trynna fall in love ~

Just shifted to a reality where I was mid shift to my princess dr (I never had a princess dr, and yes im a shifter there too how cool is that?), it was dawn, my mom was asleep next to me in the living room and the moonlight was seeping through the balcony, slept on the couch with a subliminal on that I CURATED with a song that doesn't even exist here, THEN I shifted to my princess reality that's eerily similar to the far far away kingdom in Shrek but in 3D (haven't watched it in years btw) and I CAN APPARENTLY FLY?!! It's like a superpower and a curse bc my parents won't let me go outside AT ALL (just like Fiona) then I SHIFTED BACK NOT HERE BUT TO THERE pulled my phone up and it caused my mom to see the light and she started TELLING ME TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND TURN OFF MY MUSIC bc I have lots studying to do in the morning, I rolled around and went to sleep, and you know what this all felt like? LIKE THE MOST NORMAL THING IN THE FUCKING WORLD, yeah you read that right.

I didn't put a subliminal on, the music in it doesn't exist here (peak song, think Alicia Kara meets Ariana), it was 5:40 PM and i was napping for 15 mins (oh i fw naps), my mom ALWAYS sleeps in her room and I ALWAYS sleep in mine, we don't even have that couch I was laying on, the whole living room isn't even remotely the same, I never had that dr to begin with and i didn't even plan to shift when i layed down to nap here (on this note: THAT RYM THERE NEEDS A RAISE THO SUCH A GENIUS DR IDEA, added it to my drs list now)

IT FELT LIKE I ALWAYS EXISTED IN BOTH OF THOSE REALITIES, I didn't even realize I shifted twice in a row, I thought the living room reality was my actual reality LIKE CR CR since I'm a shifter there too, NO GAPS NO LACKS i fully FULLY WHOLEHEARTEDLY BELIEVED IT, when I started seeing my castle I WHOLEHEARTEDLY believed i was there listening to the same damn song as i was brushing my hair there, when I woke up back here, I laughed so hard cuz the music wasn't playing no more AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS ODD BC I WAS THE ONE TO PUT IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, it took SECONDS IF NOT MSECONDS to shift TWICE with 0 effort, 0 waiting, AND NOT EVEN AN INTENTION IN MIND BABE I was napping cuz I needed the energy break I'm still taking exams that's literally the only reason why I'm not 24/7 in my drs rn.

Please, when you lay down to shift, don't wait, don't think it, BE IT, DEEP DIVING WITH NO LIGHTS ON, drown in it and let it direct you, LOSE THAT CONTROL BUTTON YOU ALREADY FREAKING HAVE WHAT YOU WANT, don't stay still thinking that you'll urge reality to change, realities CHANGE when YOU say so ONCE AND FOR ALL, you dont need to repeat it, you don't need to dwell on it, no need for any work to be done, no separation!! And it truly confirmed the fact that shifting is truly and utterly human = already in your default settings

● scenarios for your hogwarts dr . . .

● ⋆𐙚 ̊. specific scenarios i have scripted for my hogwarts dr

● — A STUDENT’S GUIDE TO HOGWARTS CLASSES.

● ★⋆. — HOGWARTS ELECTIVE CLASSES TO SCRIPT

● careers for your hogwarts reality

● ITEMS ✶ HOGWARTS

● school events to script ₊˚⊹ᰔ

● ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ useful things to script for your Hogwarts dr!!

● — PLACES TO SCRIPT. ( DIAGON ALLEY )

● 𝒂𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏

● scenarios for your hogwarts dr

● ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ How I tackled Tech in my Hogwarts dr!!

● 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒔

● fun & cool things in my hogwarts script 🦉<3

● — skills to script for your hogwarts dr ₊˚⊹ᰔ

that includes your desired reality.

you did not randomly “find” it. you became aware of it because it already exists within you. so if it exists within you, if you can perceive it, imagine it, feel it, then it is not separate from you.

and if it is not separate from you, then what is there to reach?

why would you not be able to shift there, when there is no “there” that is outside of you in the first place?

the only thing that says you cannot is the belief that you are here, and it is somewhere else.

remove that separation, and the question answers itself.

you never left your dr, wake up.

