in control.”

The truth is…you don’t have to hold everything this tightly to be safe. Some things don’t need to be managed or predicted. Some things just need to be trusted.

Learning that difference? That’s where your real power comes back online.

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PILE TWO — Page of Pentacles reversed, Judgment, The Star reversed, 5 of Swords, 6 of Pentacles, The Queen of Pentacles reversed.

This one comes in quiet, in those moments where something just feels a little… off. Like you’re doing everything you’re supposed to do, showing up the way you’re supposed to show up, giving what you’re supposed to give… And somehow, it still doesn’t feel like enough.

The Page of Pentacles reversed opens this reading with that exact energy. Effort without reward. Trying without traction. A feeling that no matter how much you invest, something isn’t quite landing the way you hoped it would.

That feeling, over time, starts to turn into questions. “What am I missing?” , “What do I need to do differently?” , “Why doesn’t this feel secure yet?”

Judgment shows up here not as confusion but as awareness. You’ve seen this pattern before. You’ve felt this imbalance before. There’s a part of you that already knows what’s happening.

But The Star reversed tells us something important.

Knowing doesn’t always mean believing.

When hope starts to run low…when faith in yourself or in your situation starts to dim…it creates a kind of emotional hunger. A need for something to confirm that you’re okay, that you’re worthy, and that you’re seen.

THAT is where the cycle begins.

The 5 of Swords and 6 of Pentacles together tell a story of imbalance. Of giving more than you receive, of staying in situations where you’re trying to earn something that should be freely given.

Not because you don’t see it. No, it’s because part of you believes that if you just try a little harder… give a little more… show up a little better… that any of that will make it finally even out. But it rarely does, baby…and slowly, that effort turns into depletion.

The Queen of Pentacles reversed closes this reading with that truth.

This is self-neglect. Not in an obvious way but in a slow, quiet way. Where your energy is going outward faster than it’s being restored. Where your sense of worth starts to depend on what you give, what you provide, and how much you can offer.

So what are you addicted to?

You’re addicted to validation, reassurance, and the hope that being chosen will finally make you feel secure. More specifically…You’re addicted to inconsistent validation.

The kind that keeps you reaching. Because…when it comes in small, unpredictable doses…it hits harder. It feels more meaningful. It feels like something you won. But… That kind of validation doesn’t build stability, it builds dependence.

For some people, this pattern can show up as constantly checking for messages, needing reassurance, or feeling drawn to people who don’t fully show up but give just enough to keep you invested. In certain cases, it can also extend into habits like over-spending, emotional eating, or chasing validation through attention, praise, or external approval.

For a smaller number of people, this emotional hunger can even lead to using outside things to soothe or fill that feeling. That won’t apply to everyone but the root always comes back to like, “I need something outside of me to feel okay.”

You don’t need more effort or more proof. You don’t need to earn your worth. You need environments, and connections, that reflect it back to you naturally. Anything that makes you prove your value over and over again? Was never meant to hold it in the first place.

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PILE THREE — 6 of Cups reversed, Ace of Wands, 6 of Swords, 7 of Cups reversed, The Queen of Cups, The Emperor

This one feels like memory.

In a way that’s felt inside. The way some things just linger around and stay with you long after it’s technically over.

The 6 of Cups reversed sets that tone immediately. This is the past…but not something fully released or neatly tucked away. This is something that still has emotional weight, presence, and still has a pull.

What makes this different from confusion is the fact that you’re not confused.

The Ace of Wands and 6 of Swords make that clear. There is forward movement here. There is new energy trying to come in. You’ve already started changing, already started leaving behind what you know doesn’t serve you the same way anymore.

The 7 of Cups reversed confirms it.

The illusion is gone. You see things for what they are. You understand the situation, the person, and/or the dynamic. You’re now guessing, hoping, or idealizing the way you once did.

You know.

Yet, the pull is still there because the Queen of Cups holds emotional depth that doesn’t just shut off when something ends. This is the part of you that understands, empathizes, and remembers what something felt like at its best.

That feeling is what you’re tied to. Not necessarily the reality…but the emotional imprint.

The Emperor at the end shows the contrast.

On the outside, there is control, structure, boundaries, and the vibe of, “I’ve got this handled.”

In many ways, you do… but emotional release doesn’t always move at the same pace as physical or mental distance.

So what are you addicted to?

You’re addicted to the feeling of something that once meant a lot to you. To emotional familiarity and the depth of a connection that shaped you. Even if it no longer fits who you are now.

For some people, this can show up as revisiting the past by checking on someone, replaying memories, or comparing current experiences to something that felt more intense or meaningful before. In certain cases, it can also extend into emotional attachment cycles, trauma bonds, or using things like music, daydreaming, or other escapes to reconnect with those feelings.

For a smaller number of people, that desire to revisit or hold onto a certain emotional state can even connect to using outside things to stay in that feeling or avoid fully letting it go. That won’t apply to everyone but the root remains the same, like, “This feels like me… even if I’ve outgrown it.”

Honey, just because something was meaningful doesn’t mean it’s meant to continue. Just because you can still feel it… doesn’t mean you’re meant to stay connected to it. You’re not stuck, you’re just in transition.

To fully step into what’s next, you have to stop feeding what already ended.

Which pile are you?

pile one: your future spouse wants you to know that being spontaneous and having more fun is going to bring you two closer to meeting. take more risks (responsibly, of course). you are afraid of the spotlight. it's like you have conditioned yourself to playing small, and now that's what feels safe to you - but it's time to move out of that. become the star you were meant to be, pile one. one step at a time... ⋆.𐙚 ̊

pile two: your future spouse is coming through as the emperor, pile two! they want you to be more like them. and that is someone who is logical more than emotional. you are a very big people pleaser and your fs wants you to be more selfish. they know that it's hard and that you feel guilty, but you are doing yourself a disservice by giving everything you got to other people and abandoning yourself. besides, people who will happily drain you and offer you nothing in return are not worth your energy! people who would do that to you do not have you best interest, pile two. choose peace of mind. ❤︎