I lost my old blog

Mighty nein shitpost 127/?

Of all the tags on this post this is the one that worries me most

So now I'm just In Pain contemplating how on top of every other complicated feeling seclusion!LXC will experience, he'll probably have to struggle with feeling like he 知恩不报 (recognized kindness [bestowed on him] and did not reciprocate) 🙃

YES. Especially for someone raised like LXC (profoundly familiar with classical Chinese philosophy, I mean) he's not going to feel like he made bad decisions. He's going to feel like he failed as a human being. No matter how he ultimately assesses NMJ and JGY - he failed one or both of them, and that's gonna mess with his self-identity that is so deeply aligned with being fair and proper. The fact that he's called Zewu-jun - that he's supposed to mirror such a giving element as water, makes everything that much worse because he's supposed to not only repay every kindness, but repay it tenfold. And that's not to mention that by swearing brotherhood, he's supposed to be even more generous to NMJ and JGY as per fraternal duty. I've said this before, but the only way LXC can leave seclusion willingly and alive is if he reconstructs his entire understanding of either himself or the world, because if he doesn't, he'll never make peace with everything that happened.

I touched a flower the other day and it died

One day, your body will nuture many more flowers and fungus and even animals! That is why we must all take care of ourselves. So that we can on day be a tasty treat for the mushrooms that were a tasty treat for us

wait hey man wait whoah hey

this is worse than suicide or eternal seclusion to me. they won't even let him have a mental breakdown in peace. don't forget you're here forever, zewu-jun

pretty sure "secluded meditation" is a euphemism for either "depression coma" or "suicide watch" and "a long, heartfelt talk" is. not that.

and now not only is he housebound with depression. he’s housebound in a place where they believe flavor is bad for you, smiling is suspicious and idle conversation is immoral. His ass is NOT recovering

Let this day be a reminder: queer joy is powerful, queer spaces are sacred, and love must always outshine hate.

And the assless chaps sold out on June 1.

So, you know, a giant corporation that walks the walk pretty consistently.

> disables a new AI fea

i am never over tgcf

never not thinking abt this

fun fact - I took this screenshot back in 2018 so it's not that, the guy's name is Ross Draws and he's sucked for a lot longer than that

yes, all the changes to the reference were intentional and deliberate and I think that’s important context here

American Figurative painter b.1960-