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in re conversations that thankfully seem to be occurring only on other sites, i actually love when the fiction i'm reading uses words i don't know and have to look up! admittedly it does not happen often, because i am an adult who read a lot as a kid and has since done what is frankly maybe a bit too much education, but please do casually drop words like phalanstery in your book so i have to look it up and then find myself reading wikipedia pages about 19th century socialist utopianism! please do throw around rare plants and birds whose names i don't know because they're not native/common anywhere i've ever been! then i get to look at pictures of things that i've never seen before!
Hi, everyone! I hope your July treated you well. My updates are below!
If youâre a fan of Fire and Blood and craving a deep dive into the one and only Rhaena Targaryen, Queen of the East/West, then please check out SherlockMarv3lâs Of The Hours Between. This fic is a superb exploration of Rhaenaâs life, and itâs been an absolute joy beta-reading for it this past month. SherlockMarv3l does a wonderful job examining Rhaenaâs complexity and the complicated social world she lives in. I used to do reads for peopleâs online original writing pretty regularly before taking a break, and itâs been lovely getting back into that type of reviewing with this fic.
In terms of my own fanfic writing, Iâve been continuing outlining one of the projects Iâve been working on for about a year now.
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imo you get the most out of engaging with media when you strike a balance between treating characters as people (reading interiority into their actions, considering the effect of various aspects of their identity, etc etc) and as vehicles for storytelling (what narrative purpose do they serve, how do their actions and personality function to convey the themes of the work, etc etc). because of course characters are literary devices but also thereâs a reason we use literary devices written to embody realistic people in order to tell stories
Speaking of discarded/dubiously canonical material, Laws and Customs Among the Eldar is a contentious text but I admit I find the lore around Noldorin naming practices to be fascinating
According to the in universe narrator in LaCE, the child is given a name by their father and usually though not always by their mother. As they grow up they also took on one or more chosen names. It was also said that some elven mothers had a sense of foresight, and this was sometimes a component in the mother-names. These names were considered especially powerful and were called essi terencenyĂŤ or names of foresight
There was a ceremony dedicated to the chosen names called EssecilmĂŤ (name choosing). It was held after the child had developed what was called lĂĄmatyĂĄvĂŤ, meaning âsound tasteâ, which was defined as individual pleasure in the sounds and forms of words. Elven children were said to develop this at around seven years of age and could then take pleasure in word play and phonetic arts. This itself is such a cool concept to me!
The chosen name was held as extremely important and it was seen as a violation of sorts to use it without permission, especially if you are not close. Names have power and power can be abused.
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the problem of racism in tolkien fandom will not be resolved for as long as people believe that the mere act of critique is a violence in itself, and that therefore having made a critique, the person who has made a critique can either be unpersoned or that norms of politeness no longer apply. of course, this fandom is too "polite" to do slurs in askboxes for the most part, but there are other mechanisms of rude communications that fly in the name of "debate". do you think its polite to misread someone and then accuse them via that misreading, of not extending enough grace to a dead historical figure? personally, i think that's quite rude as a quibble, not least because of the total disengagement with the actual arguments being made. do you think its polite to send people snide asks for weeks on end, insisting on them defending their viewpoint, their specifically racial critique of the canon? personally, i think not! but you know, ymmv.
the problem of racism in tolkien fandom will not be resolved for as long as it takes (primarily) non-white fans doing the careful work of exposition and critique in order to uncover and engage with tolkien's racism and genealogies of his thinking for any non-apologetic engagement with tolkien and race to occur in fandom. and what do i mean by non-apologetic engagement? i mean that so far outside of a very small selection of tolkien academics (and a tiny handful of white fans) who i can all roughly count on my fingers, very few expositions of race in tolkien's work are not accompanied by a cringing apology that insists that a) tolkien was not racist himself personally and b) he was a man of his time and c) that there clearly were "exceptions" to his racial ideology in his works. this defensive pose allows the protective psychological mechanisms of political whiteness to continually step in and therefore absolve itself of engagement with race in tolkien's text. to put it plainly: i am claiming that the problem of racism in tolkien fandom, in specifically making tolkien fandom a hostile space for fans of colour, will not be resolved for as long as white fans cannot call tolkien a racist. if that sounds hardline, so be it.
the problem of racism in tolkien fandom will not be resolved for as long as it is largely only non-white fans investing the time and energy in expositing and critiquing race and tolkien specifically within a fandom space. it will not be resolved for so long as non-white fans are forced to rehearse and explain racist ideas, histories and thinking to white fans who refuse to do any amount of research themselves, or who settle on an anodyne "listen to non-white voices". believe me it is not very hard to do the research if you are actually interested in creating a non-hostile atmosphere and space for non-white fans. but that process has to be co-creative. i am inviting you to participate in actually doing this hard work of critique and conversation because you care about race and because, hopefully, you care about your non-white brethren within fandom spaces.
