i don't think anyone's ever said this to him before. certainly not since hell. he starts talking about it and realizes he can't, and he can't ever really be honest with anyone. he says the life was weighing on him before his "near-death experience," and when he came back he realized he helps people, saves people. he has a mission. a mission from god. he's trying to talk himself into validating his own existence and it's not working. i take it back this episode isn't fun anymore.














