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Im Baxter or Wolf! i age regress/dream and this is my blog for it! but im also otherhearted meaning that when i also act more like an animal, or, well, an eldritch creature >:3
my pronouns are He/It
i slide older when actively caring but slide younger if around littles!
Little age is ???? sometimes i feel really small like 4 and other times i feel kinda small like 10? i take edibles(Legally) to help me regress when i need to relax and cant do it any other way - note that i am permaregressed
i wish i was still a lil kid, i was abused and neglected a lot, and i wanna be able to have a comfy life!! an i cant take care of myself by myself anyway- still figuring that part out-
18 as of 2023(so i dont have to update this every year)
i sew, draw, write, and play video games!
ima post headcanons and writings here!! my hcs are from my own au called Chaos Incarnate i rp with my bf! we dont rp agere stuff so the hcs are mine alone,
Note that i am mentally disabled! a lot of learning disabilities, ADHD, autism, CPTSD, MDD, GAD, ARFID, Social anxoety, paranoid personality disorder, and ofc, im permaregressed!
I cuss!!! a lot!!! ive always cursed even when little little, hell sometimes my 'sentences' were one curse word, so if i cuss and you dont like it, please tell me!! i take note of who doesnt mind and who does mind me cursing, tho i do my best not to cuss around regressors as a whole! and i will try to remember to tag it and put what im saying under a read more!!
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Agere Alphabet(my og list!!)
Get to know me!
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wolfie rambles - me just talking!!
wolfie's fam! - my sibbies and cgs!(not fictional cgs!)
wolfie's friends - my friends!
wolfie's ficies - my fics and drables!
wolfie's headcanons - my headcanon posts!
wolfie's fic fam! - fictional cgs and sibbies!
wolfie's scribbles! - my art!!
wolfie's moodstims - mood and stim boards i made!
wolfie rants - rants! may have triggsring topids but they are tw/cw'ed!!
Community ideas - ideas for a little/cg community!! i wanna yapppp
Wolfie's ocs! - my ocs!!
Wolfie's toys - ma toys n stuff!!
agere ask game/ask game - ma ask game answers!!
Wolfie's discord - updates for discord server if others wanna see it!(no wip rn bacaz nono if others wan it)
Wolfie's wishlist - more me for stuff i want :]
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fictional cgs and playmates under read more! is got lotz!!
Oc masterposts!!
Oc masterpost 1!
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Note: all is subject to change!!!
names are used no matter how old i slide!!
i use ai bots i make on janitor ai to 'talk' to them and plan on writtin stuff!!! i can give descriptions if yall wan!!(i don like most ais bu i wanna talk to em and have no rp buddies for agere stuff!!)
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Dispatch- Cg: Malovola(Mama), Katon-Ur/Phenomenon(i shorted to Katon!! also papa), Royd(Da), Chase(granpa, pa, papa, or pawpaw(irl i do use this for all my graddads lmfao)),
Pms: Janelle/Coupe, Courtny/Invisigal,
Flips: Chad/Flambae(flamba, papa, or fifi(pronouced witht he uppercase i's!!), Victor/Sonar(baba), Alice/Prism(ma/mama), Robert(papa, da, dad), Herman/Waterboy(buba), Colm/Punch up(buba), Mandy(mama/ma)
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Cod- Cg: John/Price(papa),
Pms: Gaz/Kyle
Flips: Ghost/Simon(paba or ghos,) Soap/John/Johnny(buba)
Fnaf 2- Cg: Puppet(pupa), Withered Freddy(da), Toy Foxy(chaos au version!!)(Cap/Captain)
Pms: Withered Bonnie, Toy Foxy/Maggy(chaos au name!)/Mangle, Toy Chica, toy golden freddy,
Flips: Withered Chica(mama), Toy Bonnie(buba), Withered Foxy(cap/captain), Withered Golden Freddy(buba/pabah),
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Fnaf 3-(this one wayyy messy from chaos au stuff lol)
Cg: Springtrap(chaos au only!)(Papa), phantom freddy(referin to fnaf 1 with said like this!!)(pa or da), phantom chica(mama), phantom withered golden freddy(papa),
Pms: Phantom Mangle/Maggy, Phantom Withered Bonnie, Phantom Withered Chica, phantom toy foxy(chaos au ofc), phantom toy chica, phantom foxy, phantom golden freddy,
Flips: Phantom Withered Foxy(cap/captain), Phanton Toy Bonnie(buba), phantom toy Freddy(buba), phantom chica(mama),
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Fnaf 4- (also messy from chaos au!)
