overcoming just absolute bullshit

Sensational Spider-Man (Vol. 2) #28. Art by Clayton Crain.

if you enjoy my art at all or like what i post, and would like to help me move, i would deeply appreciate it. i am unable to work a typical job due to disability, the constant stress and tenants rights abuses on top of costs i just cant afford anymore, my financial well being is worse than its ever been and, and the constsnt hustling to cover rent and bills is taking a serious toll on my already unstable physical health.

my Paypal.me: one of the easiet way to help outside of gofundme

Kofi: another easy way to help outside of gofundme

Venmo: kurgy

That’s how we lose and we all get killed. YOU need to be social if you consider yourself a revolutionary and not merely a sympathizer. How are you going to organize the masses without leaving your house and encouraging others to do the same, because it’s discomforting, potentially risky and won’t be easy? Revolution is risk. If you wanted to avoid risky social interactions, you wouldn’t go down the path of being a black sheep by calling yourself a communist revolutionary.

There’s risk in socializing, there’s also risk in organizing and you can’t organize if you can’t socialize! Socializing with your coworkers and neighbors, building connections past alienation, and discussing shared conditions and grievances as workers and tenants is the practice and your homework for organizing a union, a vanguard party or a people’s army.

I’ve had to overcome social anxiety in order to achieve goals greater than myself. This is a skill, not an inborn talent. Challenge yourself because ultimately what we need is to build the conditions to meet the moment, those final series of crises, and that includes at a very basic level that doesn’t exist in places like the United States is community.

You as a communist should be someone who (if able) can be relied upon by your peers. You should be concerned and investigative. You should genuinely care about the lives and the conditions of those around you, because people can smell a salesman.

As a communist you’re not trying to sell somebody on an advertisement for your lifestyle brand, you’re trying to organize people to realize their own capacity for creating social change and leadership. You need to at least attempt to be charming, charismatic, educated, humble and selfless.

Combat your own anti-social tendencies. The ruling class wants you isolated, alone and alienated not only from labor but from humanity itself.

We are trying to win a new future for global humanity in the face of our ongoing climate change induced mass extinction event and the resurgence in fascist and far right politics globally. Take it seriously. Engage with what the masses around you are experiencing, immerse yourself amongst their ranks.

You already are a proletarian and a tenant likely, you’re around workers and tenants all the time, but you haven’t broken the capitalist programming that has told you to resent other people for wasting your valuable time and peace which is money lost, to fear social risk and failure so much you avoid socializing altogether, and prevents you from gathering in too large a mass of your class comrades in the explicit interest of the bourgeoisie’s counterinsurgency efforts.

im making this my last, general use donation post because im always struggling wont lie and i figure this is a better, cleaner way of letting yall know i need help without cluttering your dash

donations will be used for:

feeding the household including our critters

bills to keep us housed with necessary utilities

prescription medication, all of us need them

vet bills, both routine and emergency

gas/car maintenance so i can work more and run errands without destroying our only car

repairs to the house so it is operational, clean, safe, and comfortable for the 5 of us including my bf

payment links:

[PAYPAL] [CASHAPP]

my Chime ID is also $rosshancock78, if you cant send thru any of these platforms, dm me and we can find a workaround

as always, i only ask for help when i really need it and anytime i do receive funds i am forever grateful to those who both donate and share the post because ill be real every single dollar keeps us alive

i love you all and even tho im struggling a lot i have more planned for my life than just this,

lore/trauma dump in read more

i am beyond pissed

with the help of my grandma cus it was such a huge payment, i made a payment of $373 to the water bill to completely wipe our balance because that is what they had told me was required to get our service back on

but today, when i paid our balance in full, our water did not get turned back on and when i called them to ask why, they told me that our account had been deactivated and that to reinstate service we would need to create a new account, pay $150 as a deposit, then another $200 for an activation fee

i sure as fucking shit do not have an extra $350 lying around to turn my water back on and i probably wont until the 12th when i get my first paycheck from my second job

i dont even have money for food, i have nothing so i am BEGGING for help here until i can get us officially back on our feet

i know it seems like im fumbling being an adult but i will be real this is all my mom refusing to take responsibility after my dad died and ive been trying to learn on my own how to take care of her, my siblings, our critters, and our house

i will get there, especially with 2 jobs, but i really need help until the end of june its looking

if you dont see me reblog this or on tumblr in general then im busy working so it would help a bunch if people rb and queue this post