.°☕︎• i brewed you a cup °☕︎.*

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🗝️ ≈ have a cup?

name : chaai (not my real name — the most i want to reveal is that it starts with the letter M)

details : 22 / 04’ , australian + indian , choco-doe eyed with a crescent moon smile , calloused fingers of a guitarist , canines that cut through the flesh of my own tongue , scarred knees and bruised elbows , lanky arms with wrists adorned with bangles , gold jewellery is my armour — gold plated is my soul

find me on : pinterest !!

i have shifted ≈

.. ingredient list .. brewery .. cuppa queries .. ring stained pages ..

“i’m gonna shift tonight!” music to my ears? no, unfortunately not.

my darling, gorgeous, sprout, you are the seedling that germinates in the soil to be broken free from the damp ground and to finally feel the sun against your vibrant foliage form.

at the same time, you are the sturdy, bark-bearing tree that stands proud on the lawn, providing a home for the odd critter and a haven for the casual shade-seeker.

you exist in the infinite loop of time—a man made construct to organise our lives—there is no before or after, my love, there is only now.

in this very moment, what do you want?

to shift?

good. because you’ve already done it. and you will keep doing it. every second you blink, ever moment you breathe, you are shifting.

let yourself feel.

feel every emotion, every elated bubbling desire that trembles in the pit of your stomach, every avalanche that consumes your heart and drowns your mind in the abyss of fear and doubt, feel it all.

and come back to the knowing that all is well.

it’s okay to take a break, this tea may cool down but you can always reheat it, you can always brew another pot, i promise it won’t leave you, it won’t go anywhere.

you’re already ready, just take that first sip and relax. you’re on your way. and i’ll see you there.

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hope i made it just the way you like it !

this is a side blog so if you want to be moots, i will be following you w my main >.<

debrief ;

being in the states for schedule reasons, clarity decide to stop by iHop for breakfast (despite my waffles > pancakes agenda)

now . someone in ihop def recognised us 😭 and there ensues the online chaos

i love shifting to a reality where online interactions like this are so free and the banter and back and forth between groups is taken lightly and with humour rather than it is in this reality (which is practically nonexistent </3)

anyway, now i’m craving pancakes :3

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debrief ;

i have a feeling that ever since sunghoon and i tell our company’s about our relationship, they gently push for little hints like this

basically soft launching the relationship for us 😭

they said it was to gauge the fandom reactions but i suspect it was also just to market to the growing shipping fandom — everything is marketable 🫩

ALTHOUGH . it was and is admittedly a lot of fun to see such threads :3 makes me giggle

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