Petal Dancer

DNI,.. Unless u Love Meee !!!!

joymaxxing hopemaxxing lovemaxxing

dj play a 6pm breeze in 2007

I want to draw kitties, mayhaps I should make that happen

ma'am, I'm going to place you on a brief hold while I look for a reaction image

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.