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lmao turns out it's physically impossible to upload anything mary poppins-related to youtube because it's disney property and therefore under every copyright under the sun. but here's the video you asked for xD
if you see me liking contradicting headcanons for the same character just know it's because I do not give a fuck and I have an active imagination #hewouldsaythat
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sometimes i am so overwhelmed with love for sonic that its like somebody in my internal twitch chat has reached a subgoal and a bunch of klaxons and vine booms went off plus glittery emotes have suddenly taken over the screen
thank you for the reminder that i love sonic but i am trying to drive i don't need to well up with tears of love for my guy right now
Hi ladies! I hope this is okay to send, but I'm looking for some reassurance and advice I guess? And you two seemed like a good place to start.
I've been fat for most of my life, and I went on a whole journey to love that about myself. I was doing great, have been great for years. But chronic pain and illness caused me to gain a noticeable amount of weight over the past year or so and I'm...struggling. And it's really hard to admit that, because I was doing so well at loving my body before, and the fact that an extra 20 pounds or so is getting to me feels a bit ridiculous? I wish it wasn't bothering me so much and I don't really know what to do about it!
Sorry if that's too much to ask, I just think you both are such wonderful role models and might have some kind words to help me through this 💛
Thank you!
I’ll answer this one. It’s something I’ve gone through many times. In fact, I’ve been struggling myself since the Showdown.
First of all, don’t be ashamed. I know it feels like you’ve taken a step backwards, but you haven’t. Healing isn’t linear, and sometimes even a strong relationship with your body is impacted by external factors. I still fall into old habits now and then, but I’ve learnt to recognise the patterns. You’re seeking advice, which shows growth. I used to try and hide it whenever I was struggling, but now I’m able to pause, reflect on my feelings, and talk to Sonic about it as soon as I notice the signs. Well done for reaching out.
Secondly, I would suggest taking a deeper look into why you’re unhappy. Is your current weight actually making you feel unhappy? Or are you worried about what others will think? When you criticise your body, do your words sound like your own? Like something you would say to someone else? If not, you may be parroting the words of others, or being clouded by the current resurgence of fatphobia in society.
Perhaps it’s more to do with the sudden change? Change can be uncomfortable, and take time to come to terms with, but that doesn’t always mean we dislike the change.
It’s especially complicated when the change was unintentional. If someone cut your hair while you slept, changing the style, would you be upset? Even if you liked the new style? Probably, because the change happened outside of your control. So perhaps you’re not upset with your weight so much as you are with the involuntary change.
As someone who struggles with chronic conditions, it’s often about agency. There are so many instances where we may feel we don’t have agency; we can’t control when a flare up happens, how bad it is, how long it lasts. We can’t just push through the pain and do everything we usually would. It feels like control has been taken from you by the pain or the illness, and that is a difficult thing to live with everyday. It’s very reasonable to be upset about gaining weight as a result of your illness. It doesn’t mean your relationship with your body is no longer positive. Don’t forget that chronic illness and pain has a significant impact on your mood. The way you feel when you’re in pain may just be a reflection of that pain.
Lastly, I want you to take some time to get to know your body as it is right now. I know it may be uncomfortable, but keep an open mind. Try to see the positives; your body has carried you through a difficult flare-up. Try to take note of how your body feels as well as how it looks, and see the changes as neutral.
What are the more noticeable differences? New stretchmarks? Extra width? Rolls, folds, overhangs? Has your shape changed? Do your clothes fit differently? All of these things are beautiful. If you’re struggling to see it that way, try to reframe it; how would you feel about those features on a loved one? Or someone you admire? I’m lucky to have a beautiful fat wife who I adore. Any time I catch myself frowning at a part of my body I have mixed feelings about, I remind myself how much I love those same things on Sonic.
I’m not sure if any of this will help you or not, but these are the things I do when I’m struggling. Remember to rest and take care of yourself; regardless of your current feelings towards your body, it deserves to be loved and cared for. Reach out to anyone you think may be able to provide you some comfort. Allow yourself the space to sort through your feelings.
He doesn't wanna lie to himself anymore. This might be me projecting, but I especially like to think Shadow went through a lot of internalized homophobia. So maybe, just maybe, he's finally realizing he doesn't want to lie to himself anymore. But, it might just be me stretching, lol
Sonic loves all of Shadow, despite his past and how much of a "monster" and "weapon" he is.
