a study in survival

little neil on the run imagining himself a friend to share the burden with and pretend they are together in this mess while little jean lays in the nest in his first year and keeps hoping he gets a partner so he can be not alone in this hell. both not knowing they are each other's partners, just misplaced.

if nora didn't want sethnicky do be shipable why the fuck did she name seth GORDON (a surname that translates as a fort) and nicky HEMMICK (which translates as protector/knight)

once we get all kavinsky's graphic novel scenes in a good quality, i am beggining someone to do an edit with him with the song "express yourself don't repress yourself", because, God, it is his one.

jeanneil and an act of welcoming each other home through their names but in completely opposite ways. jean letting nathaniel go and calling out for neil while reaching out for him, the new name cementing over his past. neil grabbing jean's hand and calling him jean-yves, returning him the name that was always his and got lost under the butchered one. mhm.

what is it called when you cannot edit your fics unless some jumpy, energetic and loud type of music plays. like. i do not get distracted during editing only when i play something loud and move-able. idk.