This post is constantly under construction. I wanted to share it fully finished, but if I do, then Iāll never end up sharing it. Anyway. Letās give this a go.
Hi hello. You can call me Kizzle. Iām really nice, I promise. I love interacting with fellow dragon age fans (especially veilguard).
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My thing that brings the most joy is my in progress long fic
Fic cover art by @ratbagjasper
Welcome to Nug E Cheese
Itās an ongoing sitcom style AU based on the childrenās arcade slash restaurant, Chuck E Cheese. Itās a fun service worker AU with Neve as the manager. Rook works in her store, along with other veilguard members. Solas is the aloof regional manager. Thereās a doctor hot pants (Single hot dads in your area). And a potential serial killer. Follow the antics of the gang as they try to save their Dock Town store and live their lives while working a minimum wage job.
Itās silly and fun and earnest and lots and lots of other dragon age OCs come to visit the store. This AU features my main rook, Turvi.
You can send in an ask to get your rook in the fic! Read more if youāre interested here.
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Keep on Trucking
Read on ao3 here.
My second ongoing long fic. My rook Turvi lives in Rivain in the city of Dairsmud, and spends all of his time running his (sea)food truck, They Sea Me Rolling. Itās a mostly lighthearted slice of life fic, with a friends to lovers plot involving his neighbor, Naera.
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Turvi Laidir
My main datv Rook and most specialist blorbo. If Iām writing itās usually about him. Use the tag #turvi to find more about him. One day Iāll put more links in here.
This piece is a timeline of his life - Life cycle of a pirate
Throwback tag games - a collection of games I did mostly over the summer, a great way to get to know more about Turvi. Also just fun to play, tag me if you do!
Characterization cheat sheet. A handy guide when it comes to Turvi. I love finding these, it makes writing for other rooks so much easier.
Turvi spent a good part of his youth as a slave, this piece details how he got free.
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Lighthouse High
An AU where too many rooks go to high school together. Many shenanigans and hijinks ensue.
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Harding week was so much fun thank you everyone who read or liked my pieces š just a little roundup because I did a lot and it was very all over the place this week š«¶
š Harding Trading Cards š
š§ Harding chibi art š§
š§¶ Crochet Harding š§¶
š Harding Giveaway š
š Letters from Lace Harding š
šļø Day 1: Compassion
š Day 1.5: Rage
šļø Day 2: Camping
š Day 3: Mabari
šļø Day 4: Kal-Sharok
š Day 5: Lyrium
šļø Day 6: Team
bonus look at Serenās art of Harding and Zalan because I said soāØ
š¬ 13Ā Ā š 12Ā Ā ā¤ļø 30Ā Ā·Ā Harding Week: Day 7 (Free Day)Ā Ā·Ā Thank you to @datvcompanionweeks for hosting and sharing all the wonderful Harding piec
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In addition to my normal companion week things I really wanted to write something too so here's some of my Modern AU set in Antiva city- a high tech city full of crime syndicates and the occasional cult.
1.8K words below the cut (this one got a little carried away, I also have have jumped the shark a little bit here lol)
Chanting steadily grew louder and echoed off the wet cracking cement walls of the old abandoned building on the edge of the drowned district.Ā
Dark robed figures moved throughout the space, sprinkling finely grated blue crystalline dust over the ground, creating intricate runes and linear patterns on the floor. The lyrium powder was faintly glowing in the dim lighting of the room. Candles were lit and flickering softly, casting long ominous shadows against the walls.Ā
One older dwarf with a long braided beard handed out candles to some of the gathered dwarves, muttering quietly that tonight would be the night.Ā
Harding took the candle offered, allowing herself to go with the flow of the dwarves walking around the room, trying to find a spot where she could observe the proceedings, wondering again just how she managed to get herself into these situations.Ā
ā ā ā āĀ
She was still getting used to going on missions with the de Rivas. The Crows dealt in information almost more often than assassinations or moving weapons around illegally. Her scouting skills had found a second life; often setting up somewhere she could watch Zalan or the other de Rivas' movements. Directing them along rooftops or pulling up building schematics to find routes for them to take. Viago had resources she wouldn't have dreamed of when she was working for the military. Charter and Lelianna would have sold someone's right arm to have a fraction of his tech.Ā
She was settling into her spot on the roof of a shipping distribution center near the harbor. It was damp, a soft misting rain was starting and stopping and making the night miserable. Her dark clothes and tactical gear were starting to cling and get heavy and uncomfortable and wet.Ā
