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im still young i still have time im still young i still have time im still young i still have time [lays on the floor wasting my time]

must block everything out. must experience 100 different forms of media at once to prevent thoughts. must not be here

just realized i will only ever know the teenage version of some people forever i need to lie down

they’re out there as an adult and i’m here as an adult but i will only ever know them as a 17 year old through a 17 year old’s eyes. i don’t even know what kind of music they like….

anyway, *daydreams*

i see a lot of talk of fellow adhd and autistic folk feeling like they’re too much for other people but i don’t see a lot of talk about feeling like you’re not enough. low energy adhd and autism where it takes a lot of effort to use words so your way of showing affection is to sit there and vibe in people’s presence but it comes off like you’re not paying attention or it’s not “active” enough to count, or forgetting to reply to DMs (or like i said, Words Hard), and it again comes off as you not caring or ignoring people. it’s really hard to be putting in so much effort to maintain friendships you value only for that effort to not be seen, or to be read as apathy, or for it to be seen but still not be what other people want. even worse when you try and talk more and be more active in a relationship but you end up burning yourself out because you don’t have enough energy to maintain it.

honest to god fill my uterus with these, how many will fit? how many until its noticeable? lets make a game out of it! get them big ass balls into me

hi

You should all be beaten like piñatas

dont do that bro the fucking boba r gonna shoot out

just fucking imagine the noise . the fucking Schfpblort.

I had a dream that Joe Biden addressed the nation wearing a Miko robe like a Shinto priestess. He was also visibly 8 months pregnant. He didn't talk about that until the press asked him about it, to which he replied "I bear the child of a great spirit" as if that was like, something mildly inconvenient like getting stuck in traffic.

Laika how did you make this that fast

Who do you think gave you the dream

every day of my life i feel like the human equivalent of a maladjusted rescue dog who is eventually going to bite someone because it has no idea how to exist in the real world without going balls to the wall insane

parents are so crazy because they can say the most fucked up shit to you when your brain is forming and it sets the tone for your whole adult mind set and then they forget about it the next day