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I just realized, I've been here for a while and have never gotten to properly introduce myself, so here we go!
My name is Siri, and I mostly use they/them pronouns (but I'm alright with some he/him and she/her thrown in the mix)– a panromantic ace at your service! I'm an ADHD maniac with hyperfixations that last for 1-2 months at best (which will probably have a resurgence in my life several months later USNEUJENE)
As you can tell from my page, I absolutely love drawing– whether it's fandom content or oc content hehe ♡♡ (and by the way, I'm down to ramble about OCs, so don't be afraid to ask!) Just be warned though, I'm mostly a lurker and don't chat much unless I'm really pumped, but don't let that discourage you!!
I'm also a serial keyboard spammer and capslock user, so I'm sorry if I scare you off because of my vibes >~<
As much as you can reblog and unless I have drawn your OCs, please do not repost my content elsewhere. Thank you.
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What it looks like to me is that these churns of outrage aren't actually about anything that these creators say or do, so much as they are a kind of reflexive action in response to literally any kind of friction. Like an angry infected rash flaring up with pain when it is brushed by a feather.
The show you like is telling a slightly different story than what you want? Friction is the same as pain so it is hurting me, AAAA!!! Your expectation of what was going to happen to that character you liked didn't pan out? Friction! Friction hurts! You're hurting me!!
But where the Disney Corporation can run a fucking angle grinder across the rash and barely provoke an "ow," indie creators (especially if they are not men), can get nearly run off the internet for things like factually answering a direct question or stating that the story they are writing has main characters.
There's a lot of misogyny in that, obviously, and in many awful flavors, but I think there's also mixed in there a very peculiar kind of consumer-brained entitlement. We expect that the big corporations will fuck us over every two seconds, and we expect to be utterly powerless to do anything about it because all they give a shit about is Line Go Up, but indie creators (especially if they are not men) are expected to be the balm to that infected rash. Where everything else in the world is painful and mean and uncomfortable, independent queer creators are expected to produce the comfortable swaddling bandage that dulls the pain and soothes the sensitivity. This is supposed to be our happy place, our safe place. It's supposed to be ours and belong to us and serve us.
And so they moment they produce friction, any friction, literally the tiniest amount of friction imaginable, well that's a failure! You are failing to live up to your purpose, and that's not just a creative failure but a moral and personal and spiritual failure too. It's a sin, in fact, it is a kind of evil. Friction hurts, and that means you are hurting me!
It creates this fucked up upside-down bizarro logic wherein the corpos and the companies can transgress to almost literally any degree, as much as they want, as often as they want, but queer independent creators (and I cannot stress this enough: especially if they are not men) have to walk tightrope on a razor wire and may God help their souls if they ever put a foot wrong. We will shake and shake and shake the towers until they each fall down; I didn't like that step I think you were taking, how dare you believe you deserve to be up there!
I definitely feel a sort of hesitation and anxiety whenever I read people’s headcanons about my stories, because I get worried they’ll be upset that the way I write the story doesn’t match up to the thing they have in their heads. This gets especially tricky when lots of folks speculate in different directions and I feel that whatever I write WILL disappoint somebody… (or, to Skyen’s point: create upsetting emotional friction for them)
Which, to be fair? Yeah. That’s normal. Not all art is for everybody. I try hard to internalize this… there’s a really badly paraphrased Mark Rosewater quote about game design I think about a lot:
“Anything specific enough for a person to fall in love with must, by its very nature, be something that another kind of person doesn’t like.”
That’s not a bad thing. Everyone is different and if you try to make something that perfectly inoffensive to everybody, you end up with something mild and flavorless.
All this to say, I’m glad I’ve managed to cultivate a broadly cool audience who, for the most part, are super supportive of my work. I think it’s important to make stuff for the sickos (Affectionate).
for everyone asking, tumblr is making it impossible for you to add onto ANY post without making it its own separate post. If you put any addition on someone's post its now your post. The OP won't even be privy to any notes it gets unless they check that specific post. This makes it impossible to track anything which is really detrimental to artists who need to know their reach or just see what people are saying about their work. It also just means you can't reblog with any additions without taking notes away from your original post. This is part of what made twitter hostile and its the last gasping breath of a site run by people who don't understand it.
so as long as tumblr keeps this, here's the tumblr version of etiquette that was maintained when twitter's quote-retweets affected artist visibility/notes:
for art that someone has added reblog commentary to (or removed the caption from), reblog from the source
otherwise, avoid adding reblog comments to art (as this will affect the artist's notes/visibility)—utilize tags and replies to provide commentary (which artists will absolutely appreciate)
reblog comments are comments added to the body of a post, not the tags and not replies.
