Do you ever think about how he probably sat there on the dungeon floor for a while thinking I killed him I killed him I killed him I killed hi

i think Sam is homophobic and so is dean but Dean’s gay so he gets the last laugh because sam has to stand there thinking they were doing homophobia together but they werent because dean is gay

i think dean would’ve come out if he’d been allowed to try ethnic cuisine just one time. sam comes back from stanford and is like ugh dean enough of burgers can we PLEASE get a curry and dean takes one bite of saag paneer and is like. ive been missing out on THIS all my life? wow. i like to fuck men

thinking about how hard it would have been for dean to find books to read and how much it means that he reads anyway. it's not like he could get a library card with no permanent address. it's not like he could have used any kind of electronic device to read growing up. and even as a young adult, money was tight and he probably wouldn't spend it on books. he probably read whatever he could get his hands on and based on all his literary references, he was able to read a lot. that's amazing, isn't it? good for him.

"sometimes ronan thought adam was so used to the right way being painful that he doubted any path that didn't come with agony."

genuinely fucking crazy that lisa in season six is the last time they give dean an actual female love interest. season SIX!! there’s nine years of show after that! and sure he occasionally has casual sex with a girl of the week, but they’re hookups, not even single episode love interests like cassie was. sam has relationships with women and what does dean have? benny. crowley. cas cas cas.

every episode of spn is like okay we’re gonna spilt up dean you go confront an element of the narrative that will make clear how the abuse you endured as a child continues to harm your self worth and makes you repress every desire you’ve ever had. sam you go interrogate the milf