graceless

sometimes that starts with me. I've shut off entirely from the people around me. I have been disengaged for over a year now and have at points, recognized this, yet even with knowing that, I've somehow completely missed the fucking mark on just being present, within myself, and with the people I care for and love.

anyway, i'm going to disappear again for now, since using tumblr again has only made me feel worse about myself, ultimately.

i post happier shit on my pinterest if you want to connect through there(it's just my first and last name without a space, if you don't know what my last name is then idk sorry lmao), but it's best that i try to like, as the kids say, touch grass.

Horny and Suicidal™️