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hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt

“Why don’t you use ai” idk man beyond the obvious environmental and “this machine causes psychosis and encourages people to kill themselves” thing I think asking the equivalent of a solid D student who is also a pathological liar if they can answer my question/do the work for me seems pretty fucking stupid

i know some of my posts are corny but this is my blog so whatever

every time I reread my diary I laugh like wtf this cannot actually be my life bro

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

I feel my heart sink every time I read that people don’t want a friend or partner that’s always doing bad. I don’t know what to do about doing bad. I’ve been doing bad for the past 6 years. I don’t know if I’ll ever get better.

sorry my hands are so cold all the time it's cuz i died a few years back

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?

i feel like a puppy no one wants

up at 1 AM inventing new ways to want and want and want and want and