This works for both of them, but especially Shadow. Shadow has fallen in too deep and can't get out.
Both of them are going crazy because of the other, lol
Sonic's bright, optimistic personality really allows Shadow to push forward for another day.
This lyric truly works either way, but it's red specifically because Shadow just can't fathom Sonic's sweetness.
I think it's quite self-explanatory, but they're just both yearning for each other, lmao
But the problem is... both of them can't seem to understand and see just HOW loved they are. Yeah, sure. Maybe Sonic can understand that he's loved by his friends, but... romantically?
It's the hardest for Shadow to realize it though. That he's loved.
Shadow, for whatever reason, seems to think Sonic, in a million years, would never pick him. Maybe he thinks he himself just sucks.
The next 6 lyrics are self-explanatory: They both can see past their individual masks. Sonic can see through Shadow's tough act, and Shadow can see through Sonic's optimistic-nothing-puts-me-down act.
To everyone, Sonic's okay. But Shadow can see the fine line between his true self and the brick wall he's built in. This lyric can work with either one of them, but I have a bias towards how much of a mask Sonic has...
Sonic's just so damn close to getting through to him.
Sonic's beautiful to Shadow, and it hurts and feels so wrong because of his internalized homophobia.
Idk, dude. This works with either of them, but i thought the ocean and wave symbolism is especially fire with it being connected to Sonic. Not only because he's afraid of the water, but also because waves are free, just like Sonic.
Shadow thinks Sonic's world view is just so fascinating...
Sonic's kindness sometimes reminds him of Maria. Yeah, okay, I know that I personally dislike it whenever people depict Shadow only liking Sonic romantically because "he reminds him of Maria," which i think is kinda weird for it being the ONLY reason. Although, I kind of like the idea that sometimes, he feels like Sonic and Maria are kind of similar. Maybe he sometimes thinks they'd be quite great friends.
Chorus all over again, we've yapped about it already, I don't have to repeat it.
AAAAAND that'd be a wrap! Thanks for listening to my tid talk. Also, I don't use Spotify, so I can't just. Have it be popped up, so you'd have to search it up. Again, "Dolonia" by Arabella Finnley.
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So, there's this song that's been running around my head, and now that it's been released. I'm gonna be analyzing just how sonadowly it is to me.
I'm gonna make two ✌️ posts. I think this song works wonders whichever pov it's from (whether it's shadow talking about sonic or vice versa). So, I'll be pinpointing which lyric I think best works for a specific pov (but I still think it works either way). That'll be this post. The second one is just full blast yapping about HOW it works so well in the context of sonadow.
Red's Shadow, Blue's Sonic, and Purple is both/either
Okay, I'll stop talking now because the post is already gonna be hella long. Look under the cut!
I, I, I don't wanna live a damn lie
I, I've learned to love you and your bad light
Time, time, and you've been stealing all of mine
My mind twisting, turning into spirals
Bright eyes, giving me strength for tomorrow
A kind of kind, a sweetness that is hard to find
Dolonia, you're everything I've ever dreamed of
Ah, ah, why can't you see it
How much will it take for you to really believe it
Dahlia, can I be someone you pick to love, ah, ah.
I see right through you
The pastels, the dark hues
I'm looking right through you
You're looking right through me
I'm looking right through you
I see right through you
Fine lines, trace thе barricades that you drew
I'm behind, so close I could nearly hold you
A beautiful sight, it almost felt taboo
Ah, Oh, memorized your ocean, how each wave moved
Mesmerized by your visions and your world view
I recognize you, like deja vu
Dolonia, you're everything I've ever dreamed of
Ah, ah, why can't you see it
How much will it take for you to really believe it
Dahlia, can I be someone you pick to love, ah, ah.
I see right through you
The pastels, the dark hues
I'm looking right through you
You're looking right through me
I'm looking right through you
I see right through you
This song is "Dolonia" by Arabella Finnley. Her songs are genuinely so fire, and so many of her unreleased songs (that she's shown on tiktok) is so sonadow, bro. Trust. I'll be doing this again one day ✌️ (no promises. I'm bad at keeping them)
