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just a trans guy trying to survive (1 month on T, hell yea)

this'll basically just be me getting out the silly thoughts™

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have fun reading this crazy shit lol

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I've been seeing Simon x Elli fanart and fics... chat I kinda ship it ngl lol

What can I say, I love a good crackship.

#ironlung #iron lung #simon iron lung #simon the convict #elli iron lung #elli the blood eel #crackship #bloodshed #toxic relationship

y'all I'm struggling to learn facial anatomy (bc it's easier to do portraits imo, and I think it's good to learn the body bit by bit) but I've very quickly figured out that Markiplier is very easy to draw.

I'm being entirely serious, I looked (barely) at one reference and just kinda winged it, and it looks pretty damn good.

don't get me wrong, I've been making art and watching art tutorials for years, but I'm only recently taking human anatomy more seriously, so to me it's insane that I super quickly just kinda spat out Markiplier onto my tablet screen and have done it MULTIPLE TIMES now.

but... I want to draw more than just Markiplier, so I decided, hey I love Jacksepticeye videos and art too, let's try him.

WHY IS JACK INFINITELY HARDER TO DRAW THAN MARK? WHY? I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT.

kms /hj

#art #artist problems #markiplier #jacksepticeye #i fucking hate this #don't get me wrong I'm just going to practice till I get it right #but oh my god #i feel so dumb #bashing my head against the wall #I hope this doesn't discourage anyone from practicing anatomy #it's really essential there's a reason I'm doing it #I'm just struggling #also pray that the man himself doesn't find this #he scares me

I really wish I was better at writing without it coming off as cringe.

so many ideas running through this giving brain of mine and none of them will see a piece of paper or a writing app because I just cannot make myself write without cringing.

#writer problems #i guess #I'm not even a writer tbh #I just used to write simple stories based off of prompts and occasionally worldbuild

chat possibly hot take here

I hate when Ryland and Simon have children. I hate it so much.

UNLESS they're on Earth and perfectly fine, like modern AUs and shit is fine.

but on Erid? nah. they'd never do that to a poor child.

#bloodymary #i don't think i need to elaborate #genuinely if you don't see the issue there something may be wrong with you #again AUs where they're on Earth are a-okay imo #just not on Erid.

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I think I'm gonna explode

because I'm growing a node

it's small and hurts

but whatever it works

tbh it looks like a chode

#thanks for reading my dog shit limerick #limericks suck #I hate them #but tbh it was kinda fun to write #it actually doesn't look like a chode though #it just hurts #being trans is fun #it'll be worth it though #transgender #trans male #trans man #tmi #limerick

s0lanums

guard grace holding simon’s mouth open so he can spit in it.………

#bloodymary #making Simon swallow and thank him afterwards #I love your freak it's amazing

flairmintart

Did someone order grockdrian

#grockdrian #this is peak #I think Adrian is turned on the most is that a hot take #grace phm #rocky phm #adrian phm

guiltfactory

it's really kind of you to take in this abandoned puppy and i respect that you want to spoil it and give it a wonderful life but you're going too far with this. you can't let it fuck you.

#grocky #also maybe #bloodymary #i could see it

hadalman1a

grocky thoughts attacking me

on the trip to Erid, Rocky and Grace start masturbating in front of one another to 'show biological processes' in reality it's just them getting off on seeing each other so fucking needy and dumb.

it's not even like they're trying to sound like they're doing research, they're just telling one another how good and pretty they look when their big smart brain isn't working and they look soooo dumb dumb dumb and that gets the other riled up and starting to go faster.

this goes back and forth for like 15 minutes

(Grace came first and physically can't overstimulate himself even if he wants too)

((he does talk to Rocky through the rest of his session though, he really wants to watch and actually do research))

hadalman1a

to add-on to this, or rather in contrast to this...

imagine this BUT on Erid with Adrian fucking Rocky or showing off how Rocky likes to masturbate to Grace.