the problem of a hostile atmosphere towards non-white fans in tolkien fandom is not a problem that non-white fans can resolve, but one that i think falls to white fans to police, resolve and make socially unviable. if there is something i want to communicate persuasively, i think it would be this: what exactly do the norms of "politeness" in the fandom serve? how are you thinking about what is polite and what is not? what feelings are you prioritising when any attempt to engage with race is treated as "hurting" people's feelings or making things "less fun"? what feelings are being prioritised when discussions abt race in the texts are labelled "fandom discourse" or "fandom wank"? what feelings are being prioritised when a non-white fan is being asked to extend grace to a dead white historical figure? are you able and willing to police such communications even internally, even when you think non-white fans are absent from your conversations? when they aren't watching? or is it only something you become aware of when a non-white fan turns their eyes on you? these are questions i would like liberal white fans to ask themselves and to have a serious debate about.
lastly, all of these things have been said many times before in many other fandoms and even within tolkien fandom. i think that should invite some amount of reflection.
I really donât want to open this can of worms because Tumblr hath no fury like people called out on their political performativeness but it is literally driving me up the wall to watch people react to Serkisâ âkeep Tolkien whiteâ commentary by insisting twice as hard that Tolkien would descend down to earth and dropkick the entire Republican party to hell or whatever, just because they want to ensure that a piece of media they enjoy isnât seen as being morally impure. Case in point: I have seen at least five instances of Tolkienâs âI hate apartheidâ valedictorian address being used as a âcounterâ to Serkis being racist, including by actual news outlets.
Except itâs only ever the âI hate apartheidâ line thatâs shared, and not the actual quote in its full context. Because here it is:
If we consider what Merton College and what the Oxford School of English owes to the Antipodes, to the Southern Hemisphere, especially to scholars born in Australia and New Zealand, it may well be felt that it is only just that one of them should now ascend an Oxford chair of English. Indeed it may be thought that justice has been delayed since 1925. There are of course other lands under the Southern Cross. I was born in one; though I do not claim to be the most learned of those who have come hither from the far end of the Dark Continent. But I have the hatred of apartheid in my bones; and most of all I detest the segregation or separation of Language and Literature. I do not care which of them you think White.
Which is to say. This isnât exactly the antiracist quote of the century, to say the least. This is a white South Africa born man and a white Australian shaking hands and going âomg we relateâ and expressing what is a very, very mild âsegregation is not greatâ opinion in order to convey his thoughts on an academic subject, ie the confluence of language and literature. Using race to make a point about his own subject of interest, in his own interest, which is, amusingly enough, what a lot of ostensibly well meaning progressive seem to be doing.
I also think that some of the general surprise around âwhat do you mean large swathes of the Tolkien fandom are incredibly conservative!?â in lib/left Tolkien fandom is the result of a tendency in said parts of the fandom to transpose oneâs own progressiveness onto Tolkien and turn a blind eye to things like, say, the Shire being a very specifically mid-century British racist construct that is very, very clear in its politics, often going so far as to insist itâs anarchist or an ideal society or whatever the fuck⌠and then getting really Pikachu-meme âbut theyâre misreading itâ every single time a conservative explains exactly what it is about the legendarium that they really love, and get surprised when someone uses the Shire being a racist construct to do more racism. It is 2026 let us do away with âI donât see colourâ interpretations of media, I beg. Nobody is cancelling you for enjoying a book that is not kind to race. Most of the books I love are not kind to race.
I genuinely donât have the energy to go deeper into it now because I and others have been beating this drum for ages but like man. Man. Iâm not surprised by Serkisâ comment. I donât really give a shit about what Andy Serkis says and does because if I was the kind of person who gave a fuck about Andy âI felt like an ethnic minority on the Black Panther setâ âI somehow interpreted Animal Farm in the most ridiculous way possibleâ Serkisâ opinions on anything, let alone race, my life would be much sadder. I think the adaptation will be an enshittified money-grab, and I will probably embrace cannibalism when McDonalds inevitably starts giving out little Gollums with every Happy Meal. Again.
What I am surprised and disappointed by is how the liberal-left reaction to this shit is to always and forever just either pretend it doesnât exist in the text, or is the result of a complete misreading. So seldom is the response âfuck me, this book has some real wild thoughts on race, letâs see how we can engage creatively with that in an adaptationâ. Which has never happened. In fact, all your thoughts on Amazon and lore faithfulness and other adaption criticism or applause aside, TROP, the only Tolkien interpretation that has directly engaged with race has thus far done so very, very badly, and only on a surface level. Why?
Because the loudest parts of liberal Tolkien fandom is not interested in exploring race as it exists in the text, to explore it progressively, to engage creatively with the structural conservatism present within the very construction of Middle Earth. Theyâre interested in concessions that change very little: you can have your brown elves, as long as we donât have to think about the implications of foundational aspects of our beloved world, which we relate to greatly and do not wish to think about why we relate to it beyond our own experience of encountering the text.
