Story Of My Life

I'm like the road less traveled. No one wants to help me, and no one notices me No one wants to go down the path I do Because they know that's it's painful I'm doing this by myself I've always been doing this by myself

Please.

I'm Sorry.

"Yeah, but its just that I hurt myself again and feel emptiness inside me and always want to cry because I hate myself with a passion. Why do I have to go through this, why am i worthless, I'm fine."

I am hurting, I am blaming myself For the experiences life has put before me. I deserve such experiences, I deserve nothing more.

Thank youIt really means a lotStay strong hun,Xoxo

I notice the small things in people. Maybe they wear a lot of bracelets to hide the same thing I'm hiding. Maybe they're laughing a lot to hide their loneliness. What if we're all the same. Lost in the same maze. Trying to figure out what life really means.

Nothing. Nothing is worth staying.

Yeah. I know the feeling. Forcing a smile in school is getting too tiring as well. Even though it had just started. I don't know sometimes it's like a "nothing" mood. I'd get so depressed I would feel nothing. Just stare into space for the longest time. Stay strong hunxoxo

Sometimes it's all just hard to handle. It's overwhelming. The depression, the anxiety, the hate, the drama. Worst of all the past. I know I screwed up I know. Stop reminding me. God just fucking love me for once.

I fuck things up okay. That's all I do. No one wants me here And I'm tired of crying myself to fucking sleep every god damn fucking night. I'm a screw up That's what I am A big mistake.

Except this time, There's no encore.

Good morning world, I'm dead inside.

I feel nothing when I think of the future. I won't be anything I'm not good enough I hate this feeling. It's like wanting to scream but it's my body that's screaming. No. It's my soul that's screaming. I'm sick and tired of all this.

I've always wondered what it would be like to be invisible when I was younger. But now I know. Because no one cares. I'm so close to giving up and no one cares.