it's a wild time to be alive

venus planet of love was destroyed by global warming and me i feel also not so good

screw nonchalance embrace being crazy and intense about everything

guy who forgot to refill their iron prescription: why am i so tired

oh my godddd and now i forgot to pick it up

I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game

happy fourth of july to the philippines ONLY

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

happy peaches day to all that celebrate