No, itâs always either an insistence that the Racists are Wrong because the Text is Pure, or a slight, grudging concession that Tolkien had âa few racist elementsâ but ânothing like the racism of todayâ. Of course itâs nothing like the racism of today. Tolkien isnât writing in 2026. It was the racism of yesterday, and it is very clearly written into the text. Tolkien is not your mildly problematic grandpa. Tolkien was an Oxford don with an enormous, wide-ranging cultural impact, and refusing to acknowledge that is the misreading, not the pointing out of or engagement with structural racism within the text.
There's also a version of this where people cite Tolkien's 1938 letter to the German publisher, ie the one where he refuses to confirm he's of "Aryan" descent and basically tells them to fuck off, as the other canonical "proof text" that Tolkien Was Not Racist, and it does the same flattening as the valedictorian quote. It's a great letter, very âget thee gone from my gateâ but it is also a letter about refusing a specific, legally coded Nazi racial category, not a statement about the internal racial logic of his own fiction.
Nobody is saying Tolkien was a fascist white supremacist Nazi. Hell, Tolkienâs own thoughts on military atrocity is pretty clear in the depictions of the escalating kinslayings. But people love to conflate "hated actual fascism, said so on the record and is very evident in his fiction" with "therefore the legendarium contains no racialised hierarchy," as though those two things have to rise or fall together, when they don't. You can be sincerely, personally opposed to Nazi race science and apartheid violence and still write a mythology where moral and aesthetic worth consistently map onto a Northern-European somatic ideal. Because the racialisation Tolkien both inherited and passed on wasn't Nazi race science, it was the broader Edwardian/interwar philological raciology he was actually swimming in, hell, drowning in, considering the Oxford environment. And I find it so, so frustrating how fandom keeps failing to make this distinction: structural racialisation and personal bigotry are not the same axis, and refusing to be measured on one doesn't clear you on the other.
The Southrons/Easterlings material is obviously the part most quoted when it comes to Tolkienâs âproblematic elementsâ except it's imo super telling how rarely it actually gets quoted compared to how often it gets vaguely waved at (except Charles E Mills. I love you Charles E Mills). Anyway âBlack men like half-trolls," swarthy, slant-eyed, riding out of the south and east to serve Sauron⌠itâs the same mapping of good-north/evil-south-and-east you get in a dozen other early-twentieth-century adventure texts. And this imo actually undermines the "it's just medievalism, calm down" defense, because medievalism is a selectively retrospective construction of which past you're claiming and which one you're othering, not some sort of static, neutral historical styling.
Tolkien's medievalism is specifically Northern European heroic-elegiac medievalism, the "Northernness" he talks about loving as a kid, and that aesthetic preference is not extractable from the racial hierarchy it produces on the page. You cannot keep the aesthetic and disclaim the politics because as in all art, the aesthetic is the politics, that's what "structural" means as opposed to "incidentalâ, and I just wish that many extremely clever people who understand this in a contemporary sense would allow themselves to feel uncomfortable and look at it in a beloved text.
Jackson's trilogy didn't invent racialisation in Tolkien, hell I think he even softened some of it because the Scouring is straight up impossible to adapt without it being very clear about its politics, but his adaptation does go quite some way make the existing racism legible⌠casting, costuming, choreography and cinematography does the same racialised sorting the text does, and does it visually: Uruk-hai as a kind of grunting brutalised, brutalistic mass, Haradrim on oliphaunts as a fairly straightforward Orientalist boogeyman, and the Fellowship itself photographed like a Pre-Raphaelite fantasy lmfao. Serkis isn't introducing a new interpretive layer with his commentary, hell Serkis was in all those Jackson films as well! Serkis is being very clear about what aspects of the legendarium matter to him, and that aspect happens to be the whiteness of it all. And I genuinely cannot understand why the huge âscandalâ around his comment is not that someone said the quiet part, but that saying it out loud is what became the scandal, taken as some kind of transgression against Tolkien and all his readers with Good Politicsâ˘ď¸, rather than the quarter-century of adaptations, readings, and analysis of the text that wordlessly encoded the racism and got called faithful and dedicated for it.
I didnât want to go to author is dead territory but. Fandom discourse keeps reaching for authorial intent as the arbiter of textual meaning in exactly the way most of these same people would reject in any other context. Everyone is a massive New Critic the second the author in question is someone they love. But Tolkien doesnât need to have consciously intended a racial hierarchy or a white nationalist mythology for the text to functionally produce one, for it to be so loved by conservatives and ethnonationalists who come fifty years after his time.