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Recently had the Ben 10 interest resparked and thinking of those Anodite Ben AUs, how they overlap in the Gwen 10 AUs, and how fucking lonely Ben would feel
Like, the thought process is from that one Alien Force line “I’m one of everybody.” and how the Omnitrix was meant to be a tool to foster peace in the galaxy by making the wearer be able to walk in everybody’s shoes. And how Ben, in the prime universe, excels at putting himself in all those 10,000 some other shoes and understands aliens.
And Gwen would rock too, similar conditioning and Grandpa Max as The Grandpa Ever to help that along, but Ben would’ve had that same Lucky Girl-esque phase of wanting to be his own hero and try and help in the one way he can be exceptional meanwhile his cousin is the current Savior of the Universe multiple times over.
Honestly he probably would take Verdonas off-world tutoring offer simply for the fact that he doesn’t have as much self confidence without the Omnitrix as Gwen does, only to then feel further isolated bc he’s an utter enigma on Anodyne too!
Anodite Ben coupled with a Gwen 10 AU has got to feel like the loneliest Ben in the multiverse bc there is No One like him and no one he is like.
I live for angst and the concept of Ben abandoning his human body/humanity for an undisclosed amount of time so he can find people he can relate to and maybe make himself somewhere near on par with his Super Amazing Cousin whose saved the universe multiple times over, or just actually useful and not having his magic blow up in his face or become more of an obstacle bc he doesn’t take well the the support role Gwen had in a lot of Alien Force confrontations. Only for him to be alienated even worse bc this Amazing Thing his grandma hyped Anodites, and him by proxy, isn’t something he’s good at being and he’s not like any other Anodites.
Good angst comes from twisting iconic quotes that mean a lot about a character, and Ben being one of nobody is some good shit to me bc him just being Ben isn’t good enough to him at points when he does have the watch, so never having had it and failing at a whole other thing is a personal hell for him probably.
Prevs tags bc I save em like a librarian in Alexandria—
Yeah that last bit? Ben screwed himself slightly ditching halfway through the heroism bc now he really is not important in the story of Gwen 10.
Grabbing Gwen and Kevin’s issue of Ben taking all the credit, multiplying it by 10 and changing the context, and dumping it on him, lmao.
Ben would probably be like, an additional humanizing factor with Rook and Gwen’s partnership. Like how Rook idolized canon Ben but then saw, “no wait, this dude has issues” and is not the personification of a perfect heroic archetype— but this time it’s the year he spent seeing Gwen stress over balancing hero duties with schoolwork and it draining her there (I do not think she could balance well enough for early college admission in this au, sadly and to her displeasure) and then in comes Ben who is still her annoying ass cousin that’s missed her the last 2-3 (?) years and probably leads to their good ol bickering.
Ben is back to third wheeling when he just wants to feel a bit human again and catch up with his cousin and friend, meanwhile Rook is observing as the very necessary fourth wheel bc one of these guys is about to explode while they’re part of the way down the road. Metaphorically
Ben went off world to train and be better not just to be better at fighting but to be a better anodite and human being just to go back for a break and have so fun and to a planet where no one knew or acknowledged him and experiencing once again what he felt before
Yes, he is having fun now and then because he is with his cousin who he loves with all his life and with his friend Kevin and then there is also this new guy but he can't stop but wonder, thinking, that nothing has changed since he left, at least not for him, he is still no one
Recently had the Ben 10 interest resparked and thinking of those Anodite Ben AUs, how they overlap in the Gwen 10 AUs, and how fucking lonely Ben would feel
Like, the thought process is from that one Alien Force line “I’m one of everybody.” and how the Omnitrix was meant to be a tool to foster peace in the galaxy by making the wearer be able to walk in everybody’s shoes. And how Ben, in the prime universe, excels at putting himself in all those 10,000 some other shoes and understands aliens.
And Gwen would rock too, similar conditioning and Grandpa Max as The Grandpa Ever to help that along, but Ben would’ve had that same Lucky Girl-esque phase of wanting to be his own hero and try and help in the one way he can be exceptional meanwhile his cousin is the current Savior of the Universe multiple times over.
Honestly he probably would take Verdonas off-world tutoring offer simply for the fact that he doesn’t have as much self confidence without the Omnitrix as Gwen does, only to then feel further isolated bc he’s an utter enigma on Anodyne too!
Anodite Ben coupled with a Gwen 10 AU has got to feel like the loneliest Ben in the multiverse bc there is No One like him and no one he is like.
