this is a mess

i think that i deal with a lot of [remembers this isn't my diary] Nothing. i've never had a problem

i need to [remembers suicide is a permanent solution to temporary states of intolerable existence] change my art style

i need to create something so beautiful that i'm forgiven for everything

The cure to anxiety is completing all the tasks you have to finish for the day early and doing them phenomenally and being physically perfect and on everyone’s good side preferably even their favorite.

it’s a real shame that explosions exist because cigarette while pumping gas just makes so much sense + seems beautiful

whenever i walk past someone smoking a cigarette i breathe really deeply to try and get as much second-hand smoke as i can

victor frankenstein had post partum depression