Intent is not even a contested position in literary theory, it's just the very basic understanding that "text has ideology independent of authorial intent". The insistence on relitigating Tolkien's personal feelings as though that settles the structural question is wild to me, and I find it so extremely unproductive how liberal fandom reaches for this constantly, repeatedly chanting Tolkienâs few vaguely liberal statements that read far less liberally in context. But I guess the alternative, ie reading the actual construction of race in the legendarium on its own terms, requires giving up the fantasy that the thing you love is politically inert. And itâs just so sad man. Like I fucking love the legendarium, and I think insisting on its moral purity is the worst thing you can do to it.
I think my entire argument can be summed up in a few questions. Why do conservatives keep saying "I love Tolkien" completely unashamedly, in a way they donât realy say about most other âcanonicalâ twentieth-century texts, while we on the left have to perform a whole apologetic dance before we say it? What is it that they embrace about the text, that we have to occlude in order to express an unproblematic âloveâ? Why do we have to disavow parts of a text to claim we love it? Who are we performing to? What are we losing in focusing so hard on this performance?
This is why the Serkis-style comment, or the Rings of Power casting discourse, ends up being the deepest engagement we collectively get in fandom terms. Because both "sides" of that fight are actually shallow in the same way, just from opposite ends. The right-wing backlash to diverse casting is, repulsively, responding to something absolutely present in the text: a defensive crouch around a racial aesthetic it identifies as being under threat. The liberal-left response, the "just add brown elves" gesture, claims the problem to be one of representation and casting rather than structure, which is precisely why the racial elements of The Rings of Power satisfies no one and changes nothing.
You can put actors of colour in NĂşmenor and Harfoot villages and yet the underlying moral framework of who is coded as inherently noble and who as inherently monstrous, whose skin colour the textual narrative uses as a standin for corruption, stays completely untouched. Again, see my TROP link above, with the jihadi-coding of the villains. Because that framework isn't located in the casting of an adaptation, it's located in the construction of Arda itself and physiognomy-as-morality at the level of the prose itself, constantly present throughout the text. Casting a Black actor as an elf doesn't do anything to the fact that "evil race coded as racially other" is still sitting right there in the Southrons and the orcs, unadapted, undiscussed, doing exactly the same work it always did, and this work takes on a new look in post-2001 adaptations.
So what you get is two adaptations of the same tiresome insanemaking discourse rather than two different arguments: the right defends the racial aesthetic as the substance of their love, and the liberal mainstream defends the fantasy that representation-level tweaks constitute engagement with race. And so, nobody actually produces the adaptation that takes seriously what nonwhite Tolkien scholars have been saying for decades, which is that you'd have to touch the orc/Southron/Valar/Valinor/blondeness architecture itself to ever productively have this conversation. Not diversify who plays the good guys, but interrogate why "evil" in this legendarium has a face and a hair colour and points compass east.
But if the talk about this goes on as it does, and continues between Tolkien the Pure versus Tolkien the Misread, there will never be anyone willing to make that adaptation, and weâll go on forever in a sisyphean climb, where both the reactionary embrace and the progressive denial are just two versions of refusing to read the same damn book. Basically, I think we on the left etc need to stop treating "is Tolkien racist" as a yes/no gate you have to clear before you're allowed to enjoy the books, and stop acting like enjoying problematic media makes you a fascist. We need to start treating the racialised architecture within Tolkienâs world as the actual object of study, same way you'd read imperial romance or Forster or Kipling or Haggard, without needing to acquit or convict the author first.
Which means we have to name the conservatism specifically rather than gesturing at "some outdated attitudes," trace where it comes from historically (the philological Northernness Tolkien grew up steeped in, not some special personal failing that reflects badly on you), and then ask what an adaptation would look like which dramatised that rather than smoothing over it or weaponising it. We have to let go of the idea that critical engagement is disloyalty, and let go of the idea that loving something requires defending its honour. We need to get the resilience needed to engage with the idea that a work can be both formative and ideologically compromised at the same time.
We donât need to resolve that tension into either adoring hagiography or totalising cancellation. If we do, we're going to keep getting âkeep the Shire whiteâ Serkis soundbites and âhooray we cast a brown elf in our we-invented-elf-jihadis show!â news cycles standing in for a conversation that hasn't actually started yet, and ngl buddies I have to say I personally will be biting people the next time I see yet another rendition of the same damn response-reaction cycle start again because everyone, both the conservatives and the left, wants the things they love to be a reflection of themselves, and will twist themselves into pretzels to ensure that remains the case.
You can be sincerely, personally opposed to Nazi race science and apartheid violence and still write a mythology where moral and aesthetic worth consistently map onto a Northern-European somatic ideal.
A+ analysis, I'll just add that if you want a really, really good breakdown of the pernicious racial ideology inherent in Tolkien's work, everyone should read Charles W. Mills's "The Wretched of Middle-Earth: An Orkish Manifesto". It's a bit hard to find if you don't have access to a university library, but it's a fascinating bit of analysis because it was written before the vast majority of scholarship on race in Tolkien and yet manages to be more profound and scathing in its analysis than anything that would come after.
