sometimes all it takes is one cool breeze and i'm like. wow.. i'm going to live the fullest life everything is so great and i am so grateful and alive

you've been told all your childhood that it's rude to interrupt. and now you have grown up and speak only when there is a pause in the conversation. but suddenly you understand that neurotypicals are all interrupting each other and this is quite normal. but you are already used to not interrupting and waiting for a pause in the conversation and do not understand how to normally maintain a conversation in order to talk, but at the same time not to seem rude

and even when there is a pause and i begin speaking they start talking over me like dude what????

and when you develop the habit of putting your hand up in group conversation so people know you're waiting to come in people act like you're the weird one even though we all know what that means and we all know that it's supposedly rude to interrupt