Zalan nudged her further under the tiny tin overhang they'd found supporting a couple fans, ignoring how drenched his own hair and outfit were. It was keeping some of the rain off her while keeping them in a spot they could see the crates being unloaded down below. Surveillance was their primary objective- watch the trade off and follow them to find out where they were taking their wares. The crates hadn't been on the manifest and the Carta dwarves had been responsible for smuggling them in. The Crows tended to keep an eye on the comings and going of the other gangs and criminal organizations in the region. Of which, Antiva City hosted many and they kept general peace as long as the others didn't overstep. The Crows ruled Antiva, as she heard Viago and Teia often say.Ā
But the Carta were handing over the crates, only two, to another group of dwarves. They watched them chat and exchange money and load their things into a normal looking moving van.Ā
"Ilene they're headed your way." Harding spoke quietly into her headset and heard a grunt in response before a huffed,Ā
"On it. Anything to get going out of this rain." The elf grumbled, the sound of her motorcycle the last noise before the sound cut out.Ā
Zalan frowned like he was thinking about saying something, the worry for his sister plain on his face, but just sighed instead, "Come on let's get down there and see if we can find anything."Ā
Harding smiled at his over protectiveness as he stood and gestured for her to follow him. They made their way down the side of the building but where she graciously didn't say anything. Instead she climbed down using bricks and small window sills as footholds, hopping down the last few feet. "What exactly do you think we'll find?"Ā
Zalan jumped the last bit too, landing in a crouch. "Anything leading back to the buyers, where it came from, maybe where it was headed. Or if we can figure out what was in the crates. Might help figure out what they're up to."Ā
He led the way to the building, both of them quiet. One lock pick was all it took to get inside and they stayed low, checking to make sure the Carta members had moved deeper into the facility before standing up.Ā
The room they were in had more crates from the ship sitting in the docks, but these were all labeled with correct numbers and descriptions from the manifest. Zalan pried one box open with a small crowbar and they both peeked inside- blacksmithing tools were safely packed inside, exactly as the label announced it.Ā
Harding frowned, "Huh, you know I expected something illegal."Ā
Zalan shut the box with a little bit of force to passably seal it back up, air whooshing out of it. "They were smuggling something else in, some of these crates have to be real." He wiped the sawdust from his hands and started for another crate when his legs buckled and he crumpled to the ground. Harding grabbed his shoulder before he could lurch forward and hit his head on anything and tried to look him over- no injury she could immediately see.
"What happened?"Ā
He shook his head trying to dispel whatever was affecting him, "I don't know I just suddenly feel⦠tired?" He lifted a hand to his head. "Do you feel okay?" He added looking up at her with unfocused eyes.Ā
Harding was trying to help him stand, he was unsteady but she managed to get his arm around her so she could drag him out of the building. "I feel fine. But there's something wrong with you." Setting him down outside she lifted his face to look at him. "Symptoms?"Ā
"Blurry, nauseous, headache." He rattled off, gently pushing her away, "Poisoned by something?"
"I'll radio Ilene hang tight." But there was no response when she called, only static. The worry in her gut spiking, but for the moment she stayed calm, they could find Ilene later, for now she needed to get Zalan somewhere.Ā
ā ā ā āĀ
"You said your hands were dusty? More so than usual? Did you breathe any in?" Sabriel was the brilliant doctor in charge at the de Riva building. She was checking his eyes, Harding watching as the doctor frowned.Ā
"There was a puff of dust but that's not important we need to go find Ilene." He glared at the doctor, obviously trying to hurry her up.Ā
Sabriel turned to Harding looking her over, "And you? Breathe any in?"
Harding shrugged, "Not as much but I'm sure some. It was unavoidable." But she wasn't suffering from whatever Zalan was.
Sabriel hummed thoughtfully. "I'll have to wait for the tests to come back but I think it's lyrium. That's why he's been affected and you haven't." She gestured back at Zalan, "Touching it or inhaling it can be dangerous. He's lucky his symptoms aren't worse. Dwarves have a natural resistance to it's effects, that's why it's a popular drug for the Carta to run." She explained, writing something on Zalan's chart. Harding's eyes slid back over to the Crow sat on the edge of the bed, frowning.
"So he's high?" She'd seen people on lyrium before, this seemed more likeā¦.Ā
"Closer to poisoned, it wasn't refined yet if it was dust." Sabriel was opening drawers, getting out supplies. "I can treat him here easily enough."