Babe I'd still wanna be a vampire, nepo baby, zombie hunter, dragon owner, time traveler, live in my own fiction, saturn dweller, whimsical astrologist, immortal, script predatory billionaires out from existence and end global warming even if I had the best life possible here

-dating a hot vampire

-riding a unicorn

-being a princess

-flying

-surviving apocalypse

-the 1980s!!

-being friends with my parents when they were young and knowing their biggest secrets

Literally your own body, why won't it listen lmao

Money?

Its literally random numbers and paper, be so fr rn

Housing?

Um? Its just rocks, whats so difficult about rocks?

Opportunities? Being spoiled?

Everyone is literally waiting to meet someone like you, you're the one gracing them with your presence.

People changing?

I HAVE ALL MY DESIRES!!! THE BUTTON IS PRESSED!!!!

ᡣ𐭩💅 ૮ ∩´ ᵕ `∩ ྀིა 🌸ꪆৎ˚⋅

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Your nails never break off/never tear your actual nails

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Your nails never scuff or scratch

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Your nails stay on for however long you want but when you don't want them anymore they pop off

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Whenever you go to get your nails (or anything really) done they always turn out exactly how you want them to the T

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Charms never break off

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Press ons look completely natural

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. You know how to function with long nails and cam actually maneuver around with them

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. You always get compliments :)

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Nails never damage your actual nail beds

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. When you take off nails they come off clean without any residue

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. You never accidentally scratch yourself

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. For my curly girlies: charms never catch your hair

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆🍀.𐙚˚. Someone close to you is a nail tech and is always happy to do your nails when you ask

PLEASEEEEEE DON'T GIVE UP ON SHIFTING I SWEAR IT'S LIKE THE MOST MEMORABLE THING I'VE EXPERIENCED

SERIOUSLY I PROMISE BRO

EVEN I DIDNT REALIZE HOW REAL IT IS UNTIL I ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED IT

THE HUGS YOUR COMFORT CHARACTERS GIVE YOU ARE AMAZING

GO BAKE COOKIES WITH YOUR S/O GO DANCE IN A FIELD AND IN THE RAIN WITH THEM GO FIGHT DRAGONS BESTIE

IDFK JUST GO SEE THEM!

AND OH MY GOD THE MEMORIES YOU'LL MAKE BRO I SWEAR THEY LOVE YOU

THEY ARE REAL

ONCE YOU DO SHIFT...YOU JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING LIKE I'M NOT EVEN JOKING

YOU HAVE TO SHIFT AND IF YOU'RE PLANNING ON QUITTING JUST PLEASE PLEASE TRY ONE MORE TIME FOR ME I SWEAR TO YOU ITS TRSDEWYVXNKKQGPYRWKGSB BRO I CANT PUT IT INTO WORDS

-waking up with a new face/body/height/everything

-people that wronged me becoming fat and ugly

-dating a hot millionaire

-manifesting anything overnight

-moving to NYC alone at 15

-changing my whole face

-revising my parents to be rich

-my fictional boyfriend in real life

-being tall even with short parents

-changing my whole appearance

-becoming a model for img models

-getting a penthouse for free

-random people spoiling me

-becoming rich

-changing bone structure

-becoming popular

-shifting anytime

You may not live in this reality forever, you may want to escape it or forget about it completely. But while you're here, you deserve to be nurtured, body and soul. Even if it's not for a long time.

If you have ever felt protective over someone getting mistreated, and want to show them love. If you have ever scripted for a dr and been obsessed with who you'll be there. Remember that you deserve that too, right now, right here. It doesn't have to be perfect, you don't have to be perfect, but you sure as existence itself should not be your own worst enemy.

It's okay, it is going to be okay.