unhoused

realizing nothing can fill my void other than doing everything i said i would do for myself

bbc merlin is a fun silly show that begs the question what if you were given a destiny you didn’t understand and you betrayed yourself time and time again in what you think is a selfless act of love that will serve a greater purpose, only for that to be the exact reason you fail and the undoing of the person you love most. and then the random filler episodes are like this witch is doing terrorism in camelot by sneaking magic mushroom bombs into the soup and merlin has to gaslight arthur into thinking he doesn’t like mushrooms or something idk

'i was holding on tight to something by any means necessary and one day i opened my hand and nothing was there'

I believed every problem in my life was completely my fault cause I also believed I had control over everything and was the most important and when I backed up and looked again I realized my experience was mine alone and everyone else made choices too not just me

trust that garlic and i are well acquainted

Crazy how you all know me as this funny glamorous blogger whereas in real life I’m the Belgian agricultural minister

This world is just toooo funny yall. But it’s really not a laughing matter at all is what’s crazy about it all

actors love to make their characters subtextually gay not just because they’re a little gay themselves though that often is the case but rather because having a secret is like energy drink to acting, and being gay is the easiest most obvious secret. whenever you’re unsure of your character’s motivations consider: maybe they are gay? see where that takes you. should be pretty far

i keep my stupid heart WIDE OPEN at all times #myStupidHeart