"Then I can go?" Zalan looked like he wanted to get up and Harding shook her head, beating Sabriel to it.Ā
"Stay here, let her treat you. I'll go check in with Viago." She gave his hand a reassuring squeeze before leaving with with Sabi.Ā
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It turned out Ilene had tracked the van to an old building with an ancient for sale sign still sticking up in the overgrown grass, over near the Drowned district before her signal went dark.
After some digging Viago found out it recently had been sold to a dwarf who's entire online presence was devoted to The Anvil of the Void- a very old, very secretive dwarf cult.
"We need to get eyes inside to see what's happening." Viago snapped.
Harding watched Viago study the screen displaying the house and the dwarf that bought the house before his gaze slid to her and she frowned. She wasn't a fan of the look in his eyes.
"It's a good thing we happen to have the scout with us todayā¦." He crossed his arms and turned to face her, raising a brow.Ā
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And that's how Harding found herself sneaking into the old house with Zalan in the back of a van parked nearby.Ā
"Sabriel told you to stay at the de Riva building. You're still sick." Harding had grumbled as she'd gotten ready.
"I'm poisoned not dying. I needed to come, Ilene is in danger and you need support." Had come Zalan's retort. He'd brushed his fingers over her cheek before sticking a tiny earpiece along the back of her ear for her. "Stay safe." And off she'd gone.Ā
Several cultists laid out what looked like a stone set of armor that took Harding several moments to place. It was one of the golem statues that the ancient dwarven cities were famous for. Legend said that they were animated- powered by raw lyrium and did whatever their masters wanted. But they needed human sacrifices.Ā
Another set of cultists were dragging out a person, their unconcious frame leaving tracks in the basements dirt floor- Ilene.
Harding breathed out the words, "Found her." Knowing that Zalan would hear. Ilene was dragged to the lyrium circle, someone producing a knife. They were really going to sacrifice her for their crazy golem.Ā
"What do you need?" Zalan's voice was quiet but intense in her ear.Ā
"Cut the lights when I give the signal?" There were candles, but no windows, she had to bank on it being dark enough.Ā
The dwarf lifted the knife over their head, grabbing Ilene by the bun and lifting to expose her throat.Ā
Harding held her breath.Ā
They leaned down, knife gripped tightly.Ā
"Now." Harding hissed, rushing forward, shoving the small group of hooded dwarves to the ground and tossing her candle into the folds of another dwarf's robe.Ā
ā ā ā āĀ
Ilene held an ice pack to her head, sitting on the edge of one of Sabriel's beds in the infirmary. "I can't believe I missed it! Most of that place burned down while I was out." She was whining but that meant she was feeling better and Harding gave her a little pat,Ā
"The best part was because the lyrium dust was everywhere in that place the flames were blue." Zalan mused, standing in front of the bed. Harding wished Sabi would clear her already, the few bruises she'd gotten from the fight and from dragging Ilene out were superficial at most. Zalan reached out, sliding his hand into hers and when she looked up at him offered her a soft little smile and a whispered, "Thanks." He was a dope, but he really was her dope.
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In addition to my normal companion week things I really wanted to write something too so here's some of my Modern AU set in Antiva city- a high tech city full of crime syndicates and sometimes itās nice to take a break and go to fereldan
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Ma's footsteps faded as she disappeared back into the farmhouse and Lace sighed, scooting closer to Zalan on the blanket they were sitting in front of the little fire pit on. The sun was sinking down into the mountains and the tree peepers were already getting loud. She leaned her head against Zalan's shoulder as he pulled his stick away from the fire- the marshmallow on its end puffed up perfectly.Ā
Perking up she reached for their s'mores supplies and set out the graham cracker and dark chocolate and waited for Zalan to slide the hot marshmallow on before adding the slice of ham and the sprinkle of cheddar. Closing her creation between the second graham cracker she crunched through it with a delighted hum. Zalan chuckled and set two marshmallows onto the stick this time.Ā
Ma was coming back out with steaming cups of hot apple cider just as Lace finished making the next batch of her s'mores.Ā
"Do you want one too Ma? I can make more." Lace extended one of her creations but her Ma got a slightly pinched look on her face. Paired with her fond smile made Lace's grin widen, already knowing the answer.Ā
"No Dear, I think I'll pass." She handed the cups out and Lace giggled but accepted her Ma's dislike for her more strange food combinations.Ā
Zalan took the second s'more, nodding after the first bite, obviously enjoying it and Lace almost wanted to turn to her Ma with a proud grin thatĀ somebody liked her food but she resisted.Ā
A mabari nose pressed against her arm and Contessa made a grumbling noise as she walked around Lace's feet to flop onto the ground in front of her. Finishing her s'more she gave the dog's ears a scratch.
