Ah yes, I knew the angst would appear eventually. There is major character death in this. Get those tissues ready, imma bought make our boys hurt.
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Sun streamed through the windows of the DPD, pleasantly warming the building. The low hum of calm conversation and the sharp sounds of keyboards blanketed the department and the aroma of instant coffee drifted aimlessly.
Gavin groaned; digging the palms of his hands into eyes. He leaned back in his chair making it creak loudly. Richard glanced up for his screen to look at his partner.
“You need a break? I could grab you a coffee.” He offered. Gavin shook his head.
“No, I’ll get it myself, I want to stretch my legs. If you see anything on that CTTV call me over” he replied; stretching and strolling over to the break room.
Tina was laughing with Connor at one of the tables so Gavin decided not to bother them and just went to straight the coffee machine. He was hunched over watching the machine dribble the miracle liquid into his mug as Hank approached.
“Someone’s a ray of sunshine, huh?” he teased. Gavin rolled his eyes.
“Fuck you” he swore but he was smiling. Hank chuckled and lightly leaned on Gavin’s shoulder.
“What happened to the pet names?” He asked innocently, placing a hand over his chest in feigned offence, all while grinning like a fucking idiot. Gavin grinned and leaned towards Hank.
“Of course, my mistake. Fuck you, Sweetheart” Gavin corrected sarcastically. He took a sip of coffee to punctate his point. Hank pressed the button on coffee machine for himself.
“Much better” Hank laughed. He pressed a kiss onto Gavin’s forehead and grabbing his coffee before walking away. Gavin smiled to himself. He moved to join Tina who was sitting alone now.
The little ecosystem they’d carved into the city ran like clockwork, the way it always had. Until it didn’t.
The deep ring of gunfire echoed through the DPD already claiming a few unsuspecting victims; painting the walls blue and red. Desks were splattered with bullet holes and tables were overturned as cover. Barked shouting from both sides resonated through the building.
Gavin ducked his head and helped overturned a table alongside Tina. He flicked his head around to see where everyone else was as he drew his gun. Connor was hidden behind the wall separating the cells from the bullpen and Hank was safety tucked behind a desk. Gavin started returning fire as adrenaline pulsed through his body. Bullets whizzed over his head as the choir of death continued to sing; dropping in and out as they reloaded. Groans of pain and hissed breath punctuated the gunshots and the metallic smell of blood invaded the once clear air.
Gavin slammed his back into the table as a bullet grazed his cheek. He wiped the pooling blood onto his sleeve. His hands had already started to shake as he struggled with his reload.
“Fuck!” He exclaimed under his breath. Tina flicked her gaze to Gavin.
“Here” she replied, helping him to get the bullets in. Gavin flashed a her a smile before returning to the battle.
The next time he hid to reload he glanced back over to Hank as he grit his teeth and landed three good shots. Gavin smiled, Hank was always a great fucking shot, and caught his eyes for a second. Hank offered a reassuring smile before his eyebrows drew together again.
Gavin looked away again to find a target when a distinct voice cried out. He whipped his head around to see Hank slid down his cover with a Hank pressed hard against his chest. His face had already gone paler and his eyebrows drew together when he drew his hand back it was painted crimson. Hank caught his partner looking at him; smiling weakly.
“I love you.” Gavin didn’t hear the whisper, the thunder of bullets made sure of that, but he’d heard the words enough to know exactly how Hank sounded when he said them. Whether it was a sleepy greeting when he had just woken up or at the end of a teasing comment. Now, it felt too…
He moved rush to Hank but a strong grip on his shoulder and arm stopped him. Anger boiled under his skin as he snapped his head around to glare at the person stopping him. Tina held a strong gaze that would have turned most to stone. Not Gavin.
“Let me go!” he demanded, returning her glare. He tried to tug his arm back but she was stronger than she looked and it didn’t budge.
“No, you run into the line of fire you’re dead!” She reasoned. Gavin looked frantically at Hank who was gritting his teeth.
“I have to get to him” Gavin insisted; jerking his arm away like Tina’s grip burned. She locked him arms behind his back.
“I can’t let you go and Hank would do the same” she insisted. Gavin let out a string of choice expletives but Tina’s grip didn’t soften. He watched the light trickle from Hank’s ocean eyes. The world blurred as the tears spilled over and Gavin’s head fell. His quiet sobs made Tina grit her teeth and advert her eyes.
As the last adversary fell a silence coated the DPD. People peeped over their cover like meerkats and stood reluctantly. Tina released her grip on Gavin silently. Everyone seemed scared to break the quiet that hung over them like if they did the dead would rise to fight again. Not Gavin.
“Hank!” He yelled; stumbling over the first few steps of his sprint. He carefully cupped Hank’s face, striking blue eyes closed for good and lips in a soft line, and he knew…he knew Hank was… gone. His breath came out ragged and his tears landed on Hank’s pale face; mixing with the sweat that was already there.
“Hank…n-no…p-please!” Gavin begged as if it would restart his heart. He let his head fall on to Hank’s chest as his breath came out ragged. A tender hand was laid on his shoulder and he jerked away from it. Richard gently frowned and his eyebrows unturned in hurt. Connor placed a reassuring hand on Richard’s shoulder, the skin peeling off it. Rich still looked at Gavin like he was a hurt child, a sad smile and sadder eyes. Connor too. They all were. Everyone knew how much Hank mattered to Gavin.
He didn’t want to be here now. He couldn’t. He wouldn’t. Despite the protests of the people -friends!- around him, he stumbled out the door and he didn’t stop until he could open the door to his apartment with shaking hands. Until he could slide down to the door to sob into the pillows that still smelled like Hank. Still smelled like home.