Hockey & Housewives

i'm just so curious to learn more about parker ellis. she seems very calm and to have adopted the same 'push through' attitude that many others like shen, robby or jack have taken upon themselves, and yet she seems like an incredibly relaxed person most of the time. even with the deposition she seemed uniquely calm and collected, and i want to know why!!! is she good at regulating herself and is incredibly emotionally and mentally healthy, or is it the opposite where she's pushing it down and putting on a poker face? she's so often seen to be efficient, funny, and calm in a room even when she's frustrated or makes a mistake like in the season one finale, but that's the most we see of her when it comes to sharing her feelings. she clearly wants validation but doesn't let that show until she doesn't get it for once; her poker face almost never falters. she gives advice and teaches others to push through like she does, but doesn't seem very affected by it like samira and trinity are. i want to know where all of that comes from! was she always like that during residency? does she have any specific cases that do break her or cause her to lose her chill or drop the façade? is it even a façade? who are you parker ellis? i want to know you so bad

you should really get comfortable believing in love and magic and whimsy or you’ll continue to live a half-life for the rest of the time you have on earth

happy almost ten years to my all-time favorite disability post on this braincell forsaken website

Trinity and Becca could get in some trouble together