"Do you make the cider yourself?" Zalan asked and Lace leaned back against his arm watching her Ma preen and explain all about how she used the apples they grew here on the farm for it.Ā
"I have the recipe back in the house, I can get you a copy and you and Lace can make it." She was so happy Harding didn't even protest or remind her Ma that they wouldn't have the same quality apples.Ā
Petting Contessa's head she found herself staring absently at her hand. There would be no tan line from the ring she didn't wear but sometimes she imagined a line there giving away the fact she was married.Ā
Zalan must have seen her because his hand slid over hers tracing the invisible line on her ring finger. Feeling a kiss be pressed against her hair she leaned into his touch.Ā
"Happy one month." He said it softly but it still made her move her head so fast she almost hit him.Ā
"Is it really?"Ā
He nodded, "To the day, though I personally might not count the first day or two since I was so hopped up on pain killer I don't remember them." He teased, making her flush pink in embarrassment.Ā
"Sorry you were bleeding out from a gunshot woundĀ youĀ jumped in front of." She grumbled, flipping her hand over to twine their fingers together. She was quiet for a moment as he rubbed his thumb over her skin. "Do you think we should tell my Ma?"
To his credit he didn't even stutter in his movement, instead looking thoughtful, "Only Viago knows right now. We can tell her if you want, how do you think she'll take it?"Ā
Lace laughed, "Oh she'll be madder than a mabari about it. She's always dreamed of walking me down the isle." Her laughter trailed off and she sighed, her Ma would be so disappointed- no planning, no ceremony, no dress, just some hastily signed papers in a hospital and Zalan barely even conscious enough after the surgery to hold a pen.Ā
"It's up to you, we're a team Lace Harding." He gave her hand a squeeze but she only snort-laughed,Ā
"If we tell her we'll need a team of de Riva's to search for your body."
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After they gave me the most amazing and terrible idea for the second day of AU-gust, I had far too much fun imagining @woundedsoul12's Riley Mercar and my own Gladius Mercar as dragons and swords of a different kind. Protecting Minrathous from the shadows in a different way.
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A short and sweet (and late) entry for the first day of @dragonagekissweek ā¤ļø Prompt was Camp
Featuring @hedwigoprah's Crossroads Island AU, my own Sabine Mercar, and @mushrooms-x-moss's gorgeous Rook. I missed #Rookine and this AU so much, I just had to write a little something for them when I saw the prompt.
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Summary
The forest going to Rookās camp all looked the same. The same trees, the same rocks, the same Maker damn dirt on the ground, leaves crunching beneath her boots.
Sabine didnāt want to admit it, but with a heaving sigh that spooked a bird or two from their perches, she conceded that she was maybe, sort of, probably lost between the veritable sea of trees.
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Sabine gets lost on the way to Rook's camp. Crossroads Island AU
Work also below the cut, if you would prefer to read on Tumblr.
The forest going to Rookās camp all looked the same. The same trees, the same rocks, the same Maker damn dirt on the ground, leaves crunching beneath her boots.
Sabine didnāt want to admit it, but with a heaving sigh that spooked a bird or two from their perches, she conceded that she was maybe, sort of, probably lost between the veritable sea of trees ā her phone her only light source, but even that was failing her. Stuck at two percent, the damn thing was about to die, no signal to speak of in this part of the island ā too far away from Pharos Cove proper ā to call for help, and sheād be left to fend for herself by the moonās light, hidden behind dark clouds.
Another sigh. She should have called Rook to pick her up at the tavern instead of venturing out this late by herself. She should have just stayed at the Gilded Sage and bemoaned Rook leaving her behind to whoever would listen, deep in a cup or two of Varricās strongest beer.
But no. Instead she made a wrong turn somewhere, pretty sure she was closer to the minesā entrance than Rookās cozy camp. Shuddering at the thought of monsters from those very same mines, she chose a direction and picked up her pace, half in delusion that she was going the right way. Sure.
āRook, where the fuck are youā¦ā she muttered.
Snap.
The sound coming from behind made her jump out of her bones, swiveling quickly around, shining the light from her phone toward whatever it was.
