I'm Not Crazy I Don't Think

I have a million questions racing around my head all day everyday, but still I can't find the answers. I just cant seem to figure me out. I feel like I'm stuck in a void. a no one knows. I feel extremely alone. I'm isolating. The days go by, they turn into weeks, which turn into months, and here I still am. Lost. I feel completely helpless. I feel useless. Why can't I figure this out? Why does it seem like everyone else has all their shit together? and then there is me, still scrambling. Still struggling. Still fighting to get through each day. This wasn't what life was supposed to be. I miss smiling. I miss laughing. I miss that feeling of excitement. I miss the person I know I can be. I watch others with envy, they seem happy, they seem carefree, they really do seem happy. I wish I could be them. I wish so bad that was me. but when I look in the mirror I just see misery. I don’t like what I see. I don’t even know what to do. 

FACTS!!

Let’s us continue to talk. Let us continue to show those around us and afar that they are not alone. Let’s continue day by day to bring an end to the stigma surrounding mental health. It’s ok not to be ok. You are worthy, you are wonderful and you are needed in this world. Tag your friends to let them know you are there for them.

Please remember