#dspression

I hate my life so much. Shit job, paying too much in rent, too many bills, and I'm scared of being who I am. Today I had a break down when I got home from work and I'm thinking of calling in tomorrow because I really don't want to work for all the time and energy I give for that place they can't even say thanks. I'm about 1 more unreasonable request at work away from jumping off a bridge. I'm at my limit

Für was lebst du noch?

I honestly think I have a mild form of social anxiety but I don’t ever want to go to the doctor about it because I’m terrified they’ll tell me I have depression or bipolar disorder like my dad and he was found dead with a bullet in his brain like ten months so

I really wish my boyfriend wanted to help me with my depression and be supportive instead of just thinking that depression doesn't exist and that it can be changed with a positive attitude