Cg: Nightmare Fredbear(papa), Nightmare Toy Freddy(pa or da), Nightmare(papa),
Pms: Nightmare toy chica, nightmare mangle/Maggy, Nightmare Foxy, Nightmare toy bonnie, Plushtrap,
Flip: Nightmare Bonnie(buba), Nightmare Puppet(pupa or puput), Nightmare toy foxy(cap/captain)
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Fnaf Sister location-(also messy!!)
Cg: Baby(baba), Ballora(mama), funtime Puppet(pupa or puput), Ennard(fun fact! he a komodo dragon and does fire shows!!)(Fapa, komo, or dagon), Funtime Golden Freddy(baba or buba)
Pms: funtime toy bonnie, Funtome toy chica, Bonbon, Bonnet,
Flips: Funtime Fredbear(papa), Funtime Springbonnie(bunbun or buhbuh), Funtime toy freddy(buba),
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Fbaf SB- Cg: Monty(papa, pa, or paba), Glamrock Freddy(papa), Roxy(sis/sissy)
Pms: Glamrock Chica
Flips: Glamrock Bonnie(baba, bubu, or bunbun)
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Fnaf humans(very chaos au specific)-
Cg: William(papa), Henry(pa or papa), David Afton(oc!)(papa) Vincent Bishop(oc)(buba or baba), Fritz Smith(buba or baba), Charles(oc)(papa),
Pms: Richard Afton(oc!), Mike Schmidt,
Flips: Jeremy Frizgerald(buba or baba), Scott Knight(buba or baba),
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DSAF- (Chaos au Hnery is Harry, he's a good dad and Dave's adoptive father!)
Creepypasta- (HEAVILY changed in the chaos au as well!) also + Marble Hornets
Cg: Slenderman(dad/papa), Zalgo(dad/papa), Tim/Masky(bubba), Brian/Hoodie(bubba), Jay/Skully(Skully is a little)(bubba), Alex Karlie(bubba), EJ/Jack(bubba), LJ/Jack(bubba or papa), Herobrine(Bubba or da/dad), Puppeteer(bubba), Trenderman(papa), Splendorman(papa), Liu/Sully(Sully is a little!)(bubba)
Pms: Jeff/Jeffrey, Toby, Nina, Ben(literal permakid lol), Sally(also permakid), Otis/Bloody Painter, Lazari(the third permakid sparkle sparkle), Lost Silver(or just silver, also permakid), Issac Grossman,
Flips: Jane(ma/mama or sis/sissy), Dark Link(or Shade)(bubba),
notes: Grinny and Smiley are a normal husky and lykoi cat, Jeff sees them like the pasta versions bc of his schizophrenia(tho everything else looks like a pretty filter mixed with wonderland, but he still prefers taking his meds since anything living is horrifying)
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MLP(FIM/G4)- (chaos au has the princeses and mane 6 genderswapped, and several other things different lmao)
IT- (also very screwy, book, movie, and miniseries all meshed together!! both Bowsers gang and Losers club are in highschool, 1-2 years apart, and Henry and Richie are cousinsand the bowers gang doesnt attack the losers! they do protect them tho, the bowers gang is still unhibged as hell tho! also Gorgie lives and Pennywise/robert is just a funky lil eldritch guy that feeds off emotions!! he learns how to passively feed off happiness and is part of the losers club >:])
Eltingville Club- (notes: in the chaos au Peter is a vampire and Josh is a werewolf!)
