jacarandadreams

having a smart woman follow you back is so scary bc it’s like what if she finds out that im stupid

decision to leave by park chanwook is such an insane film like what if. what if you loved someone so much that you would doom yourself over and over and over again at every turn of your life just to continue haunting them, just to become their deepest guilt and failure and infatuation and defeat, just to ultimately kill yourself and become an unforgettable mystery instead because memory is a monster and destruction is the gentlest and also the only form of love you both know. what would happen if the mountain loved the sea and tried to become the sea because of its love? it would collapse. maybe to love someone is to simply watch them be happy in the mundane. maybe to love is to watch them scour the ebbing and surging tides for a trace of you after you're long gone. maybe to love someone is to teach them to fall asleep to the sound of your breathing and then leave forever while they remain.

evermore is such an insane album when you really think about it. like. love isn't forever. friendship isn't forever. trust isn't forever. family isn't forever. even a marriage isn't forever. but then she ends on evermore (song) and it's like: you know what else isn't forever? pain. suffering. heartache. she just flips the script of the entire album on the LAST SONG and cements the complexity of its core message in 5 minutes. and i'm supposed to be normal about that

evermore is her best album and idc what anyone else says