âđť this! reading this essay last year was truly eye opening in so many ways (and itâs the one i mention on this post but got the initial wrong, sorry charles w mill for calling you charles e mill đ) and honestly if i could ever set people required reading it would be that essay!!!
*gets out a big megaphone* sanitizing female characters by removing all moral ambiguity and their ability to make complex choices is not any more feminist than demonizing them. you have to learn to appreciate female characters without finding some way to simplify their personhood into either "evil bitch" or "perfect pure girlboss." it is still dehumanizing to view women as virtuous morally pure angels of light who can do no wrong. thats just bog standard benevolent misogyny.
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everyone saying âsheâs got a pointâ is similarly participating in a sort of undeserved literary snobbery that belies any actual understanding of the function and popular reception of the novel as a form since its inception.
I am saying this as someone who has never once picked up a âpopular on booktokâ canva art romance novel, and rarely reads any 21st century literature at allâwho finds a lot of contemporary anglophone lit to be banal, obnoxious, and utterly tedious. I couldnât care less about the artistic merits of fanfiction as âlegitimate literatureâ either way, and I find the âcharacter-firstâ approach to storytelling most people in fandom circles employ to be reductive and a bit exhaustingâŚ
if you seriously think that the kinds of people writing gay fanfiction on ao3 about the main characters from a mainstream hollywood production are the same kinds of people who would otherwise be experimenting with the form of the novel in artistically groundbreaking ways, then I really donât know what to tell you. and if you think the phenomenon of novels being written for the emotional (and sexual) gratification of women being derided as a perversion of an otherwise elite artform is a new phenomenon that sprung up within the past decade, then you obviously donât know enough about the history of literature to be making these kinds of claims with such dismissive arrogance.
the form of the novel, especially novels by women, especially novels by women for women involving romance, have long been trivialized in the popular consciousness for lacking the kind of artistic merit that disqualifies it from being considered âreal literature.â whether such novels are artistically lacking or not is entirely subjective and beside the point. claiming that popular entertainment primarily produced and enjoyed by women and girls has rotted their brains and debased their potential intellectual engagement with âhigherâ artforms is a notion repeated by every generation, and itâs equally ridiculous every time! least of all because there are still plenty of women in the world who care about the craft of literature and artistic experimentation within the form of the novel. and some of them even like fanfiction, also.
feminist retelling shoulsnt be the woman does some girlboss shit femist retelling is she does the same stuff except u actually give a shit abt her perspective and thoughts and feelings as a human being this time
the thing that bewilders me about a lot of fantasy readers is that they read about settings and plots featuring imperialism, war, and slavery and then call the inclusion of violence, abuse, and sexual exploitation "edgy" and "gratuitous" and it's like what did you think was happening. why were you under the impression that you were going to get a cozy story about fascism or something. far be it from me to criticize anyone for not wanting to read about torture in their spare time, and there are certainly cases where heavy subjects are poorly executed, but is it not equally insulting to sanitize them for a feel-good adventure.. like no one put a gun to your head and forced you to give your fantasy novel an enslaved protagonist. sometimes writing is supposed to make you feel bad
Hi, all! I hope your June has been going well. My updates are below.
I actually wrote a book review this month for a novel I finished reading last year. Iâd been meaning to write a review for it for a while since itâs a novel I had supported on Kickstarter, and I usually try to write reviews to support indie books I like, so Iâm happy I finally got around to it. Iâm also lightly reframing the way I write my book reviews to reflect better how I currently engage with reading, so keep an eye out for those changes.
Anyways, I did a little more work on my fanfic projects, and I managed to catch up on commenting on some fics Iâve been reading. If youâre a fan of the Dunk and Egg novellas and/or ASOIAF, I highly recommend Mithrigilâs âThe Hall of Empty Sconces.â If youâre more into Fire and Blood, neekuâs âThe Son of the Dragonâ and the anonymously written âwe don't have to talk about itâ were both great deep dives into Aerea and Rhaena, respectively.
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hey balls. based on the post about the writing competition debacle, what do u think is the proper role of the "vibes-based" element of reading/writing? it seems like you're saying it plays an overly important role in most people's style of reading but i struggle to imagine what an alternative would even look like? so much of my sentence to sentence enjoyment of a book is just do i like the word choice and the rhythm. the actual meaning of the sentences fitting together and what they say as a whole kinda (in my mind, necessarily) comes out primarily, though not exclusively, over a longer time scale than the word-by-word, sentence-by-sentence experience. do u think that certain mediums like poetry or essays are more or less suited to vibes-based understanding? how does that play into all this?
