Perpetually confused

When at 14/15 you were at the same height of your peers then they all had growth spurts so in comparison you look shorter.

And after the movie, or every few episodes, I'd ask her, you know, what her favorite part was, or what did she think would happen next? Total glass eyes. Okay, okay, favorite is a bit much. Was there a part she liked? A character? ..... Any character's name?

I told my sister I was concerned of course. I got blown off. And then she started school and started getting notes about her reading comprehension and my sister was like but she knows how to read, I know she knows what words mean! And I was like no no no this is what I was talking about and like. Obviously I read the four year old picture books too but the example that came to mind was being disappointed we couldn't finish Carmen Sandiego and either not knowing or not wanting to tell me the main character's name.

And she's like, well that isn't reading.

Okay! So! The skill isn't named correctly but that's what it is!! That's what it is for a 4 year old, they should at least be on that level!

The one that I know that I learned in college because I remember having problems with it, and then it finally clicking, was warm and cool colors. Golden hour, or how to indicate cool or warm in art. It’s one of my very favorite ways to play with color, NOW, but, it took me most of a semester in a color focused art class, in my early twenties to SEE it.

Ugh. So many assignments where the teacher was like, “nope, bot there yet.” So many!! (So long ago, too. We were doing slide photography and showing the slides in class, every class meeting)

It was useful, to me, to encounter something that took so much work for me to actually see it. Before that, I had mostly just done what was easiest, what people told me I had a “talent” for.

No. The skill of learning new mental skills? The frustration tolerance to get through and get it to click? THAT was the most valuable thing I encountered in college because it applies to everything all the time everywhere.

And it’s good to understand that it is ALL SKILLS! All of it. The easy and the hard stuff. You CAN learn it. Figuring out how to get yourself to actually grasp it is harder, though. Different people learn in different ways.

You ABSOLUTELY can 🔥 🔥 🔥 🤩 😘

Techno hands anyone? These were a tad rushed cause I've had like no time (Takes place sometime after season 4 of dr, no specifics cause its just fanfiction in my head and not spoilers lol)

In the darkest nights, within the city, a brilliant light shines above, ready to protect the city, the firefly heroine Brillé, a brilliant light above the city of Sherbrooke.

It's been so long since I've drawn her, and I'm actually pretty ok with how this piece came out. (Thank you Clip Studio for the assets, or else this background wouldn't be as cool). I also have to thank @novastar134 and @goldendaydna (and also Vegg but Tumblr is being a butt and idk why I can't tag you T^T) for reigniting my spark for her and making me excited to get to her again.

I'm considering posting some more crumbs/arts of her and her civilian self and even putting her up on Artfight.

Im fucking FUMING.

This person stole my art AND ANOTHER PERSONS ART of Simon, SHITTILY altered it with ai and is now selling it as their own. I have reported them but theres not a whole lot more that I can do.

me lo paso misha (sr latinotiktok) y dije que se quieren hacer nuestros hermanos, son EL padrastro abusivo