Breathing a sigh of relief ā it was only a deer, its wide doe-eyes staring straight at her, glowing from the reflection of her phone light. It stood stock still, breathing quickly as if Sabine had been the one to spook it. Just as she was about to shoo it away, it suddenly bolted in the opposite direction, making her jump again.
āWeirdā¦ā Then, in the next breath, her phone died, taking the light away with it. āFuck,ā she cursed beneath her breath, eyes trying to adjust to the sudden darkness that she didnāt notice the way the air around her seemed to stop, the leaves no longer swaying to the night breeze.
Something breathed heavily behind her, and she froze, its hot breath against her back, the outline of ferocious teeth against the fabric of her tank top, this close to her skin.
She turned ā a terrible choice, she quickly found ā and she was face to face with a monster from the nearby mines. Its hackles were raised at her, its strange, long tongue lolling out of from a brutish snout. Four paws tipped with sharp-looking claws dug into the ground, the monster, twice as big as a regular wolf, ready to pounce. Sabineās mind went blank, fear racing up her spine, a sweat breaking out all over her skin as the thing assessed her with bright yellow eyes.
Should she run? Can she outrun this thing?
She didnāt have time to think, and like the deer, she bolted, the muscles in her legs screaming as they worked overtime. The monster gave chase, only half a breath behind her. If she hesitated, if she fell, it would be on her in a heartbeat. She couldnāt stop now ā she could only keep running.
But Sabine, unable to see where she was going, ran quickly into a dead end, the side of a small cliff that she had no hope of climbing fast enough. She turned to the monster, her back pressed against cliffside, nails dug into the dirt.
She was going to fucking die here, wasnāt she? Sabine couldnāt breathe, her chest too tight with terror, and just as the monster advanced toward her, she closed her eyes, readying herself. She could see tomorrowās headline on the Pharos Cove paper now: āTavern Singer Found Dead, Mauled by Monster.ā
Sabine just hoped the picture theyād put up of her was cute and not whatever her corpse was going to turn out to be by the end of this.
But as she heard it leap toward her, another sound came: the swish of a metal blade hitting skin and fur, the monster whining in pain.
āGet away from her!ā
Sabine could recognize that voice anywhere ā Rook!
But keeping her eyes tightly squeezed, the thick coil of fear in her chest began to unwind at the sounds of Rook fighting, her grunts and groans like music to her ears, until finally the monster fell to the ground with a thunderous clap.
Before she knew it, Rookās shadow fell on her.
āDollfaceā¦ā Her voice was surprisingly soft, like she were approaching a scared animal. Perhaps thatās what Sabine was. It certainly felt like it. āYou can open your eyes now.ā
Easier said than done, Sabine finally pried her eyes open. Blue on blue, their eyes met, and Sabine, still feeling traces of fear, jumped into Rookās arms.
āOh, dollface, youāre shaking like a leaf!ā Rookās arms wrapped around her, strong and solid. āItās alright now.ā
Sabine could only breathe hard into Rookās neck, Rook making soft noises of comfort.
After what felt like an eternity, Sabine extracted herself from Rookās embrace. āMaker, fuck, Rook. I was so fucking scared.ā
Rook snorted, picking up her blade, bringing out a cloth, and cleaning it down. āThis is why you donāt go into the forest in the middle of the night!ā She said it like Sabine was a dumbass.
And, yes, Sabine was a dumbass ā tonight, and only tonight! ā but she would admit that only to herself, her pride still intact despite the terrifying experience.
āWellāā Sabine crossed her arms, not looking at the dead monster right next to them. āāMaybe I wouldnāt be all by my lonesome if someone hadnāt left me at the tavern!ā
Rook sputtered, giving her an incredulous look. āI told you I was working tonight, didnāt I?ā
Sabine pouted. She did not remember that. But whatever ā Rook on duty meant her life was saved, and she would oh-so graciously forgive her. Sabine was nice that way.
Instead of answering, she stepped toward Rook ā and pressed her lips to the other womanās cheek.
āWell, for what itās worth ā thank you, Rook.ā She stepped away, and in the darkness, not noticing the way Rookās cheeks flushed all the way up to her ears.
Clearing her throat, Rook finally took Sabine by the arm. āLetās get outta here, dollface.ā
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[A stack of old faded letters found neatly tied together along with a twig of apple blossoms left in the lighthouse library.]
