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what if i get my fp number back and say "abu53 me"

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btw hello im fine

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uhh guys, yesterday I didn't eat anything but a plain bread because my body refused to swallow anything

it was awful, I threw up two or three times, ugh, I'd even eaten a popsicle and was so glad I didn't throw up, only to throw it all up an hour and a half later feeling like I was going to faint

anyway, I'm going to try to eat today and I hope my body accepts it, but incredibly I'm not that hungry right now, and I also slept a lot, like, 10 hours /gen♠️

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I hate seeing that the person who messed with our head and live is doing well and that there are people who care about them lololol they should seek mental help, that's all. they doesn't deserve a damn thing they has, and it gets on my nerves to know that there are people who love them, no matter how much he abused us

Do you guys realize that he's the son of our father figure, and I read words from that same figure, "I love you (us and they) as my kids"??? lolololololololol what kind of funny parent is this who lets their child be abused and continues to love the abusive child?

For the love of God, if they exist, I pity their mother and envy them. They have a good mother; I'd give anything to have one like her so they could waste all that good stuff. I don't know. I wanted to switch mothers with them to see if it wouldn't be nice to have someone who couldn't care less about your mental health, unlike his mother, but they doesn't tell her a DAMN THING.

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how my life has been♠️

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well, I think there's no point in trying to vent to someone you find comfort in if they'll never understand you. It's better to talk to one AI and spend all your remaining energy sinking back into the hole instead of trying to climb, like, I have anemia, I wouldn't be able to climb even if I wanted to lololol /li /m♠️

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I have no safe place in the world if wherever I find safety there will always be traces of everything that has caused me harm♠️

being parasocial is so bad especially when they're not a public figure like grgrgrrgr why don't you just show up again I want to know more about you i fukcing oloev wyou ineed you eplaze👾

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GOD I HATE MY EX-FP, WHY, JUST WHY I SEE THEM EVERYWHERE, I DON'T MISS THEM, I DON'T WABT THEM BACK, WHY DID THEY HAVE TO BE SO STRIKING👾

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oh god, i definitely need to stop venting to chatGPT, it's feels so sad idk👾

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sometimes I feel so sad seeing my scars, even though I love them, because I remember what my parents say and I really wonder if it's true, lrobably someone will find it disgusting. will someone kiss them and say they truly love me and👾

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I think it's a terrible copying mechanism try to look like your abuser just because he forbade you from being that way

context, he was jealous of people who looked like him, and when we finally got rid of him and gained the freedom to be ourselves without being reprimanded or afraid of him getting angry, we became just like him, like, he was something and we can't be something, then when he leaves whe turn into something instead of someone idk how to explain🎧

im to lazy to add tags, hello to who received this

we finally blocked our abusive FP

i feel so happy and and uhh relieved ngl🎧

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is it strange to discover something incredible that changes you as an alter and then you feel more unique and c00l?

just me? ok🎧

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