sry if my questions got a touch rambly, ur post got me thinking quite a bit
ok so I think "vibes-based" was kind of imprecise andâŚ. perhaps a vibes-based word choice from me â ď¸ so I did not mean the felt-sensory immediate experience of prose, I obv think that's legitimate also also pretty much the whole point. like the experience of a sentence landing, or doing something unconscious and unprocessed or word choice creating a feeling that can be analysed inside-out, thatâs a great reading experience etc etcâŚÂ Â
what I did mean by vibes-based is the use of that immediate felt-sensory response as a terminal judgment rather than the beginning of an inquiry. so the difference between "this sentence feels odd and I want to understand why" versus "this sentence feels off from the shape of what i think it should be, confirmed bad/fake, next" in, specifically, literary-critical reading practice.Â
so it's not that felt response to writing is unreliable, it's that felt response is somehow treated as self-explanatory, as not requiring any further account of itself for being where the reading stops. like the latter is totally fine to explain why i DNF a book where i didnât enjoy the writing style or main character, but not if iâm doing an expert read of a work of literary fiction for a globally renowned prize ygm. essentially i think the culture around reading+analysing âworldâ or âglobalâ litfic, specifically top-level prize culture and review culture, has gotten to a place where it doesn't really go further than âthis is what i think this should look likeâ. which imo is evidenced by how "evocative" is pretty much a complete sentence in that judge's citation, without ever explaining how it is evocative of what or to what end.
re timescales: i agree that sentence-to-sentence pleasure and whole-text meaning work differently, the experience of âprose in timeâ is irreducible, and itâs not that iâm saying that should be âflattenedâ into a cognitive account where a sensation has to be connected to meaning. but the reason a sentence's rhythm works is usually not separable from what the sentence is doing semantically, and across the board (usually! not in all cases!) a lot of âgoodâ writing displays a high level of intentionality regardless of style. and intentionality comes through in a close read, because sensation isnât separate from meaning but rather sensation is meaning experienced at a speed faster than conscious processing, which is why when you go back to a sentence that hit you, you can usually figure out why.Â
you donât HAVE to but you can, bc the sensation is tracking a ârealâ thing. and when you push on a sentence that feels good and find nothing (like in said Commonwealth AI story⌠i mean the sentences simply do NOT sound good to me but even if it did to the judge, which it obviously did, thereâs clearly not been any attempt to figure out WHY it felt good to them) when the prose promises and the promise doesn't cash out, that's also âinformationâ that a reading practice committed to following its own responses should catch. the reader who notices a gap and and burrows into it is not the same as the reader who either accepts the initial impression at face value or rejects the whole thing as bad, and it would be the former that i expect at the level of a commonwealth lit prize judge.Â
and again like yeah obviously the existence of contemporary prize culture sucks, publishing environment can be rancid etc etc⌠but literary criticism and its frameworks have existed for a v long time, its a field that continues developing, and there are pretty established ways of âworking withâ and engaging intellectually with literature, and in either an academic setting or litfic review/prize setting, i would expect that level of in depth engagement with the intricacies of a piece of writing.Â
on poetry and essays, hmmm this made me think for a moment (hence my delayed response, apologies!). so i agree poetry is the form where sensation and meaning are most densely co-present and thus difficult to separate cleanly⌠but that also imo means itâs also a form that is most punishing of sensation treated as a pure terminus. like you can have a purely aesthetic experience of a great poem and it'll be pleasant/impactful/tragic whatnot, but a lot of work is happening under that experience-layer to make it read as both pleasant/etc and meaningful, wherein the sensation is so tightly wound around the thinking that separating them loses both. i am not a very poetry person to say the least though so i think others may have more to say on this.Â
iâm a very big fan of the essay form though, for a similarly âupside downâ reason, because the essay form is probably the one most suspicious of âpure sensationâ and one most traditionally committed to making its reasoning âfollowableâ⌠but also the very best uses of the essay form (and i think arundhati royâs stuff is an EXCELLENT example here â so is hanif kureishiâs earlier nonfiction work, where with the latter i donât even agree with most of what heâs saying but i find him very technically accomplished) are absolutely working at the level of rhythm and texture and the âfelt senseâ of an argument's shape. where again the âornamentalâ seeming prose is absolutely thinking for itself rather than clothing a thought of that makes sense. which is maybe why bad essays are so much more obviously bad than bad poetry: bad poetry can hide in affect and sustain a kind of readerly goodwill on atmosphere alone, while a bad essay shows its ass on even a relatively basic close read.Â
anyway all this is to say iâm not arguing for a reading practice that is less responsive to sensation - absolutely not! iâm more gesturing towards one that is more honest about exploring what sensation is doing, and where it comes from. essentially just that the âfelt responseâ is the beginning of the critical act, and what that prize (and, in a different sense, the âai detection witch huntâ culture on ao3, although ngl my main problem with that one is âwhy do you care and what makes you think youâre right in deducing something that litprize judges seemingly cannot deduceâ) is a shorter circuit of that process where the âfelt responseâ is a replacement of the critical reading, and what it does is actually move directly from âi have a response to thisâ to âi have evaluated thisâ.Â