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Mission Report
Varric picked up a new recruit from Antiva. Already gave him a nickname and everything. He's picking up strays again if you ask me. It's an assassin which⦠Truthfully I don't think we need him. But Varric's already taken a liking to him and you know Varric, if he doesn't have someone to regale with stories he sulks. (He really just misses you and Hawke)
Named the assassin Rook. I tried to tell him he can't call a Crow a Rook, it's too obvious but he swears its not the bird. I'll send another update after meeting up with their contacts from Rivain.
-Scout HardingĀ
Mission Report
I'm sure Varric will mention it in his own letter but fine,Ā fine! I'll admit it- having Rook around is useful. He has contacts in a good number of places and he's free with his knowledge and the stupid crow knows a lot.Ā
He's good at getting people to talk. Varric says he's the charming sort. I think he's full of hot air. But even I can't argue with results.Ā
We're meeting up with someone in Nevarra (one of Rook's contacts no less!) tomorrow to see some artifact Varric thinks needs looked into, report to follow.
-Scout Harding
Mission Update
We're still with one of the Dalish clans, both Varric and Zalan are still confined to their beds. The keeper knew clan Lavellan, lots of good people, he says he's sad to see so many of them gone. But he sends his regardsā¦.
It wasn't good, Lavellan. Both of them caught this disease the clan's been fighting to keep contained and they were really bad off for a little bit there. I⦠they wouldn't even let me see them. I felt helpless.Ā
Varric is almost free to go, he's as strong as a ram and as stubborn as a goat. ButĀ ZalanĀ Rook has been slow to mend. He keeps mumbling phrases that mean nothing to us but sound like codes. He's asked for someone named Ilene and for Viago a few times. His fever finally broke last night so they're hoping he's on the mend. Varric says he's strong butā¦.Ā I'd-Ā
we'd miss him if he died
we'd be losing a valuable teammate if he died.Ā
Update to follow.
-Lace HardingĀ
Inquisitor Lavellan.
I wish this could be anyone else telling you, it doesn't feel real. We found Solas but⦠things went wrong, all wrong. Varric isā¦
He's [tear stains blot out the next scratched out words making the ink bleed]
He didn't make it. Solas stabbed him during their fight and he didn't make it. Zalan is unconscious still. I tried to stitch his head wound the best I could, I-
I couldn't save Varric, I was right there next to Rook I should have-Ā if I'd been faster
We're stuck somewhere, Neve says we're in the fade, we went through an Eluvian and it brought us here. I⦠I don't even know how to send this letter to you yet. But i needed to write it. Neve says to rest but I don't know what to do and I need to do something.Ā
Will send when able.
-Harding
Ma,
I keep telling you; it's fine, the fade isn't going to eat me or anything just because dwarves don't dream. And this placeĀ isĀ pretty- once you get used to it. My garden here is gorgeous, and Zalan brought me another new plant yesterday that I think will go nicely next to the elfroot.Ā
I know you worry but we've been doing better, the team is pulling together and it's feeling more like a well sewn blanket every day. A patchwork blanket to be sure but a blanket none the less. I can't wait to make the whole team come to dinner, you really are going to love them all, they're really great. Zalan says if things calm down we might have time for a trip down south. As long as Morrigan can get the Eluvians there to connect to ours.Ā
Gotta go Ma! Manfred just got into the spices again.
-Love, Lace
Varric,Ā
I wish you were here. You would have laughed and teased me about falling for the Crow. After all my bluster about not needing him and how annoying I found him when we first started working together.Ā
Now I can't imagine not waking up to see him right there next to me.Ā
It's hard to admit, just how much he means to me. I haven't even really told my Ma yet. It feels like the wrong time to tell her- with the gods trying to end the world and all. But I think she knows something.Ā
Lavellan's already guessed, but she always has been able to read me. You both were so good at that. You probably wouldn't even be surprised that I've fallen for him, would have made fun of me for not seeing it earlier.Ā
The Inquisitor tells me to hold on to him. To tell him how I feel. I know she's thinking about Solas. She misses him. It makes me sad for her.Ā
Look at me I'm rambling. You always did have a way of making everyone talk even if they didn't want to. Part of your charm.Ā
ā¦. i miss you.
-Affectionately, Lace HardingĀ
To whom it may concernĀ (no Lace you're better than this, this is not some inquisition letter sent home to hundreds of people offering condolences for their fallen loved one.)
Dear House de Riva
Viago,
I regret to inform youĀ I don't know how to say this becauseĀ ZalanĀ Rook always sent the corespondances to you, butĀ we lost him
He's gone missing.