I love the idea I saw a while ago (artist-owl here on Tumblr) on here that maybe Adrian doesn't think Grace is so weird because they do biology research and have seen a lot of weird ass Eridian animals over the years since Rocky left.

sooooo, it's only natural that the 2 biologists would want to do research on each other and figure out all of their little neat things they can do!!

and also ofc the dumbification cannot be left out, or the fact that Grace can 100% take Adrian's entire ovipositor and it makes Rocky feel like he's going insane (not even he can take it but the greedy leaky space blob can, bad bad bad, Grace mean and dumb and rude)

#grocky #ryland grace #rocky the eridian #grace phm #rocky phm #adrian the eridian #adrian phm #grockdrian #it's so peak #they have super weird sex #and they love every moment of it #have I mentioned I'm an aroace Grace enjoyer #but this is playing with dolls time and these dolls want violent kinky sex

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chat do i draw iron lung fan art that's really bright and colorful and glittery but still bloody

or don't draw anything cuz I can't fucking draw

I kinda wanna do both but that's not a choice

so I guess I'm doing option B

teehee I LOVE my brain sooo much

#please read the sarcasm #I fucking hate it here #how do is artists survive sometimes #cuz I know I'm not the only one that does this shit #but I actively avoid the thing that brings me joy bc it pisses me off so much #and idk it just sucks #vent

mossiistars

this was the first phm thing i drew i wish i was joking

#grocky #ryland grace #rocky the eridian

Simon and Grace medplay that accidentally ends with Simon infecting Grace with the blood™ and Grace thinks it's actually really hot

(he's a monster fucker and really wanted to get bitten and ripped apart by Simon anyways, so he's glad that technically Simon can do that without worrying about infecting him now)

#bloodymary #medplay #although now he needs to tell Simon what he want him to do #and hope he'll do it #chat I don't think Simon ever would #he'd get mad and then apologize forever for getting mad and lashing out #he's just scared of hurting Grace more than he already has #he doesn't want to be the butcher again #he's also probably ashamed that there's specific types of people that'd like him and they're called monster fuckers #Grace DEFINITELY doesn't call it that #but that's what Simon reads when he sneaks onto the computer and sees Grace's search history #sorry this is way too many tags lmao

I really need people to understand how much I fucking love dumbification

as a very autistic burnt out gifted kid, trying to get through college by the skin of my teeth even when I'm only doing part-time work and part-time college, I love the idea of getting dumbed down and just forcing all of the loud thoughts to the background

therefore all of my favorite characters are ALSO into it and really crave it

(I'll figure out a way to make it more or less accurate to their cannon, Grace is the most convenient though, he deserves a break from worrying about multiple worlds ending)

#grace phm #ryland grace #dumbification my beloved #it's so peak #also he has an oral fixation I don't make the rules #and a breeding kink #ironic since hell never have kids but oh well #Rocky will try and give him pebbles though #he begs so nicely #how could he say no to that pretty face

hadalman1a

fellas is it weird to want Simon Iron Lung to get knocked up by Rocky, Grace, and Adrian?

I need them so bad bro someone fucking sedate me.

fruitcakebro

...in progression, or all at once?

hadalman1a

all at once. every hole filled to the brim w/ eggs or semen, or both!

fruitcakebro

Damn, overachiever. He deserves it though :>

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grocky thoughts attacking me

on the trip to Erid, Rocky and Grace start masturbating in front of one another to 'show biological processes' in reality it's just them getting off on seeing each other so fucking needy and dumb.

it's not even like they're trying to sound like they're doing research, they're just telling one another how good and pretty they look when their big smart brain isn't working and they look soooo dumb dumb dumb and that gets the other riled up and starting to go faster.

this goes back and forth for like 15 minutes

(Grace came first and physically can't overstimulate himself even if he wants too)

((he does talk to Rocky through the rest of his session though, he really wants to watch and actually do research))

#grocky #ryland grace #grace phm #rocky the eridian #rocky phm #holy shit I'm hard #dumbification my beloved #it's mild but it's there #Grace REALLY wants to be Rocky's human pet #in a sexual and nonsexual way though #this is more so book!Grace and Rocky btw #I've never seen the movie

forgot I should be marking posts as mature, let's hope I remember :P

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