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if I feel like absolutely torturing rocky then I sometimes like to imagine a scenario on erid where a few months into The Scurvy Era grace sits him down like "hey pal. there's a chance that the scientists here won't figure out how to meet my nutritional needs any time soon. I would love it if they can! but it might not happen. and I don't want to die very slowly and painfully of starvation. now listen to me. ideally I don't want to die at all. but more than that. I do not want to die. of starvation. I don't need anything from you to help with this, I can address it on my own, but if this becomes a real problem then I am going to solve it. Do You Understand What I Am Saying Right Now." and rocky isn't even allowed to immediately become evil about it.

I imagine that at this point they've had The conversation about how grace got on the ship in the first place and rocky is aware that his friend has some significant issues about having his personal autonomy overruled, so in the moment he just says "hnnnnnn. Iwouldbesadifthathappened but. I can see why you would. feel that way." then as soon as he's out of range he physically attacks the first person nearest to him.

love that Grace dresses business casual as a teacher, but when the astronauts are touring the place, he jas to cover his silly science shirt, implying that he thinks you need to dress appropriately to work at a middle school but not when working ina high tech lab on a high stakes international collaboration to save the world

really honestly the worst part of not having/fitting any good labels is when someone gets a little too nosy and you just sound like you're lying or being evasive. that's what i've been thinking a lot about this pride month bc my coworkers at my last job (the waitressing gig) were incredibly overfamiliar with me, to the point of sexual harrassment which never got punished, and always asking wayyyy too many personal questions. it was so awful when they'd say something to me assuming i'd be into men/a specific man/etc and i'd be like "i'm only into women" and then later they'd be like trying to get me to go to a bar or get on a dating app or something to pick up women(??? like they have any stake in what i do???) and i'd be like "no i'm not interested in dating or having sex" and they'd be like 🤨 like they thought they had me in some kind of gotcha. i just wanted to be like omfg these statements are not contradictory if (1) your third eye is open and (2) you know how to mind your own goddamn business instead of being a peeping tom. i don't want to fuck ANYBODY right now but even if i DID it would NOT be a man. and i certainly wouldn't fuck these random annoying men at a random restaurant. jesus christ. you deviate even slightly from the cisheteropatriarchal norm and suddenly everybody wants you to defend your fuckin thesis about it. i am so sick of constantly being my own sexuality's defense attorney

the next Grown Ass Man Who Should've Been Raised Better that responds to one of my own statements about my own personal romantic/sexual orientation with a stupid fucking "why?" is getting shot in the face i don't want to goddamn hear it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

anybody know a good drawing program for ipad? Im a procreate user but im looking for something a bit more robust that can handle bigger projects

formative years? aren’t they all?

show me a permanent self and i will show you a facade or a corpse