I don't ever want that problem to ever go away.

#braver than any U.S. marine… about to try to make world’s most avoidant man admit to experiencing one (1) feeling for you

shane voice don’t call me a good boy because i want it you have to do it only when im actually a good boy ilya otherwise what’s the point

no cuz it’s the way that ilya covers his laughter after shane tells him he hired a stylist and shane’s all embarrassed because he thinks ilya’s laughing *at* him but really ilya just went through every single stage of grief three times over in under a minute and now physically cannot contain his joy and utter *relief*, not to mention the sheer preposterousness of what he was expecting shane to say vs what shane actually said AND IT’S REALLY JUST SUCH A SWEET MOMENT BECAUSE WE NEVER GET TO SEE ILYA’S WHOLE ENTIRE FACE LIGHT UP LIKE THAT AND I JUST

Let’s be so real though has there ever been a category sub-five Hudson Williams event. What would that even mean. Impossible to imagine the limit does not exist.

going back to heated rivalry after being exposed to hudson williams' real life character for a while is crazy actually because you realise what a good actor he is. like I knew he was good the first time too. but seeing the giant departure from his actual personality really contextualises it and all I can say is hats off

can i say something i love that it's never just sex for shane. i love that sex is so huge and means so much to shane for so many reasons that he says no twice. i love that sex is so overwhelming for shane that he comes fast and he comes often and he comes hands-free. i love that shane's relationship with his body is so complex that he doesn't want to undress in front of windows and the first time they hook up he doesn't want to take his pants off in front of ilya and then he asks for approval ("okay?") when he does. i love that he loves the way ilya makes him feel. i love that he lets himself be in his body and like his body and listen to his body when ilya is touching his body. i love that it is never ever just sex for shane because sex is something he had never previously enjoyed and wasn’t sure if he really did want. and then ilya shows up and suddenly there’s a channel for shane to pour all of his desire into and ilya loves it. he loves it he takes all of it with exuberance and ease and he gives as good as he gets. i love that shane learns that he actually really fucking loves sex. i love that it makes him cry i love that he begs for it i love that he actually desperately needs it, otherwise the lack of catharsis and satisfaction starts to drive him up the wall. i love that his sexuality (both his identity and his needs) are such a huge part of his fabric. i love that hudson williams said he played shane as being in love with ilya from pretty much the moment they met and it just kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. and i love that every time shane got fucked he was getting fucked by the person he loved. i just love it. that’s all