See I like this interpretation, but I also like idea that Anodite Ben is powerful, and comes back around to belonging.
Gwen became a strong magic user because of her studiousness, and the Anodite heritage acting as a backup battery. When she came to accept her Anodite origins she adapted from magic rather quickly.
She would be an amazing and powerful omnitrix user, the logic she commands alone would make her dangerously efficient, and I suspect half the watch trouble Ben had wouldn’t happen with her. At her base Gwen is a rule follower and that’s an interesting juxtaposition with Anodite nature who are known to be free spirited.
Who do we know that’s hella free spirited tho? Ben!!!
I feel like he would be incredibly lonely, he would never get the hang of magic, its rules and careful procedures is just too limiting and boring for him to get, his spell would definitely backfire or blowup. However when he becomes an Anodite, then the power flips. He can harness energies to his will, probably much stronger than Gwen would be able to. I imagine it like Hal Jordan, Ben would be able to make amazing constructs or effects with no prep.
What I imagine alienates him from the anodites is his longing for connections, and to help others. At his base he is a hero and my understanding is Anodites are basically loners, who tend to have a superiority complex. Ben certainly has a high option of himself when he has the watch, but he figures out he need to be about other people, and I don’t think Grandma Verdona would understand that. “Strongest Anodite in generations and you want to help that mud ball?”
Ben would leave because he’s lonely, become one of the strongest anodites every known, feel he fits in for a little bit, then get lonely knowing this power he’s gained isn’t being used to its fullest. He would come back, and have missed so much. I like thing where rook just doesn’t know him. It would suck, he would debate leaving again, but then the team runs into trouble, and he helps, and it feels so good to use this power “the right way”.
Also I could see the Michael Morningstar arc, working similar to the Kevin arc in of Ben 10. This cool guy likes Ben and wants to hang with him, they fist bump and hang off each other like buds. Man Ben feels exhausted after hanging with him though. He feels like he has a place he belongs outside of the main team, slowly being exploited for his power. When the team busts Micheal Ben dips into that loneliness.
Also I feel like it would create more interesting dynamic with the half alien kids from AF (they totally could have done it with Gwen too, but you know, misogyny and female side characters BS). I always felt that the whole Ben is like them because he has the omnitrix was kinda lame. He (for the most part) had the choice to be aliens, these kids grew into their abilities and for a while couldn’t control it. I could just imagine Anodite Ben being an amazing role model for the other half alien kids you know.
Loving all of this and Ben so would be an incredibly powerful Anodite, but he'd probably be hesitant and screwed over with self-doubt because of the time he spent not understanding how to do magic properly and close to rage quitting when he can't get a basic Anodite thing down (since Verdona mention the training would be like 60-70 earth years) and then that makes things worse bc him getting emotional about it makes more things go wrong. And as seen in classic, when he feels he's a threat to the people around him he gets ready to bolt so he can protect them from himself
Ben being a constant magic flop in his childhood definitely messes him up with the Anodite stuff.
And MICHEAL!! Yes! Ben getting a friend who seems to admire and understand him and his power set only to have that trust get betrayed as he steals it away? Delicious. Micheal would be Ben's Kevin scenario.
Oh yes, there would be so much angst in all of this, bro would mess up way more than with the watch, he’s just training so it’s not really affecting anything but his own self esteem or Anodite societies of oolong him.
We know when anodites can survive in space with no equipment, I can just imagine Ben crashing out and floating in space for like a week trying to figure himself out before he goes back to training.
He locks in for like a month and gets to move on to the next step in training then hits a wall hard again.
I could imagine him getting back to earth and being like agonizingly defensive about his capabilities while in the fray. He goofs off and does insane shit no problem but throw him in a fight with people around and he’s fighting panic attacks trying not to blow everyone up for a while.
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one of the most frustrating ways i've found you can be misunderstood is when people think you're horny about the things you're just weirdly fascinated by and weirdly fascinated by the things you're horny about
"omg is this like a fetish for you or something 😅🤣" NOT EVERYTHING IS A FETISH!!! "you have such interesting hobbies" no uh . that one is a fetish actually.
"oh god what if i'm faking" that you're worried about that as a potential outcome is kinda proof otherwise. i think if you were truly cis you wouldn't feel any kind of dread or apprehension or any other negative emotion about the prospect of not getting to be trans.
"what if i'm faking" like yeah, what if. what would that entail. if it turned out you somehow *weren't* trans and were just faking the shit out of it. How would having to pack it all in and just live as your assigned gender at birth make you feel? oh? oh you'd feel bad about it? interesting!