and also itâs not even me saying itâs a fault with individual reading practice fyi imo the felt-response-as-verdict mode is cultivated by the infrastructure around contemporary reading and the âencounterâ with books (goodreads/algorithmic recommendations/prizes awarding specific âshapesâ rather than engaging in depth) is geared towards rewarding a quick-confident legible response and penalising uncertainty. and this just sticks out for me esp in âworld litâ because of the larger concentration of ppl writing in english in non anglophone countries who use âlanguage playsâ as epistemological argument, wherein the difficulty is often the point, is the writing most penalised by that aforementioned reading practice.Â
where the question "what is this doing and why" feels like an unreasonable demand to make of a judge, an affectation almost, when actually it's the baseline of taking a work of literature seriously, and again the writers who lose most from this are the ones for whom, due to existing class/racial/anglophone biases, the first impression was always going to require context, patience, and most importantly perhaps, a willingness to have your existing frameworks shown to be insufficient.Â
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a lot of people have tagged this talking about survivorship bias, and that's part of it, for sure, but even more than that, "books i don't like show the moral decline of society" has been a cry of the conservative since the growth of novel-reading in the 18th century -- take the reception of gothic novels in the 18th century and sensation novels, yellow-backs, and penny dreadfuls in the 19th. Ruskin's "Fiction, Fair and Foul" is an early entry in the "grimdark is bad, actually" genre of post, and
"... writing in 1863, H. L. Mansel castigated the new subgenre [sensation novels] as "preaching to the nerves instead of the judgment" (357). Since early in his anti-Sensation diatribe Mansel refers to "A pale young lady in a white dress" (358), we can be certain that his chief target is Wilkie Collins, whose The Woman in White (1860) initiated the Sensation mania." (VictorianWeb)
mansel's dislike of Collins leads me to my next point: many novels that are currently held to be classics and assigned without objection in middle and high schools were the center of controversy when they were new. we're having the same panic about romantasy that we had about sensation novels that we had about gothics.
we look back at critics who say that courtship novels will ruin girls' idea of marriage as silly and misogynistic because we're not immersed in the culture of the time (and, of course, because they were silly and misogynistic). what will people of times future say of us?
okay the thing that i keep trying and failing to say, i think, re. this whole commonwealth thing (sorry! i will be over it soon!) is that like, there is already an assumption when white euramerican readers encounter a work that is about race or about a country in africa, asia or latin america, that it can fit only a few categories:
it is a moral educational fable and lesson about race or colonialism; this can either be heartwarming or tragic
it is a portal into a world of misery that is simultaneously designed to instruct and to affirm the fortunate nature of their own world
it is unreal and magical
it is impenetrable, incomprehensible and unknowable because it is a portal into the impenetrable, incomprehensible and unknowable
which really is just two categories: either you are easily knowable entirely through the lens of your country and race, or else you are inscrutable and incomprehensible. you are either a simplistic child, or you are the inscrutable and unknowable [oriental].
-- this was the beginning of, i think, the fourth or fifth draft of this post, which i have been writing and rewriting for the past week, trying to nail down exactly what i want to say about this whole wretched affair.
the first draft went into a long and winding diversion about the perils of how non-white authors are (mis)read today, no matter how they write. that was not what i wanted to say, but what i had to end up saying in order to justify and clarify what i wanted to say which is that non-white readers get to demand higher standards of style of their writers and interlocutors. i said "get better taste" then clarified all the ways in which i meant to absolve non-white authors of the burden of better taste because i recognised they work in a poisonously white industry.
the second draft went into a long and winding diversion in which i ended up trying to defend jhumpa lahiri's latest short story collection from being misread and cut down to being about "immigration", when in fact these stories are much deeper than review allows them to be.
the third draft required another long diversion, because i observed that the reviewer in the guardian who cut ms lahiri down to a writer who writes merely about immigration in the ways we imagine it - from the global south, characterised by precarity and poverty - was in fact not a white person. it was vital to discuss the problem of double consciousness and the processes by which we come to acquire the tastes of the very institutions that refuse us full personhood. no one knows this better than me, who speaks only english with any reasonable fluency, and grew up reading more english novelists from the 30s - 50s than the average english person appears to.
the fourth draft finally got somewhere that i wanted it to be: that we cannot mistake unintelligible writing filled with beautiful words with difficult writing that articulates difficult thoughts perhaps through not very exciting words, perhaps through the poetic. that deliberate strangeness and defamiliarisation deployed as literary technique is different from a mere statistical combination and shuffling of words done by a machine. that we must insist on our own comprehensibility on our own terms and legibility to the white gaze be damned; but we must not allow them to confuse our illegibility with a flattening incomprehensibility.
however, all of this is really just four different ways of describing a) the processes by which those four misreadings outlined above are enforced on non-white writers whether they like it or not and b) some thoughts on escaping this, or ignoring it, or doing our own thing. the object lesson was: no matter what we do we will be bundled into category 4 if we say anything too uncomfortable, but we must not mistake the difficult for the nonsensical and vice versa simply because white people cannot do this. in other words, what i was really asking us to do was to stop reading like white people.
