being bosnian can be so exhausting because sometimes im bosniak and sometimes im bosnian and in the eyes of nationalists i am a turk or a serb muslim with serb ancestors and im harassed by 17 year old chetniks who were taught the same hateful rhetoric their parents learned from nationalists and some days i do not feel like a real person with a culture and history because of everything that has been stolen from me and the nationalists have gotten a little too good at gaslighting bosniaks and telling me my language doesnt exist and it just feels like modern day genocide thats violent but not in a physical sense and some days i feel so ground in my identity, like when im presenting a project on settler colonialism in RS and my classmates look at me and say, ”this is powerful,” and ”thank you for teaching me—i never knew,” and it eases the sharp bite of pain driven by a wedge in my skull and i feel like who i am supposed to be: a bosniak, teaching my peers about my history and who i couldve been if it werent for war
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kid stiles who has a wolf plushie his mom gave him. he carries it around everywhere and talks to it nonstop. he plays imaginary games where it comes to life as a big wolf and protects him from the bullies at school, curls around him when his mom dies.
in his head the wolf talks back to him and stiles convinces himself he's real. they play hide and seek in the backyard and stiles pets him at night and reads him his own favorite story before snuggling up to him.
one day stiles is walking home from school and some guy starts following him. stiles is scared but he has his plush wolf in his backpack. he goes to take it out to hold it but it's not there. before he can panic, a large black wolf suddenly appears in front of him on the sidewalk, baring its teeth and growling at the stalker.
stiles isn't afraid. instantly he knows, that's his sourwolf come to life.
ILYA ROZANOV WEEK: DAY FOUR
FAVORITE TRAIT
↪ HIS EMPATHY AND KINDNESS 🥺💕
“When our childhood homes are chaotic and dangerous, we learn that the way to stay safe is to always be on alert — hypervigilant. Our nervous system never calms down because it’s constantly on the lookout for the next bomb that is going to explode [...] As the show goes on, we will learn that underneath Ilya’s extremely hard shell is the heart of a squishy teddy bear wrapped in a warm blanket, but it takes YEARS for Shane to see it.
When we look at Ilya through the lens of what he learned as he grew up, it makes sense why he behaves the way he does. We can even have empathy for the level of hypervigilance and fear he lives with. I like to lay things out this way because it’s usually a hell of a lot harder to give ourselves that same grace. We have an idea of who we “should” be in our heads, and when we don’t live up to that we assume it’s because we’re a failure, a useless waste of space. None of that is true: we are behaving in ways that make complete sense when we understand how our nervous system was trained to respond to our environment.” — Reading Ilya Rozanov through the lens of trauma.
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maybe this is too woke but i really hate the trope of naked older women = scary or vomit inducing or gross or whatever. like you even see it used in horror on occasion like oooooo so scary theres a woman with saggy boobs and wrinkles. There is something to be said for unconsensual veiwing of nudity. sure. it’s uncomfortable and violating for someone to be nude in front of you that you don’t want to see. but rarely that’s seen as the issue and instead the real ‘horror’ or gross out joke is the very idea of a woman who does not have a body that is sexually desirable to men. The very idea of an older woman’s body is treated like it’s something that we should all know is gross, sick and wrong. It’s just something that really bothers me
Sterek is the type of weird creepy couple in which Stiles would say he wants a werewolf fang necklace and Derek would easily answer "choose one" and open his mouth for his human to pick.
can someone tell me if i'm being delusional about this
but i'm kind of pissed off that after mentioning the general fear of judgement by other medical professionals when ending therapy early, the therapist still wrote it was "a mutual decision we've come to because no progress has been made"??
like that makes it sound like i didn't try or gave up, basically putting the blame on me again bc of "lack of progress", when so many doctors think it's just a you problem anyway when it comes to mental health and therapy and right now my problem is 110% physical symptoms and not mental at all
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Last year I purchased a rather large pile of high quality paper at a Liquidation Sale. For next to nothing it was wild. People have asked how many of these Orc paintings I intend to do. My answer is we'll cross that bridge when I run out of paper.
• The single paintings I've been posting are HUGE, to be sold individually. Each is one of a kind.
• These three smaller paintings are experiments, if they fit on my scanner I can make prints.
• PLEASE BE PATIENT: My Beloved and I are remarrying next week. I won't be able to work on creating a store until November, and I can't guess when it'll be live.
do we subject this poor pup to that trauma when there is no way of reviving him whatsoever
the vet was also at a bit of a loss (most overnight vets weren't the ones with decades of experience of handling owners and esp not traumatized and mentally ill people (not judging the woman at all, she vented to us about russian and governmental spies that are after her and that they killed the dog on purpose. she was dealing with the trauma of losing her young dog on top of everythinf and couldnt process his death. very valid. but also, we techs and vets are trained and taught about veterinary health and medicine, not mental coaching and psychiatry)
in the end ofc we couldnt revive the puppy but the vet figured out we involve her in the process, give her the stethoscope and let her hear that that theres no heartbeat, and that even an adrenaline shot did nothing
(i'm still humbled by how quick the bet thought on her feet and helped this woman come to terms with the situation)
we also had to assure her it would not go well if she took the deceased pup back home and kept it on her balcony (in the blistering summer heat) before further services were provided (even if she were to drain the pup of blood like she proposed, claiming she knows exactly the quanitity it had)
the woman was super nice and gave us a huge tip (we barely charged her for any services bc there was nothing we could do except determine the death and the containment of the body until further steps were decided)
so another half hour later at least i was sitting in my car just trying to process what happened, realizing i was running aroudn the clinic in my street clothes bc i was already off the clock past overtime, letting my on the clock coworkers deal with the amount of inpatient pets with critical care, all while wearing a bug bunny tshirt that says WHAT'S UP DOC?
i guess i still haven't processed it bc now i'm sitting here stupified again
bc while this could be a scene from morbid cartoon, this is also what real life is
and i just wish there was more we could do to change the state of the world, instead of having to witness all the time how people can break
while also grateful that i've had the pleasure of getting to see such acts of kindness and grace first hand
(which again greatly contradicts the gruesome atrocities some humans can commit)
life just seems absurd sometimes
(and hats off to vets and techs who have the ability to act with such compassion and understanding, bc i had many coworkers i admired for that)
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I saw this when running newpipe. But wait, it gets deeper. I clicked on the details buttons and it said as of today, we have 83 days left until Google rolls out this new requirement for apps inside and outside of the google play store. If any developer disagrees with their new terms and fees, they will be blocked!
I'll share some of the info below:
Looks like they're trying to nuke the remaining privacy and freedoms we have left on the internet.
What to do?
-Get your developer friends to not comply to their new guides
- Sign the open letter on the site and take action by checking out the full resources list on their website as well!
To summarize, this is all daunting especially when you feel all alone with unfair and inhumane regulations comming out faster than improvements but we got this working together!
Share the link with your friends, family and anyone who will listen!
Your phone is about to stop being yours. In September 2026, Google will block every Android app whose developer hasn't registered with them.