Once worn by nearly every Ryukyuan woman, these intricate hand tattoos were outlawed for over a century.
These sacred tattoos were banned in Okinawa. A new generation is bringing them back.
Once worn by nearly every Ryukyuan woman, these intricate hand tattoos were outlawed for over a century.
By Haley Harrison
Inside a small tatami room just outside the center of Naha, the capital of Okinawa Prefecture, a quiet rebirth of a once-banned tattoo practice is taking place. Moeko Heshiki, one of the few remaining hajichaas, lays out her stick-and-poke tools with practiced care. My eyes are drawn to the long, dark arrows that trace the length of her fingers—a sacred art now nearly lost.
I tell her that the last woman in my lineage to have hajichi tattoos was my great-great-grandmother, the weight of both pride and loss settling over me.
“People sometimes tell me, ‘Oh, you opened a box,” she says, alluding to the cultural practices Okinawans were forced to lock away. Soon, the tattoos that once marked the hands of generations of Okinawan women will mark my own.
The colonization of Ryukyu
Long before U.S. military bases lined its shores, the islands known today as Okinawa were once the independent Ryukyu Kingdom. In 1879, Japan’s Meiji government annexed the islands, abolishing the kingdom and absorbing the newly named Okinawa Prefecture into its empire.
Ryukyuan sovereignty was dismantled on all fronts: communal lands were seized and redistributed, the indigenous languages were prohibited, and the political and social systems in which women held positions of leadership were overthrown.
Adriane Tengan-Stoia and Lex McClellan‑Ufugusuku, doctoral students at the University of California, Santa Cruz, explain that women were the spiritual leaders in Ryukyuan society and were believed to possess a divine connection to the spiritual realm.
“Before Western intervention and Japanese colonization, the chifijing ganashi me, or high priestess, served as the king's counterpart,” says Tengan-Stoia. McClellan‑Ufugusuku adds that the new Meiji government “wanted to put heteropatriarchy firmly in the Ryukyus as it was in Japan” and began persecuting women in positions of power and targeting their cultural traditions.
As a result, hajichi—hand-poked markings that adorned the hands, wrists, and fingers of Ryukyuan women for centuries—was banned.
In the days of Ryukyu, girls as young as six would begin their hajichi journey by receiving two small circles, called tontonmi, between their knuckles. As they grew and reached new milestones, such as getting married, mastering complicated weaving techniques, or turning 60, so did their tattoos.
Though painful to receive and, in some cases, forced, hajichi was regarded mainly as a symbol of beauty with a sacred purpose. “The ichichibushi was considered a passport to the afterlife,” says McClellan‑Ufugusuku, pointing to the five-pointed star on her wrist, “it’s a form of protection that connects you to your ancestors so they can recognize you.”
By the turn of the 20th century, the ban was in full effect, and for the first time in hundreds of years, girls came of age without their tontonmi. The loss of hajichi wearers was further exacerbated when nearly one-third of Okinawans were killed during the Battle of Okinawa in WWII. Still, the practice wasn’t entirely extinguished. McClellan‑Ufugusuku tells me about stories passed within the community of girls secretly tattooing each other, showing a subversive will to preserve hajichi.
“Our Indigenous languages and customs didn’t go 'extinct'—they went 'dormant' to allow us to survive,” says Tengan-Stoia, “Even after the ban, hajichi was never truly lost.”
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Once worn by nearly every Ryukyuan woman, these intricate hand tattoos were outlawed for over a century.
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Resisting the urge to Um Actually this dragon novel because it has the dragon eggs be like three or four feet wide but there is simply a limit to how large hard-shelled terrestrial eggs can be. No matter how large the animal is, the embryo needs oxygen, and oxygen needs surface area. The larger an object is, the lower its surface area relative to volume, and the less oxygen the embryo can receive. We think of large animals as having porportionately large young because mammalian pregnancy has the unique benefit of allowing for the size of the young to scale with the adult because their oxygen is provided directly through the placenta, and almost all the megafauna remaining on Earth are mammals. But this is not the case for species which lay eggs! For fuck's sake even the sauropods hatched out of eggs barely larger than basketballs! Your hatchling dragon would be impressively enormous if it were the size of a house cat. Stop trying to make me believe that this (ROUND!) dragon egg somehow supplied enough oxygen to develop an infant the size of a large dog or even bigger. If it were possible the dinosaurs woulda been doing it!!!!
I love you /lh. Experts going off on their particular fascinating cool topics and adding unexpected context to things we take for granted is like my favorite thing this was delightful. Talk to me more about eggs and geometry and biology all you want :D