sometimes I think I want to have a child and then I realize it's just the latent mad scientist in me desiring to preserve my legacy far into the future through the glory of my creation and that's kind of a #problematic archetype to embody as a parent so I'd better not. I have considered making a large human-shaped homunculus out of clay and animating it but I feel like that might just be appropriating jewish golem mythology at some point which feels insensitive so I'm also holding off on that one. to replace both of these urges I have instead decided to stay in my lane and (checks my notes) build some type of large killer robot? the size of a house? and imbue it with its own mind and soul through the power of my own personal LLM model that will burn 1000 quadrillion gigawatts of electricity per second to produce authentic mechanized screams and groans of agony? as an ethical alternative? well that doesn't feel very ethical. that's a lot of power. maybe becoming a vampire and creating my very own immortal sire would be a more strategic move... much to think about




