I think maybe Rook sent word we were headed to Tearstone? He- we- the plan was to stop the god's ritual. We only delayed it. At the cost of some of our own. And.. Rook.Ā
I haven't written yet because we've had no news and our team has beenā¦Ā
Our fade expert thinks maybe Rook got pulled into the fade.Ā We don't know how to get him outĀ We aren't sure how to get to him, yet. But they seem optimistic. (Lace that's stupid he's a crow he doesn't want optimism he wants facts and assurances)
When weĀ know moreĀ have better news I'll contact you again.
-inquisition scout Lace HardingĀ
(P.S. it might be a good idea to keep this between us for now. I don't thinkĀ Ilene and the othersĀ this is something to let spread around right now. ForĀ morale? Sanity?Ā your benefit)Ā
Dear Lavellan,
I'm not sure who to write this to, or even if you'll get it. I just⦠found myself needing to write to someone, anyone. I know you're still in the deeper fade with Solas and you haven't contacted anyone on the outside in some time but
Zalan's dead.Ā
We were on a mission and he
something happened
I lost him. There's going to be a small funeral. Lavellan I lost him, it just feels like history repeating itself over and over. I was too slow to save Varric, I was too slow to save Zalan. He was dead before I even got to him. I-
I didn't get to say goodbye.Ā
I don't know if you'll find this. Or if its possible but please. Please. If⦠if you and Solas see him. His spirit? Tell him I'm sorry. Tell him-
There's too much I wish I could say. Tell him to wait for me.Ā
If you want to contact me I'll be at the lighthouse for a few days until the funeral. Then in antiva for a week then⦠then I don't know where I'll go. But you always were good at finding people, I know you'll find me if you need me.
-Lace
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My burnt-out brain finally got into a writing groove yesterday, which means I finally got Siren Ayla x Doomed Emmrich's story out of my head and down on paper (well..AO3 lol). This one shot was inspired by the legend I wrote for that mermaid picrew a few months back.
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"For such a wise manāyou're incredibly foolish, Professor Emmrich."
In all his awe-struck spying, he accidentally lost hold of an oar, and sucked in a sharp breath when the noise of it smacking against the water's surface caused her eyes to lock onto his own. A smirk unfurled across her incredibly red lips, and only then did Emmrich fully realize the extent of his error.
Only then did he notice the piles of skulls around her.
ā¦Or discern that the lyre she plucked with those lovely fingers was, in fact, fashioned out of bone and sinew.
Only then did he fully understand the truth: his death was nigh.
The creature slipped beneath the waves and swam towards himāremarkably fast. Nothing but a blur in the water. He watched her lift herself up onto his rowboat to study his enraptured face, her weight tipping it towards her and Emmrich right along with it, his hand instinctively catching the creature by the arm when it threatened to spill him over the side.
She was so close now he could feel her breath upon his face. She had a scar across one eye, both of them dark, curious, and as blue as the sea itself. He could still somehow feel the warmth of the sun she had been basking in where it radiated off her skin. His eyes caught on the sparkling rivulets of saltwater trickling down her breasts, and he had to admitā¦
Emmrich could certainly think of worse ways to die.
"Indeed," he agreed with a sheepish nod. "But I'm your fool, darling, if you'll have me."
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^Siren Ayla's canon theme song, as far as I'm concerned š
I'm always inspired by music when I'm writing, but it was especially instrumental in this fic (considering Ayla is a siren and all). I've hyperlinked songs within the story itself in case folks wanted a #immersive experience lol, but you can alsoĀ check out the playlist here. The songs are ordered just as they appear in the fic, along with a few extras in between. āØ
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Part of In Shadow, We're All Grey: my Aydenne de Riva series
start from the beginning here
Speaking of Illario, he was at his most charming and devastating among Xiqaaās guests. He moved through the crowd with the ease of someone born to courtly gatherings, offering compliments in Rivaini, teasing jokes in Antivan, and polite bows in Fereldan. Every time Aydenne glanced his way, Illario seemed to be laughing with someone newāa Rivaini sailor, a Nevarran mage, a pair of Lords who looked like theyād never been flirted with so aggressively in their lives. His midnight blue outfit was scaled with obsidian metal feathers in patterns that caught the light when he moved.
The musicians shifted into a brighter rhythm, drums and flutes weaving together. Xiqaa, flushed with joy, grabbed Emmrichās hands and pulled him toward the open space near the center of the courtyard.
