Disturbed Beautifully

fuck my stupid baka... wait. my baka life is....joyous? filled with...wonder and picturesque qualities and pretentious monolouges? perhaps my fucking baka life is worth the living.

imagine being 10 years old and your names kevin and your trying to play exy with your friends and you randomly get pulled aside to watch a man get brutally murdered and then just expected to go back to practice as normal

His name being Kevin is probably the scariest part about this story

im actually pretty hung up on Ronan and Kavinsky talking telepathically in Cabeswater during the Fourth of July. Like how Kavinsky says “Just us.” and there’s a heavy understanding between them and then he immediately jumps to accuse Ronan of being in love with Gansey. That heavy understanding bit? It drives me fucking crazy!!!!!! God they really are the situationship of alllll time

actually the way society hates both perverts and asexuals is kinda funny. Real "Anyone who thinks about sex more than I do is a porn-addicted degenerate and anyone who thinks about sex less than I do is a loser weirdo or a puritan" energy

A crucial part of the bookstore experience is saying hi to all the books you’ve already read

did you know you can replay your favorite song over and over and over over and over over and over overandover over andover over and over and over and overover andover over and overr over and orver and over

what should I listen to

women

My boss’s first language isn’t English. However, she loves giving inspirational speeches to everyone. I think today she was trying to tell us “don’t just stand around looking pretty”, but what she actually said was “WE DONT HAVE TIME TO BE SEXY”.

Every time an author reassures readers that the smut is skippable I sigh a disappointed sigh. This is not a reassurance. Why would anybody who likes smut want to read smut that was only included as an afterthought and has no impact on the narrative? Insulting. Just don't write it at all if you're not going to make it matter.

Adam knowing the whole time about ronan’s little crush on him gets me everytime😭

Little?

i'm not aro but i find it so annoying whenever i see a well-written, tight-knit friendship & people immediately jump to "they're dating/poly/qpr" like NO. they are FRIENDS. are we familiar with that concept? and it's getting to the point where i am genuinely afraid to write complex friendships because i don't want people to be like "oh this relationship is Too Meaningful to just be platonic" like no??? it's meaningful because it's platonic. ugh

i wish you guys could read the amazing fic i haven't written and probably will never write, it's fire

Bonus: If I buy a book I get to keep it! The publisher can't turn up at my house at random and confiscate all the books I bought.

Until death, all defeat is psychological.

every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).