the other problem with this is that the ode to difficult writing can be misused anyway. witness sam kriss' concern for us: "white people eat this shit up and hand out condescending prizes; Indians tend to prefer people like R K Narayan or Sadat Hasan Manto, who actually know how to write." mind you, sam kriss is not indian and this follows on from a tirade in which he deliberately decontextualises and misreads an arundhati roy quote from god of small things (a quote, if which, taken in context is actually an interesting and effective use of language and repetition to tie across a particular thematic strand across the novel) and where he accuses salman rushdie of writing things to the effect of "she fed me the chapatti of her lies and the rotis of her deceits". needless to say: that's kind of immensely fucking racist. i don't think more close reading is actually going to solve this problem and neither do i think more difficult writing will, because there is always some bozo in the world who is going to insist that it is, in fact, nonsensical.
so what to do?
anyway, i witnessed a very interesting conversation earlier today in which some people we talking about how a particular adaptation of a work had made the work "more racist". in this conversation, an essay by a very thoughtful non-white writer had been deployed as "proof" of how the adaptation had become "more racist". of course a close and thoughtful reading of the essay in question might have suggested that the "more racist" was perhaps something written with a level of anger or bitterness, or perhaps an emotional statement: the bewilderment of encountering something so vilely racist, seeing no one react to it, and trying to make sense of it by grappling at the nearest racist thing and gesturing at it. which in this case, is the actual literal source text. there is no "more racist" in this case, because the source text is essentially mired and dripping in it and the escapes from its racism are slim to none; accidental rather than intentional.
this is interesting to me because it reveals a very different reading strategy than the one deployed above: if non-white writers are read either as moral fables or unreal or as nonsensical, white writers are read as real, as universal statements about the human condition, as stylists; are given reparative readings of every kind. writing by white euramericans, therefore:
is universal and therefore particular: it speaks for all but it does so by speaking in specifics of themes and emotions and experiences
is a work of art, made with a particular style, whose artistic processes can be analysed and studied to yield greater appreciation
draws from the real to tell real stories, even when its magical and fantastical
surpasses and transcends politics, which is to say that nothing can be said about the text by looking at the world from which it comes
comes from a world which is simultaneously both a product of its time (exculpatory) and the vanguard of its time (laudatory) and thus, it cannot be held responsible for any of its views
therefore, there are no racist texts or authors, only accidentally racist ones. therefore, jonathan franzen writes about family, but arundhati roy writes magical realism and unreal people in an incomprehensible indian family. therefore, tim o'brien is writing about the horrors of war, but bao ninh is writing about the misery of vietnam, the country. therefore, tolkien is writing about the horrors of environmental destruction and war, but arundhati roy is writing about the unreal because a muslim character is displaced into living in a graveyard after a literal pogrom. therefore, jilly cooper, heyer, christie and sayers are all products of their time, but [insert woc author of the week getting cancelled here] is a racist, sexist, imperialist etc etc etc. wodehouse, is ofc, innocent of collaboration with the nazis (despite having made actual propaganda for them, tho he claimed he didn't understand what he was doing), but r f kuang is normalising genocide*. on and on it goes ad fucking infinitum.
provocatively, therefore, i would like to invite an experiment: what if we were to switch up modes of reading for the two? what if i was to say that since they're all from england, that therefore pratchett, susanna clarke and tolkien are only ever saying something about england and its miseries, and those miseries concern england's flirtations with eugenics driven aristocratic racism (remember, after all, clarke & pratchett exists downstream of and inherit from tolkien)? what if i was to say that wodehouse is writing magical realism, because surely no one can behave that farcically and surely nothing can shake out so improbably; surely jeeves must be a magical construct of some sort? or perhaps tim o'brien is, in his evocations of war and its aftermaths. what if i was to insist that sylvia plath is incomprehensible, because her language is rich and strange, or that victor hugo is writing incomprehensible word salad because of his digressions. what if, instead, you were to understand that arundhati roy is an artist, that perhaps brandon taylor is more interested in gay life than race, that there is no particular lesson to be learned from the sorrow of war except that war is hell, that perhaps jhumpa lahiri is telling you stories about women in unhappy marriages first, and immigrants second? what if you were to understand salman rushdie's midnight children as a real story about real things? what if you could stop feeling that thrill of glee every time some non-white writer gets taken down? what if you could feel less self-satisfied that the author you were told is important turns out to have been unimportant? what if your first instinct wasn't to insist that either the author or the text is unreal or impossible when encountering a piece of writing by a non-white author that you can't wrap your head around? what if you tried? what if you tried even a little?
*using this as an example to make a specific point, i am deeply uninterested in litigating whether or not wodehouse or rf kuang are guilty or not; i am interested in the reception these respective "misdoings" have received and how they've been narrated to the world