(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

so many unread books on my shelf. unsure which to start first so ill just read nothing

isnt it really cool how your memories can just physically attack you at random

my stance on the trans athlete debate is always and forever going to be that sports should be completely desegregated because humans have one of the smallest levels of sexual dimorphism in the animal kingdom and the disparity we see between male and female performance is entirely caused by social factors rather than anything biological. “should trans women compete against cis women” i think cis men and cis women could compete fairly but that’s apparently a little too spicy for people to wrap their minds around bc they’ve been told their whole lives women are biologically inferior & never thought to question that. or wonder if it’s maybe a self fulfilling prophecy of some kind. are women biologically inferior or do they appear so because patriarchy demands that of us?

hate when an item of clothing i wear every day starts showing signs of being worn every day. i need you to behave like an insect encased in amber, okay?

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

There should be more hours in between midnight and 5 am because I am a night owl and also an early riser morning enjoyer and I need 8 to 10 hours of sleep also

"queer-owned business" means nothing anymore. OpenAI and Palantir are both queer-owned businesses.

if this is how you find out that both sam altman and peter thiel are gay im sorry

sleep is stolen time. don't let them take it from you anymore. tonight. we are staying up. til one billion o clock.

I want to be heard (doesn’t speak) I want to be understood (doesn’t explain) I want to be seen (acts like if a missing person was right in front of everybody)

i always look back in anger but its important to look forward with it also