āCome on!ā they called, ribbons streaming from their hair. āBellara taught me this oneāa Dalish circle dance! Davrin said it kept the clanās hearts in rhythm.ā
The combat files for all companions include a set of lines called DespairDemonWeeping. Based on these lines, itās likely they were meant for encounters with Despair Demons in the overworld, which could be avoided if Rook was careful enough.
Bellaraās lines:
Might want to leave that one alone.
Let's leave that one alone, okay?
Gotta keep quiet. Don't disturb that one.
Let's try to keep quiet and not disturb that thing.
Davrinās lines:
Careful. Despair demon. Don't let it know we're here.
Easy... let's not bother it.
Step carefully. Despair demon. No sense stirring it up.
Nice and quiet. Let's not disturb it.
Heads up: Despair Demon. Tread lightly.
Emmrichās lines:
I hear a Despair spirit.
A Despair spirit. Tread lightly.
A Despair spirit. Walk softly.
Careful. We've a Despair spirit.
A Despair spirit. Move carefully.
Hardingās Lines:
Despair demon.
Don't let it hear you!
Let's not get too close.
Careful.
I don't like the sound of that.
We shouldn't get too close.
Don't disturb it!
That thing makes my skin crawl.
Lucanisā lines:
Keep your distance.
Despair. Do not rouse it.
Do not make noise.
Despair. It doesn't see us.
Despair. Be careful.
Neveās lines:
Better keep quiet.
Don't disturb it.
Don't startle it.
Despair demon. Not good.
Might want to stay quiet.
If that thing hears us...
Startle it and things go bad.
Taashās lines:
Despair demon. Watch yourself.
Watch out for the weeper.
Despair demon. Not up yet.
Whiny-ass crybaby demon.
Stay quiet. Despair demon.
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This is 2 separate giveaways for my two crocheted Harding dolls I did for Harding week, Iāll let this run until Monday night and then draw 2 winners. the first gets to choose between the cone and the bean š
How to enter:
just comment that you want to be entered in the giveaway on this post (one entry per person, if youāve won a giveaway before feel free to enter another one ā¤ļø)
its free if you're in the USA I will pay for shipping because it's like 6 dollars. If you are out of the us and want to enter that's fine with me I will go to the post office and fill out whatever papers they need from me for tariffs/ oversea shipping/etc, I just ask that you pay shipping (and only after you receive your doll to make sure it makes it to you) (Iāve shipped to a couple places outside the us and itās been around 20-25 dollars so far)
Gently tagging (super no pressure) some hardingmancers in case they want to enter:
I made it! Sure I fell off my chair earlier this week (i'm real clumsy guys) and lost my stylus and still haven't found it but that didn't stop Sock Harding. I don't know how to make them look crystally. But they are socks. Angry socks.
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Thank you @datvcompanionweeks for hosting such a fun event.
Day 7 Freeday: Bean Day!
Special thanks to @blackwall-my-tiny-husband for the banner and dividers, and for letting me borrow tiny Harding before she goes onto her forever home. Also some cameos from tiny Lucanis and Zalan too! All bean Rooks were made by her!
I started out just doing a regular little photo shoot and shin suggested a Nug E Cheese shoot as well, so enjoy a little of both under the cut.
Make sure to go to this post if youād like to win your very own tiny Harding!
Ma and Harding, enjoying a day out on the town, as seen in day 5.
Harding takes her Ma to Nug E Cheese, to see where she works and to meet her friends and coworkers.
Lucanis doing his best customer service
Ma and Harding getting a pizza to share at Nug E Cheese.
Turvi joins them too
Harding eating her stinky pizza from day 3
Some close ups
That is Lucanisā beard, but he is managing to look really miserable lol
Now just some fun, non workplace shots lol. Harding goes to the plant shop.
And shares milkshakes with her bestie Turvi
Zalan taking Harding to the plant store.
I donāt know why sheās carting around a jar of āpicklesā either lol. It was just a really cute jar okay.
Zalan hosts a dnd game night.
Turvi being dramatic because he canāt stop rolling nat 1ās
Trying to take a peak at Zalanās notes
A few more Nug E Cheese shots that arenāt specially Harding week.
Guys in the mug!
These last two are the only photos with any post production items added in. All the others were real tiny items or things I made for the scene.
The infamous rainbow churros!!
I couldnāt decide which background I liked better so hereās another version near the animatronics stage.
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Thanks again to @datvcompanionweeks for hosting the event all week. And thanks to all who read my pieces.
Want to read more, welcome to nug e cheese is on AO3.Ā
Sending out gentle taggies, as always no pressure and have a consensual forehead kiss either way