海がきこえる

in all levels except physical i’m in a 1920s jazz club

when it’s summer again and suddenly all you see on tv are dieting pills and anti-cellulite creams and fast liposuction treatments and you wonder if you’ve ever spent a single summer on this earth not thinking about having a flat stomach and wanting to be thin

i finally watched ready or not 2 and now i understand samara weaving saying that shawn hatosy played titus like he wanted to eat her

shawn hatosy psychosis stage 4: no man has ever made me feel like that since 2020

if i am not a fangirl, then who am i?

sometimes it’s mentally exhausting to be surrounded by ppl with great support systems (open minded, supportive families/caring, nonjudgmental mothers) bc when you try to bring up how your family has mistreated you and hurt you, all you get is “but they are your family” or “it’s her first time being a mother too”. save me the sappy lecture, I can’t even have a normal conversation with them.

it’ll be years, decades, and still, reverting to your 13 year old depressed self when you visit your parents for holidays will forever be inescapable