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everybody on tiktok is always mean as fuck to that raccoon educator (amongst other things) nessie and it bothers me to no end. i know she probably isn't super hurt by it, mostly because she seems to have an incredibly interesting and fun life and an incredibly stable sense of self-image and self-worth, but it pisses ME off. like omfg if i had posted a video of me feeding raccoons and someone came to me and was like "hi i'm highly educated in this field and it seems like you care about animals so i want you to know that this is very dangerous for them ^_^" i would not be in their comments arguing with her and pretending she's some party pooper asshole like wtf? she seems very kind and i appreciate her educational content so may i suggest you not fuck with my sis.

wlbr soot is a deeply evil human being whose music somehow manages to perfectly address every sadness in my life right now

tomorrow is my birthday so i think i am going to get a donut, go to either the botanical garden or a museum, go to an anime store to buy myself a cute little gift. then i will get pizza for lunch/dinner, buy treats for my friends, go to class, and then go to my art experience i booked for me and my pals ^^!!

i've started getting consistent auditory hallucinations, so my roommate (neuroscience major) and i (dramatic writing major) have been banging our heads together to figure out why. it's not stress, and we've ruled out schizophrenia. she said it could be bipolar but it's hard to tell because i'm kind of just "like that anyway." which is reassuring.