Maybe its the fact that I know I’m always delusional and over bearing with pride, but I genuinely think no one deserves me. I mean I don’t deserve anyone either but at least I know that. People are just stupid and I just don’t say anything about it. But you know, although I hate people most of the time, I still appreciate some of them. It doesn’t hurt to have at least more than one friend or have a desire for someone who’s attractive. Its just with rejection we need something that balances it out like ego, saying things like, “I genuinely think no one deserves me.” and making it look like the world is the problem, and it isn’t me, when it is me. I hate feeling stupid, I hate knowing I like someone but they don’t like me back, it crushes not only my heart but my fucking ego. I don’t understand, well I understand I’m not attractive, its just that I don’t need this, why do I want something I don’t need in my life.