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now we're just a memory of what used to be

thats life

Jenna Kang- edited by Justine Biticon

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oh please i just need to vent. right after a breakup, you dont really believe that youve had one. its not until you notice the changes in your life that you finally realize that youve had a breakup. that person is suddenly cold toward you. they dont talk to you as much .youre not their first priority anymore. they will choose whether to befriend you or totally ignore you the rest of their life. honestly, even if you become friends you know things will never be the same. its even worse if you still have feelings for that person. all you want to do is just hug them and have things like they used to be. listening to love songs is the worst. every lyric relates to you. even the happy songs maake you want to cry. you want to constantly watch romantic movies and cry, specifically the movie Ghost. you want to eat a shitload because thats the only way you think itll help you cope with it. you cry day and night and when you wake up you end up crying when you see yourself in the mirror. and oh dear lawd jesus, do not get me started onthe burning jealousy youll feel toward every person that comes in contact with your ex. youre afraid...youre just afraid and sorta selfish because you want them to grieve over the breakup forever. i cant explain it..its like, you want that person all for yourself. yeah. you cant seem to move on. you think this is the end and you just want to cry because you just want what you had before...that feeling you used to have. where did it go? how could one day it was there and then just be gone the next? its a scary feeling..honestly, break ups are the worst and i feel everyone thats been through one. and for everyone thats calling that person a faggot or a pussy for having feelings, fuck you because you dont understand what it feels like to have your heart ripped out your chest.

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