i may gripe, but i'm here

instead ask:

is it SINCERE

was it CATHARTIC

was it FUN TO MAKE

is it MADE BY ME

still haven't been able to get my ass to the shelter yet because we have no gas money. I'm aiming for sunday, assuming they have beds then. in the meantime as usual we're in some sort of nightmare. our electricity is about to be out again and is going to be cut off tomorrow. it's hot as all hell outside so not only am i worried about our food spoiling again but now I'm also concerned about us and our cats getting heat sickness

we have around 80 dollars now, we need 170 to set up a 5 month payment plan to pay off the bill. phones are also coming up quick despite extensions but I'm honestly less concerned about it. sorry i beg literally thrice a month. again if like 4 key things hadn't gone to hell in a handbasket i wouldn't need to. even so i hope by the time I'm in a shelter i'll be in an ironically less precarious position. but right now I'm scared and I'm about to be cooked alive quite literally so as always, anything helps. unfortunately this one is an emergency

80/170

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