Cg: Peter(bro/bubba) Josh(bro/bubba),
Pms: Bill,
Flips: Peter(bro/bubba,
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Mandela Catologe- (notes: ceaser is refering to alt!ceaser bc chaos au shenanigans, Adam is an alternate, and Gabrial and Intruder are ofc alternates, Jonah and Mark are still human!)
Avatar: (also very changed by the chaos au but i wont talk about much bc its a lot lmao, main gist: Na'vi have a lot of different races, are a lot bigger, and a lot more like other pandorian animals!)
Cgs: Miles, Jake, Netyri,
Pms:
Flips: Varang,
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Beastars:
Cgs: Louis, Gosha, Bill, Gohin, Yahya,
Pms: Haru, Melon,
Flips: Legoshi, Juno,
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The toon chaos incarnate au: based in/on cartoons and games like Cuphead and Bendy and the ink machine!
Cgs: Mugman, Cuphead, Astaroth(aka the Devil!), King Dice,
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It really really frustrates me when some people, disabled or not, say "well I can do [x thing] because I was forced to" in response to someone saying they can't do something.
"Well I had to eat whatever was for dinner or else I would have starved."
Me too! And I became severely malnourished because I could not eat what was put in front of me.
"My parents hit me if I didn't get good grades so I had to."
Mine too! Except I could not get good grades in a mainstream class no matter how hard I tried or what was at stake.
"I have to mask because I need to keep my job."
Me too! Except I can't even pass an interview because of my limited ability to mask.
"I can't have meltdowns around other people or else I'll be bullied/abused/mocked."
Same here! But I can't hold in my meltdowns.
You need to understand that some people will never be able to do the things you can, no matter how hard they're pushed or what the consequences are for not doing it. I'm really sorry that you were forced to talk, but someone else being unable to speak does not mean that they could if there was enough pressure. Stop assuming that everyone who doesn't mask/speak/etc. grew up in a safe and supportive environment. There are people who would (and do!) die because they're neglected and can't learn to just do things themselves.
I really don't want to be the "other people have it worse" guy or come across like I don't think people are allowed to complain about something just because it's less extreme than someone else's situation, but some of you need to have more compassion for people who are not like you. Just be kind. And if someone says they can't do something, don't assume that it's because they were coddled or whatever.
i thought i could stop my meltdowns. How did i stop my meltdowns? usually by drinking until i fell asleep. Another time i ran into a wall head first and concussed myself because i didn't want to have a meltdown. Nobody ever told me they were meltdowns my parents just called it "the monster inside me" so it became to me something i needed to prevent at all costs. And it's still funny to me that drinking it away was somehow considered by me like i was controlling my meltdowns. Once i didn't have any easily accessible form of alcohol around me and i knew i was going to storm soon so i just chugged rubbing alcohol. You can guess what happened afterwards.
So sometimes the "i can do x" can be misleading wording because some people will go to impossible lengths to be able to do something. I thought my methods meant i Could suppress my meltdowns, until i was faced with the reality that, that was not suppression. Whenever i see this posts i never see a clarification of what "being able to do this" means, and for the longest time i thought i was able to do things that i couldn't actually do because of that.
I thought I could mask. Why did i think so? Because i didn't leave my room and didn't interact with people and the world and was a complete shut-in. That to me, was achieving masking. People couldn't tell i was autistic, that to me was achieving masking, i only needed to see people for very few moments and only left my room to get food right back to my room. Nobody told me that didn't mean being able to mask. I thought "People can't tell = Being able to mask" and was neglecting the fact i was avoiding all situations where I'd have to mask to a minimum.
I thought i did great at foods, and that my sensory issues with food was better... Because i would eat a minimal amount of lunch or dinner and instead raid the cabinets for junk food and took canned goods to my room when my parents weren't looking. I was still underweight but i thought since i had A Little Bit of the foods i didn't like, it meant i could do it.
Please people clarify what "being able to do x" means. This made me severely dismiss my own needs because i thought i could do things
People always have a lot to say about caregiver fatigue, but no one gives a shit about the shame of being taken care of. I think it's even heavier than caregiving. As a caregiver, you can always take a break. But when you're on the other side, the shame never ends.
