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It’s funny how trauma works

I’ll be crying about what you did to me

And the next day

I’ll be missing what you did to me

Because it made me feel loved

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darkmoonlights

You used to be paradise

You used to be where I would go to hide

From people who treat me the way that you treated me.

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I don’t think I will ever heal.

“Time heals wounds”

That’s just a lie.

It gets easier,

But when it’s getting bad again,

It feels even worse than the last time.

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I will never heal.

MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

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NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

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No one talks about the guilt you feel about getting off to your sexual assault.

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I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch.

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The way you touched me makes me want to rip my skin off and bleach it

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I still punish myself when I remember what you did to me

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Yeah you gave me my trauma but the way ima deal with it, is on me. ITS NOT YOUR BUSINESS OR YOUR JOB TO FIX THE UNFIXED. BURN IN HELL.

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When they were doing things that you didn’t want them to do and they were saying “I love you” what kinda of love is that. Fuck you.

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don't let my posts fool you I am just getting off my sexual trauma

#tw hypersexual

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