Tin Plated Icarus

my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing

on some subconscious level i never even thought of david lynch as someone who could die

[ID: a drawing of 3 sword style Nami from One Piece. she's wearing a black bikini top and black biker shorts, with a red cloth tried around her waist like a skirt. she's wielding three swords with black blades and red handles, one in each hand and one held in her mouth, and her long orange hair streams out to one side. she's seen from slightly below, like we're looking up at her, as she holds both swords out to the side and moves like she's about to leap. the first image is a close-up on her, from the waist up, and the second is the full body. END ID]

there are things i wanna be that i already was

I'm, above all else, a tangentgirl. always saying shit like "sidenote," "oh also," "by the way,"

perhaps i could have been free. signed, the homie thats not gonna make it

Having your main anxiety response be Avoidance is crazy cause you'll think you're chillin and then one day you're like waitttt I've been paralyzed with fear this whole time. Damn

Was anybody else playing dead the whole time they were teenagers or is that just a me problem. Like I'm 20 now and I'm like Oh shit I didn't do anything. Because I'm scared

does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do