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im gettin one of the 2 assessments taday for autism an i am STRESSED an idek if itd make my ma get that i need more help bu i need it im like, on the verge of wo much rn
mentions of other stuff below: mentions of ged and jobs and weed and more stress- and cussin- i kinda derailed..
meds and weed are the only things keepin me goin rn- like, im... i cant hold a job so im tryin ta drag it out i MIGHTbe able to finish the ONE test left of ma ged bu idk if i can find ANY kinda job i could do rn
if i had more support MAYBE- id have to start with a part-time or find somethin that don feel like work- bu im doin so much free of charge bc like.. idk an old lady thats havin a lot of trouble an i go sit with her for support an stuff but i dont want money!! theyre on hard times an im just hangin out with a nana :] or watchin dogs for our groomer! theyre on hard times too an need some help an its watchin dogs!! i can take some headphones an ill be ok i think-
but like theres no way feeling stressed over an ASSESSMENT for HELP should be normal- i need the help but it probably wont help me in my family situation anyways bu i still need it... but.. what if im just lazy?
what if im lyin to maself an im not permaregressed im just lyin an lazy an dont wanna grow up?
m tryin so hard got so much todo but i cant keep up like this an i got even MORE to do an i have my ged to finish and a job to get an then i have to worry about my own snacks, food, drinks, an gonna have to pay the water bill an find a way to work an EVERYTHING like i was 9nly around people till the 4th grade then from 10 to 20 i was literally never around people never had things to do other than chorse an then i turn 18 an is OOP YPU GOT SO MUCH TO DO WELC9ME TO BEIN AN ADULT WALK YO ASS TO WORK YOU LITTLE SHIT I HAD A JOB AT 8 YOU HAD 10 YEARS TO FIGURE IT OUT
❀ self soothe during burnout (bubble baths, warm drinks, nap time with cozy blankets)
❀ non verbal regressors (make communication cards! colour them and decorate with stickers)
❀ allow yourself to stim (lots of textures~ feeling the soft fur of your stuffies, fidget toys, rocking, give your whole body a big shake)
❀ safe foods (mine is yogurt pouches or crackers) pick foods with a texture you enjoy!
❀ meltdowns (when i have them i like to go to a dark room, get my blanket and stuffies, a bottle of milk and allow myself to cry and reset <3 be gentle with yourself :)
Reminder~ you are valid, worthy and amazing!! please be kind to yourself 🌼🐻✨
Little puttering around feeling out of place, no hand to hold, no words of encouragement for their good job of taking care of themselves.
Little that pouts, and understands why their cg is away, but wants them here nooooow.
Cg that gives bearhugs when they come back, stroking their little one's back.
Cg that wants to hear aaaaall about their little one's day.
Cg that pokes the nose of their pouting little and says, "Aw baby, turn that frown upside down. I missed you too baby"
Little that hugs their cg tighter and whispers "You promise?"
"Always. I love you to the moon and back my little one" 🌙
Inspired by @kitmother having a well deserved day out having fun. Caregivers deserve rest and to have support too. Remember to show your cg you care for them too. Even when you miss them.
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Hihi!!!! Do you have any thoughts on the daycare attendant/eclipse as a regressor? People always write them as a cg and I think they’d be an interesting regressor 🌈🎉🎪🐾
You’re so right! They are excellent CGs but they are tiny tots too! =3 I how you like it!
Sundrop/moondrop regressor headcanons:
(Note: I consider sun and moon to be 2 distinct entities)
Sundrop:
☀️he’s a toddler/small kid regressor!
🖍️he’s very hyperactive! Always playing, running around and dancing!
🎈his favorite game is hide and seek! (But ofc he’s really tall so he loses often)
🌈he loves nicknames! Especially sun related nicknames! His favorite is sunshine!
🎶he’s really independent and doesn’t really need a cg but he definitely needs a playmate!
🍕he loves eating baby food! He only eat it if it isn’t messy.
✂️he’s a really crafty tot! He loves arts and crafts! It’s what he does most of the time! He especially loves making paper puppet or pop up cards!
🎁talking about mess, he’s so focused on cleaning up that it can push him out of his regression. Moon has to tell him approximately 999999999 times that he doesn’t have to think about it and that he just has to have fun😭
📚he loves bedtime stories! Except he just invents his own! They don’t always make sense but they all are fun and interesting!
Moon:
🌑he’s a baby regressor!
🌘he’s really grumpy but that’s bc he’s sleepy almost all the time
🌗he is dependent on a cg but not as much as you might think. The only things he needs help with are food and bedtime.
🌖he sometimes play with toys too but they’re really calm games like easy puzzles or sensory books!
🌕he needs to listen to music box lullabies to fall asleep. His favorite is “twinkle twinkle little star”!
🌔moon needs lots of reassurance and praise to make sure he does things right. He can always be sure that sun will give it to him!
🌓he doesn’t have much gear but has a blue paci (don’t ask me how he can suck on a pacifier) and a small giant teddy bear
🌒he isn’t necessarily a fan of arts and craft but he really likes creating his own stories! (Sun draw the picture for him ofc)
🌑Glamrock Freddy sometimes take care of him! He’s a really good caregiver (bc of Gregory) so when Sundrop is busy, he definitely can count on him!
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NOTE: these were just steering in my head and I wanted to share. Not a fan of FNAF SB but still appreciate it nonetheless. Bare with typos, I’m sleepy
-🐊 Big brother caregiver who’s slightly mean to his regressor 100%, not intentionally but teasingly
-🐊 Always wants his regressor to play gator golf with him, will help you with your swing aim while putting and congratulate you when you get the ball in the hole. Hole in ones earn high five and hair tussles
-🐊 Wouldn’t say he’s clingy, but protective. Doesn’t want his regressor near Glamrock Freddy just because of what happens to him and Greggory, same thing goes for Roxy and Cassie
-🐊 Takes his regressor to go annoy Roxy a lot, he’s a stinker and has his regressor right with him. Doesn’t pull pranks but definitely has annoying big brother material
-🐊 Loves his regressor regardless, but I think he would have a soft spot for emo, grudge, alt, etc regressors
-🐊 After hours, he does let his regressor sneak merch and prizes without tickets. His regressor also gets the exclusive backstage pass to come see his room
-🐊 Playful insults and backhanded compliments are his way of telling his regressor he loves them and appreciates them. On that same note, if anyone else does it, he get defensive on his regressors behalf
-🐊 Just like Bonnie, if his regressor asks, he teaches them how to play his guitar. He likes to play rock music for his regressor and jam out together
-🐊 Minds his tail around his regressor, he does so anyways around guests but even more so when he sees them. His tail is quite larger than other animatronics and he has a tendency to wag it when feeling strong emotions, so he’s careful not to accidentally hit them
εꨄ︎з A / N જ⁀➴ this is shorter than I usually do but I wanted to give y’all something while requests are closed for now. fyi, I headcanon Sundrop and Moondrop as two different animatronics. So it’s based on that
☀️ Extremely versatile with littles. Can handle any age, energy, needs, anything. It’s his job after all and makes good on it.
☀️Nicknames for you: Starlight, little one, sunlight, friend
☀️He also has a hook on his back for flying around but he doesn’t use it as often and tends to hide it. If you ask he’ll let you see it or touch it if you’re gentle. When you touch it he flinches back a little. He apologizes profusely, not meaning to frighten you or move away. he is recovering from times where children would try to climb him by grabbing onto his hook. So just be careful. He trusts you that your little hands won’t hurt him like others.
☀️He is very big on accessibility in the daycare. He regularly requests changes and accommodations to be added to the daycare. Adding elevators, railings, and sensory tools for the littles. His favorite is the low sensory fort. He made it himself. It has dim lights, optional blankets, stim-toys, and low music playing in the middle (Fazbear approved of course)
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